Cautious Love

(Sorry!)

I woke her up a few hours later, and had her sit up for her medication. She had to take three types of meds. Some having to be two doses.

I took my medicine and sighed, leaning against him. "I can't wait until this is all over and I can be normal again.."

"Me too.." I said softly, and I pulled her close to me carefully. "You're doing so well.. You're being so strong.." I said, kissing her nose.

I smiled. "Thank you." I said softly. "So." I said, changing the subject. "When do you wanna start wedding planning?" I asked with a grin.

"What about now?" I said, smiling. "Where should it be?" I asked her. "Maybe in town.."

"In town?" I asked, cocking my head to the side. I grabbed my notebook. "Let's put down some ideas." I said. I wrote down town, by the beach, by the forest, in a church. We exchanged a lot of ideas and it was actually very fun.

"Okay.. How about.. Pink for the wedding theme?" I said, in a completely teasing and untruthful way, laughing at her expression. "What about blue? Everyone loved blue. But like a. . turquoise."

I giggled. "Maybe." I kissed his cheek and I got up to go to the bathroom. I then went to check and make sure my parents were getting along and they were sitting on the couch, talking softly to each other. I couldn't tell what they were saying though.

I did some research on locations and there was one place that lined up. La Push beach in Washington. Its right by a forest, and its a beach!

I went back up to my bedroom and sat next to him. "Whatcha lookin at?" I asked.

"Look at this." I said, and handed her my phone, the picture of the beach on it.

http://m7.i.pbase.com/o6/96/635896/1...demailview.jpg

I grinned as I stared at the picture. "It's beautiful!"

"Its perfect. And only a state away." I said. "That's if you like it as much as I do "

"I love it." I said with a grin. "Oh, what if we did ocean colors? Ocean blue tuxes.. Sunset colored bridesmaid dresses.."

"Yes! That's perfect." I said, kissing her lips softly. "Its going to be amazing.."

I blushed and kissed him once more. "I'm so excited to become your wife." I said, taking his hand and lacing our fingers together.

"Really? Well, I'm excited to be your husband.." I said, and I hugged her gently. "How is your stomach?" I asked, she got the stitches out unusually early

"It's fine. The doctors said my skin healed really fast, which is why they went ahead and took them out." I said, lifting up my shirt. "You know I'm always fast when it comes to healing."

I smiled and nodded. "I swear you're almost immortal when it comes to that." I said, and kissed the top of her head. "Its great." I said

I smiled and nodded. "Yeah.." I cleared my throat. "So.. I saw my parents talking downstairs.. And they seem to be getting along really well. Surprisingly.."

"Yeah, I was just about to ask about that.. What do you think they are talking about?" I asked, I remembered seeing them talk, and the way they looked at each other was.. Different

I shrugged. "I don't know." I said thoughtfully, laying back. "I guess only time will tell.."

"Yeah.. Want to go to the fort?" I asked her, raising an eyebrow. Haven't been there since before her surgery.

I grinned. "Of course!" I replied and I got up and got dressed.

I smiled when she agreed and I got dressed as well, grabbing a couple cigarettes and sticking them in my pocket and we were out the door

Once we made it to the fort, I went and sat on the comfortable bed, crossing my legs Indian style.

I sat on the bed, and faced her, crossing my legs as well. "So. When do you think you will be all healed up completely?" I asked her.

I shrugged. "I don't know.. Hopefully soon. Why?" I asked, taking his hand.

"Because I miss you.." I said, leaning over and kiss in her lips softly, my hand caressing her side. We haven't done anything 'fun' in so , so long.

I closed my eyes and kissed him back gingerly, one of my arms wrapping around his neck. I miss him too.. We haven't really had any enjoyable moments in a long time..