The truth behind LOVE.

I smiled, and nodded, I looked up and kissed him on his lips softly. "I misses you so much.." I said.

I forced a smile, that kiss being a little much. "I missed you too." I replied, stroking her hair.

I grinned, and raised an eyebrow. "How about you show me how much.." I said, taking his hand and slowly walking back to the bedroom. I took a seat on the edge of the bed, and looked up at him, a bit of lust in my eyes.

I hesitated. This is exactly what I have been fearing.. "Tori... That's not a good idea.. I think I'm a little sick from the cave.."

The lust vanished from my vision quickly.. "Oh.. Uh... Right... Never mind.." I said, standing and walking over to the closet, I picked out some clothes to wear and got dressed in the bathroom. I took my band aid off, and frowned when it started to bleed again.

(Should she find out now or??))

(Yes)

The blood was intoxicating and I seemed to lose every ounce of humanity in me. In an instant I was in the bathroom with her, her hand in mine, and my tongue running over her bleeding cut.

I jumped and my eyes widened when I saw what he was doing. He was licking my cut?.. And his eyes were black... I tried to pull my hand away, and his grip was very strong, starting to hurt me. At that moment it his me what he was.. A vampire? My worst fear... I couldn't handle Amy vampire movies or anything.. I stood there, frozen, unable to scream or act in any way.

Her blood was so sweet.. The sweetest I've ever tasted. My heart wanted me to stop, but my head was urging me on. After a few moments I let go of her hand and my eyes returned to their normal color and I stepped back, my eyes wide with shame. "I am.. So sorry.."

I was still frozen, no words... Nothing.. When he let go of my hand I pushed past him and I walked to our room, locking the door behind me. I didn't know what I felt.. I knew I was hurt, cause he had been lying to me...

I sat on the floor of the bathroom, my face in my hands. I fucked up for good.

I stayed sat there for a good six hours.. Just in the same spot, rethinking over and over again of what just happened. When it came to bedtime, I just crawled under the covers and when to sleep..

I left the house to go hunting in the woods. It was the first time I drank animal blood and it wasn't all that pleasant. I returned to the house and laid on the couch. What am I going to do?

When it was morning, I got up, and slowly unlocked the door and stepped out into the hallway hesitantly.. I walked to the kitchen, not looking around at all, just staying quiet.. I made myself some food and I sat at the bar, and ate it. Him and I had to talk.. Soon..

I knew she was in the kitchen, but I was too afraid to approach her. What am I going to say?

As soon as I was done I placed my plate in the sink and I walked over to the living room, and stopped when I saw him. I looked down, and sighed.. "Can we.. Talk?" I asked, quietly.

I sat up and looked up at her, nodding. "Yes." I answered softly.

"Are... You what I think you are?.." I asked, my eyes still glued on the floor.. I hated it.. He didn't go near me, was distant.. But in any other thing similar to this, he would be by me, touching me or something..

"Yeah.." I answered, sighing softly. I closed my eyes. "I was walking to the hotel from the meeting and someone attacked me. I woke up and I was this."

"Why... Did you lie?" I asked, looking up slowly. "You're different.. A new very distant person. I hate it Rainer, I fucking hate it.." I said.

"What the hell was I supposed to do? Hey babe, sorry I never called you, I'm a vampire now! Isn't that cool?" I shook my head. "You never would have believed me."

"Well it would have been much better than you coming home, giving me a completely bullshit story, and almost biting my finger off!" I said, my stress level was through the roof at this moment. "You didn't go near me, touch me or anything when you got home.. That hurt a little.. I was just worried Rainer." I said..

"It would have been much worse if I came out and told you! And I wouldn't dare touch you, because I was terrified of hurting you! I could end up killing you!'

I sighed, and I felt tears coming to my eyes. "What the hell are we supposed to do..." I said, and I walked past him and I walked out the front door, slamming it behind me. I felt someone grab me, and cover my mouth so I couldn't scream. He ran at lightning speed to a van, and he threw me in the back harshly.. His eyes were a piercing red..

(God I really suck at this.. I have no idea what to do. The plot is moving really fast lol)

(My fault, sorry. Forget that post, haha.. That could happen later on.)

"I'm sorry.. I mean.. What will we do now?.. We might as well be strangers.." I said, running a hand through my hair..

I sighed and shook my head. "I don't know. I don't want to hurt you. I can't go into the city. I'm bloodthirsty. I'm a monster. I don't know when it will die down."

"Is.. There a way you can change me? Make me one? .." I said softly.. I was willing to do anything to avoid breaking up. "And.. You're not a monster, okay?"

I shook my head. "I don't know how. And trust me, you don't want to be one. Never eating.. Never sleeping.. Your throat is constantly burning for satisfaction.. satisfaction that only human blood can give.. It's horrible."