So I decided to share my embarrassing story. It happened yesterday (Sunday, November 13th). So, for those of you that aren't aware, I'm single. I've been single for about one and a half years. I'm picky as hell about my guys, in case you were wondering.Anyway, this weekend I did something I would NEVER do. Soooooo embarrassed about it....
I've been pretty sick lately. Just about every week I've had to pay a visit to a doctor's office and get a script for some medicine. Well, the pharmacy I decided to go to got a new intern. CUTE. CHARMING. FUNNY. Freaking adore the guy! So, being the shy person I am, I kinda just keep things under the radar. Would look and talk to, but only about the medicine.Well, yesterday, I ended up talking to him for close to 30 minutes. We, obviously, deviated off the usual topic list. I was quite terrible, too. Doing the whole, "Awww, you haven't memorized my number yet? What a shame." and "You can never leave! I'll have to change pharmacies if you transfer." So, yes, I was making it pretty obvious that I was interested in him. He, of course, had his witty comebacks, too.Being the awesome person that he was, he TOTALLY blew the other customers off. I even asked him, "Don't you need to get them." He laughed and said, "Nope. Someone else can get them. I'm busy." I probably blushed at that point.It was then when we both realized everyone was busy, but him. So he excused himself for a minute to help one person out. While he was entering her info in, I wrote down my name and number and Facebook. Ya know, since Facebook is such a big thing these days , I figured someone might be more interested in "stalking" me first before the text/call me.When he got back to me, I was pretty much starving and I was like, "Well, I should probably go" and I handed him my contact information. I then added, "I like how I leave when no one else is around. Oh well, I had to leave sooner or later. I'm sure you had work to do."
So why am I embarrassed? I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER. I NEVER DO THAT. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. I want to shoot myself. I swear! It's terrible. I don't foresee him ever texting (or even adding me on Facebook), but still! SO EMBARRASSING. UGH. WHY DID I DO IT. No idea. It was "brilliant" at the time. >.> Anyway, I think I need to move. New town. New number. New pharmacist. New life. NEW FAMILY. OMG. He knows where I live (he could look me up in the system). I need to leave the county. Anyone wanna adopt a Xavi? I'm so lame. Still hate myself. OMG. I'm sooooo stupid. >< He's probably mocking me right now! T.T