Stop and Stare

I smiled, moving my eyes to the couple in the corner, sighing,"I used to be like that... I slept around a lot when I was younger... Lots of drugs, alcohol too. I guess that's the stereotype for kids in the system..."

I chuckled. "I had sex a lot, everybody in Ireland drank, but I never did drugs." I replied. I sighed and sat back, ordering a glass of water.

"I was a mess..."I said with a sigh, setting my empty bottle down and leaning against the counter. I looked at her and smiled,"Cleaned myself up... Got into college..."

I smiled and sipped my water gently. "Then you met me, then a hurricane happened, and now we both have to wait to start college." I said softly.

I chuckled softly and patted her knee,"That's right... And it's been a pretty great start,"I said with a smile.

I smiled at her. "It sure has." I replied. I finished my water, used the bathroom and when I returned I smiled at her. "Are you ready to go back?" I asked.

"Sure,"I said with a smile, standing up and adjusting my coat, gently taking her hand. I liked her. Maybe it was just a crush, but I felt close to her.

It took a while to get to the dorm because of all of the water. But we got there. I followed in after her and then locked the door, flopping onto my bed. It was pretty late, but I wasn't tired.

It was three in the morning and I shrugged off my coat. I hung it up on the foot board of my bed and glanced at her, smiling. I sat down on my bed, pulling off my shoes and tossing them into the closet.

I got up and stripped down until I was naked and I put my transparent robe on over my body then I laid down in bed and pulled the covers over me, looking out the window thoughtfully.

"Going to sleep?"I asked gently, raising an eyebrow. I was really getting used to seeing her naked all the time... It wasn't as exciting, sexually, but still made me smile.

"Nope. I'm not tired." I replied softly. I tightened the blankets around myself. It was really cold. Why did the stupid heating system have to break?

I chuckled at her and grabbed an extra blanket from the closet, draping it over her softly,"There, until the heaters get fixed. You can have mine, too."

I shook my head. "Nuh uh. I'm not gonna let you freeze." I smiled and scooted over, opening the blanket for her. "Come with me."

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I smirked and nodded,"Let me get changed first,"I said, beginning to pull on some sweats. I slid in beside her and sighed,"I'm wide awake..."

I nodded and snuggled close to her. "Me too..." I said with a sigh. I placed my hand on her stomach and rubbed gently. "It sucks.."

I smiled and looked at her, brushing my nose playfully against hers,"We shouldn't have slept all day."

I chuckled softly. "Well we stayed up all night so it made since to take a nap... But I didn't expect to sleep that long.." I said, moving my hand up to rest on the side of her neck.

I chuckled gently and turned onto my side, so I was facing her more. I rested my forehead against hers, my hand resting on her hip.

I smiled and looked into her grey eyes. They were so enchanting. And she is just so beautiful. I closed my eyes and kissed her lips softly.

I kissed her back, just gently, smoothly. Almost romantic.

I broke the kiss to kiss down her neck slowly, nibbling on the skin gently. "You know.. Last night was very fun..." I whispered.

"Which part?"I asked gently, running my hands lightly up her back.

"All of it.... Especially when I was being punished.." I purred with a giggle, kissing her jaw gently.

I laughed softly, hugging her to me gently,"You can use that whenever you want, we'll share it... No one ever liked it... Too overwhelming."

I smiled. "Maybe because they were all silly American girls?" I asked with a smile, kissing her neck gently. I pulled her on top of me and I wrapped my arms around her neck, leaning up to kiss her lips gently.

I giggled gently against her lips as I kissed her back. Kissing her was enough for me... It felt perfect.

She was kissing me differently than usual. Not lustfully, but... A different emotion behind it. I broke the kiss and stared up at her. "Are you okay? You seem to be a little.. Different.."

She doesn't want me like that. I blinked, smiling softly,"Yeah, I'm fine,"I said with a nod. God I felt so stupid... Of coarse she doesn't want me. I played it cool, leaning in and kissing her like I usually did, with no emotion, just lustfully.

This time it was the usual lustful kiss. What is wrong with her? I kissed her back for a moment then I pulled back and sat up so she was in my lap. I looked down at her. "Seriously.. Please talk to me.."

I furrowed my brow,"What're you talking about?"I asked softly, sitting up as well.

I held her close to me in my lap and kissed her neck gently. "You're just different.." I said softly.

"I'm sorry... I don't know what you mean,"I said gently, leaning my head to the side as she kissed it. I knew exactly what she meant. I was starting to like her. I wanted more. Not sexually. Emotionally. She wasn't into it.

I frowned and looked up at her. "Yes you do...." I kissed her neck once again. "If something is bothering you, you know you can talk to me right?"

"Of coarse,"I said with a smile, taking her cheek in my hand,"Stop worrying... It might just be the beer. It was pretty strong... I can't imagine what you drink back home,"I said with a chuckle.

I frowned softly, still not convinced. "Okay.." I said softly. I laid back down and pulled her over me, kissing her lips deeply, closing my eyes.

I kissed her back, but I felt my stomach churning. I slowly pulled away and took a deep breath,"One... One second,"I said, getting up and going into the bathroom and closing the door. I felt like I was going to be sick.

I could hear her being sick so I got up and opened the door to the bathroom, stepping in and rubbing her back gently. I kept her hair out of her face.

I coughed the last of it out and sat back, looking up at her,"I'm okay... Go back to bed, alright?"

"I'll get you some medicine sweetheart.." I said softly. I got up and walked out, going to my drawer and pulling out some pills. I got her a glass of water and walked in, kneeling next to her and handing her the pills and the glass of water.