Cautious Love

"Yes, I know I can." I said, smiling, taking a drink of my coke. The dinner was amazing.. I loved knowing that we were a thing now, I knew it was something we both would need to ease in to. after dinner, we headed to my house for coffee, we were both in my room, and I was showing her pictures when I was a kid

I smiled and looked down at the pictures. "You were such a cute kid!"

I chuckled, and nodded. "I guess I was, huh?" I said, purposley sounding full of myself to be funny. None of the pictures had my parents, they werent even the ones taking the pictures, it was always me and my grandma. Showed how much my parents cared

I smiled and kissed her cheek. "You still are." I said softly.

I smiled, My cheeks going a bit pink. I grabbed her hand and laced our fingers together. "Do.. you want to stay over?" I asked, looking up at her.

I smiled. "Sure." I replied, giving her hand a gentle and affectionate squeeze.

"Okay.." I said, and I pecked her lips softly. I stood and I gave her some pyjamas, since it was about 9 now. And I changed in the bathroom, getting my comfy clothes on as well. A tank top, and black stretchy shorts.

I changed clothes, then I sat on the couch, waiting for her to come back down.

I came down, my breath very fresh from brushing my teeth. "Hey. What movie do you want to watch?" I asked, and bent down to grab the movie case, and I sat beside her and opened it.

I shrugged. "Anything." I replied with a smile, crossing one leg over the other.

I nodded, and I picked a comedy. I got up and slipped it into the dvd slot and I turned the lights off, and I walked over and sat by her, pulling a thin blanket over our laps, my hand finding hers soon after.

I blushed and squeezed her hand, my thumb running over the top of her hand.

The movie was very funny, and about half way done now. I looked over at her, in the dim lighting.. god, she was beautiful..

I could feel her staring at me and I turned my head to look into her eyes. I smiled gently at her, hardly paying attention to the movie now.

I leaned in and I pressed my lips to hers lovingly, I loved how her lips felt on mine..

I rested my hand on her cheek and I kissed her back deeply, closing my eyes. She is such a good kisser..

I pulled her closer by her waist, the kiss deepened even more, turning into a very beautiful and romantic one. I couldn't help but moan softly

The sweet sound made my heartbeat quicken and my skin tingle. I slowly and cautiously ran my tongue along her bottom lip.

I allowed her entrance, our tongues wrapping lovingly, the passion building.. I grabbed her other hand, and laced our fingers together. I squeezed it lightly, really enjoying this time with her..

I moaned softly and slowly pulled her into my lap, wrapping my arms around her waist. Her breath smells really good.

I gasped softly, feeling her pull me into her lap, I wrapped my arms sweetly around her shoulders, and I continued to allow our tongues dance passionately.. I didnt want to stop, but I knew we had to soon.

I slowly pulled away and kissed down her soft neck slowly. She's so much like Madeline, it's scary.

I arched my neck back, loving how her lips felt on my neck, I squeezed her shoulders sweetly, letting her know I was enjoying it..

I smiled at her reaction and I bit her neck softly, my hands rubbing her hips gently.

I bit my lip and moaned softly.. what was her intention? I wasnt clear on what mine was yet. But I liked where it was leading, to be honest.

I lifted her shirt slightly, rubbing her stomach. I suckled lightly on the soft skin, closing my eyes.

I felt my heart race even faster her fingertips, the way they circled on my stomach, it gave me goosebumps. Her touch was extremely gentle.. "lets.. go lay down.." I whispered, wanting to calm us down a bit.

I sighed, feeling embarrassed. I nodded and let her get off of me, then I got up and took her hand.

I saw the look on her face, and I kissed her cheek gently. I led her to my bedroom, and I got under the covers, and pulled her to me when she laid down also.

I closed my eyes snuggled close to her, sighing.

"Whats wrong?" I asked softly, my hand rubbing her side sweetly.

I opened my eyes and stared through hers in the darkness. "Nothing." I answered softly.

"Did I do something?" I asked, seeing right through her 'nothing'

I shook my head and smiled. "No." I answered, taking her hand.

I smiled and nodded slowly. "Okay.." I said, and I kissed her softly.

I smiled and kissed her back, resting my hand on her side.

I pulled away and kissed her forehead gently. "Night.." I whispered, and I closed my eyes, falling asleep..

I fell asleep around 30 minutes later, in her arms. I woke up in the middle of the night, after a terrifying nightmare.

I heard her move around, and I opened my eyes, seeing here there Awake. "Hey.. you alright?"

I nodded and turned away. "Yeah.. I'm fine." I whispered.