Cautious Love

[LostInOliviasWorld]

I calmed myself, not wanting to cry around these strangers in the coffee shop. "Im okay.. just. Something happened the other day that upset me.. and I just got reminded of it."

[SedatedDemon]

I frowned and slowly let go of her hand. "What happened?" I asked.

[LostInOliviasWorld]

"I'll tell you another time.." I said softly, and I looked back at her, after a few moments I took a deep breath. "So, you excited to start the job? Im sure you'll get it." I said.

[SedatedDemon]

I shrugged. "Not really. Working isn't much fun.. But money is money!"

[LostInOliviasWorld]

"Well this job is cool. You get major discounts on things in the store, and everyone else is cool. Especially the kids who come in." I said.

[SedatedDemon]

I smiled. "Well that's good. " I replied, finishing my cold drink.

[LostInOliviasWorld]

"Yeah.. you doing anything later?" I asked her, still very relived we had gotten off the other topic.. she looked very beautiful today..

[SedatedDemon]

I shook my head. "Nope." I replied with a smile.

[LostInOliviasWorld]

"Maybe we could hang out again. I mean, if you want to." I said, remembering what had happened last time.

[SedatedDemon]

I smiled slightly. "Yeah, of course." I replied. Is this really a good idea?

[LostInOliviasWorld]

"Alright, ill see you later then, gotta go." I said, smiling, and I stood, heading to the door.

[SedatedDemon]

"Bye." I answered with a sigh. When she left, I went home. Why was she so upset? What happened?

[LostInOliviasWorld]

When I got home I took a shower, and I called in 'sick' for work. I wasnt well enough to go there now, after what happened. I got dressed and I looked at my red skin. It will fade. But I still felt gross..

[SedatedDemon]

I got on Madeline's R.I.P page and I scrolled through the comments. People who didnt even know her are saying that they miss her. That pisses me off!

[LostInOliviasWorld]

Come over whenever you want. I sent to Constance and I cleaned up the house a bit and I sat and brushed my.damp hair. I glanced.down at my cuts, seeing that they were healing. I smiled slightly and ran my finger over them.

[SedatedDemon]

On my way. I sent. I drove to her house and I got out, knocking on her door.

[LostInOliviasWorld]

I set my brush down and I got up and opened the door. "Hey." I said, smiling and I hugged her and then let her in. "Hungry?" I asked her.

[SedatedDemon]

I shook my head. "No, I'm fine." I replied, smiling at her.

[LostInOliviasWorld]

I smiled and shrugged. "All right. So how have you been? Besides applying for the job." I asked her.

[SedatedDemon]

I smiled. "I'm alright.. So.." I suddenly got serious. "What happened?"

[LostInOliviasWorld]

I froze And I sat on my couch and I held my head in my hands. I knew she wouldn't give up on asking untill I told her. "Fine.." I began, and I immediately started to shake , memories coming back to me. "My ex.. after volleyball practice he.. found me and..." I tried to keep a steady stream of words, but the tears kept coming. "Raped me." I managed to say..

[SedatedDemon]

I immediately wrapped my arms around her and I hugged her tightly. ".... I'll kill him."

[LostInOliviasWorld]

I just stayed there in her arm, and cried softly in her shoulder, then it turned to soft sobs.. I was glad she was here.. I really was.. after a while I slowly pulled back, wiping me tears. "He left town. I dont know where he went.."

[SedatedDemon]

I gently took both of her hands in mine and I squeezed them. "You have to press charges Adira.."

[LostInOliviasWorld]

I looked down at our hands and I squeezed them softly. "I will.." I said , then looked up into her eyes. "Thank you.. for being here."

(Brb, going to the dealership to get my mums new car.)

[SedatedDemon]

I smiled and nodded, looking down at our hands. This time I didn't pull away. "I'm always here."

[LostInOliviasWorld]

Back!


I was surprised she didnt yank her hands away this time. It made me feel.. better.. "Thank you.. so much.." I said and I kissed her cheek softly.

[SedatedDemon]

When her lips touched my skin, it began to tingle. I blushed and gave her a comforting smile. "No problem.." With a pang of hope, I began to wonder if she's straight or what.. No.. It's just a friendly kiss. Because we're friends.

[LostInOliviasWorld]

I looked back into her eyes, and ive never seen anyone care about me so much, I laced out hands together and I felt my.cheeks get red.. was I falling for her?.. she wouldn't go for mex especially after what happened with her..

[SedatedDemon]

She's holding my hand.. Oh my god, she's holding my hand.. I was desperately trying not to blush. It's been so long since I've held someone's hand like this. I hardly know her, and yet I feel such a strong connection with her.