I got off of his lap. "I hate this.."
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I got off of his lap. "I hate this.."
"You know.. theres a shot.. you can get. And... it stops the baby growing.." I whispered.
I looked up. "Isn't that basically an abortion?" I asked.
"It. Its hard to explain. But. Your body gets rid of it itself." I said.
"An induced miscarriage.." I whispered, thinking.
"Yes." I said. "Like I said.. the.. baby dont have a heartbeat now. So.. if we arex this is the time to do it.."
I sighed and took a deep breath. "Okay." I whispered. The press would never know. They'll just think I had a miscarriage. It's not technically an abortion.. I won't be called a baby killer.. I won't ruin my parents' reputation or mine...
"We can go now.." I said gently, looking down at my lap. I just wanted this solved. But it wasnt yet. There was still the emotional mental part about it that was present ..
I nodded slowly, my hand on my stomach. "Okay.." I grabbed my car keys. I was so scared and so guilty.
"I'll drive." I said once i was up and at her side. I slowly took the keys and I kissed her jawline softly, and I lead her out to the car.
The car ride was silent, sad. I felt like I was about to do something terrible.
Once we got there, I discretely told the doctor what we wabted to do, then we went in the back room, and I held her hand as they gave her a show in her stomach.. ouch..
It hurt pretty badly, but once it was over, she was relived.
She would get really sick the next couple days, then its all over. I took her hand as we walked out, and stopped her before the car. "Are you okay?" I asked her.
I looked away, taking a deep breath. I nodded slowly. "Yeah.. I guess."
"You guess?" I mumbled, and I just quietly got into the car
I got in and silently stared out the window. I tried not to feel guilty, but it was hard.
"You have nothing to feel guilty about sweetheart.." I whispered.
I looked at him and nodded vaguely. "Yeah.. I know.."
When we got to the house, she was still fairly quiet. I knew this was a lot for her. I sat on the couch, and I took her hands and I looked up at her. "You know I would never hurt you, right?.." I whispered.
I looked into his eyes and nodded slowly. "Yes." I whispered.
"And what that man did to you, is something I would never, ever, ever even think of doing." I said, and I pulledbher to sit in my lap.
I looked down at him. "I know.." I said shakily, looking away.
I kissed her cheek gently and I tilted her chin so she could look at me. "I love you." I said.
I looked into his eyes and smiled weakly. "I love you too." I whispered.
(What if she freaks out on him, like he hugs her, and she just gets scared?)
((He should do something else.. Hugging wouldn't scare her..like maybe they should be getting intimidate or something and he pins her or something and she freaks out because of her memories.))
(Yes! Love it.)
((Okay, go ahead. :) ))
I pulled her into my lap and I kissed her gently, sweetly. I loved her so much, and the fact that this happened to her hurt me also