I watched him as I walked away. Shocked still, I.. was feeling something different for him. I mean, I felt like I was the only fan who saw him for who he really was. People here saw him as a hot goddess. I mean, he was one, but I saw him as a caring beautiful person, someone I wanted to get to know personally. And I saw that side of him tonight. I went back to my spot, and watched as the show went on.