The Knight.

I smiled at the cheesy but sweet moment and when he kissed me I squeezed his knee gently and rested my other hand on his hand that was resting on my cheek. I closed my eyes and kissed him back tenderly.

I continued to kiss her and I gently deepened the kiss. I pulled her onto my lap, slowly, cautiously..

I snaked my arms around his neck and I pushed myself closer to him, tilting my head slightly, deepening the kiss even more.

I groaned softly, then pulled away. I didnt want to go any further, the fear of my scaring her clearly still present. "Let's go back." I said softly

I sighed and slid off of his lap, buckling myself in. "Yeah.. Okay." I muttered.

I noticed the disappointed in her voice, and I shook my head slightly, and I started the car and drove off. The car ride had a very eerie silence to it..

When we go home, I got out without a word and went inside. I went to the bathroom and changed clothes, then I went to the kitchen to make dinner.

I stayed outside foe a moment, and sneakily had a cigarette. I then went back in and quickly brushed my teeth..

I cooked spaghetti, but by the time it was finished, I didn't feel like eating anymore. I fixed him a plate and then went upstairs to lay down. Why doesn't he want me anymore? Was I that bad the first time?

I changed clothes, and got comfier ones on. Once dome eating I went to the bedroom, wondering why she was acting so odd. I laid beside her and pulled her back to my chest. "What's wrong?" I asked

I sighed and closed my eyes. "Nothing." I mumbled.

"Fine. Then dont tell me." I said, letting her go and I turned my back to her. Pulling the blankets over my shoulders.

"Fine." I answered. I glared at the wall for a few minutes and I took a deep breath when my anger slowly died down. I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep.

I was very annoyed to be honest. I tried to do a nice thing by going to the sunset with her, then we come back and pissy mode was activated. I woke in the morning, and I made breakfast, for myself.

I took a shower and got ready for the day, then I went downstairs and grabbed a banana. I let the dogs in and I played with Midnight.

I took a shower then stepped outside, deciding whether or not to have a cigarette or not. I decided not to, but that I needed the fresh air. With the unknown tension in the house it felt stuffy, so I needed air.

I sighed as I watched him walk out, and I sat on the couch, staring at the ground. I hate this.

After a while I came back in, smiling as Snow ran up to me and licked my hand. I pet her head softly, and I sat on thw opposite end of the couch from her, and I glanced at the tv, seeing the Olympics were on.

I didn't even aknowledge his presence, seeing as he's being a jerk. I got up and walked to the kitchen, making a list of the groceries we need.

I got up and walked into the kitchen. "Dont forget, we need nutella also." I stated simply, grabbing a soda from the fridge.

I wrote it down. "Kay." I answered boredly, grabbing my keys and leaving.

I had gone to get ready, seeing she had left. "Wow." I mumbled, shaking my head. What was her fucking problem?

I got the groceries, and then I went to visit my grandma. "He's still scared sweetheart. He doesn't want to scare you again." My grandma said. I rolled my eyes. "I wasn't even acting scared last night, I didn't even hesitate. I don't think that's the case anymore. I gotta go. Love you." I said, kissing her cheek. I drove home and then put up the groceries.

I walked into the kitchen and I leaned in the doorway. "What is wrong.. please talk to me." I said, WAtching her.

I looked up and sighed, turning my back to him. "I just want to know what I did wrong last night.."

I frowned and I walked over to her, and I took her hand. "Listen.. you didn't do anything wrong, okay? I just thought it was too soon.. for you I mean. " I said.

I sighed and looked up at him. "Are you sure that's the case? Am I even desirable to you anymore?" I looked down. "It feels that way because every time I try to get close to you, you reject me."

"Of course youre desirable to me. Its just, last time, you seemed perfectly fine. Then I did something wrong and scared you. I dont want to do that again." I said.

"I'm fine Charnley.. I've been fine." I whispered, feeling hurt. I let go of his hand and finished putting up the groceries.

"I was just being cautious.." I said gently, shaking my head and I walked out of the kitchen.