"Mhm." I mumbled. Well then.. I grabbed the remote and turned up the movie, leaning back in my seat.
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"Mhm." I mumbled. Well then.. I grabbed the remote and turned up the movie, leaning back in my seat.
"I'm kidding Babe, I'm kiidinggggg." I said and I kissed her neck softly. "You know I think You're the mist perfect girl I've ever laid eyes on, right? "
I chuckled softly and glanced at him for a moment. "I better be. But just because you said that you're really not getting some for a while. " I replied, winking at him.
"Well okay, right back at you because I got this thing." I said pulling my shirt up, pointing at my bandages. "So, ha." I said, and I planned to tease her a bit throughout the week..
I stuck my tongue out at him. "Fine. Now shut up and watch the movie." I teased, looking back at the screen.
I grinned and I nudged her with my elbow every time her dream guy popped up on the screen.
I rolled my eyes whenever he would nudge me and the movie finally ended. "Well, that was nice."
I chuckled and stuck my tongue out at her. "Jennifers body next." I said, and I clicked on it, it then coming on. I knew I would get hell for this.
I watched, bored. Let's just say she's not my favorite celebrity. I never liked her much. Paxton is clearly enjoying himself, but whatever. I remained silent, playing on my phone most of the time.
I paused the movie, and just turned normal TV on. I tackled her playfully, and I kissed her cheek. "I got you." I said, smiling. I didn't want her annoyed with me.
I smiled slightly and nodded. "Yep. Now be careful." I said softly. "Why'd you turn off the movie?" I asked.
"I'm fine, and because I would rather wrestle with you than watch Megan Fox get half naked." I said and I kissed her cheek softly before letting go.
I laughed. "Well I won't wrestle with you until you're completely healed." I kissed him softly and got up, walking to the bedroom.
I groaned as she walked away. Lame. I turned on the TLC channels, and chuckled as honey boo boo was on.. God, this show was odd..
I took a long shower, then I just sat in the bathroom and let myself air dry. I looked at my naked body in the mirror and sighed. Scars all over from my suicide attempts and the damage of Liam's miscarriage. It's so.. Ugly.. I'm no Meghan Fox. How can he stand sleeping with me?..
I stood, and headed to the bathroom, and I saw October, just standing There, looking at her body in the mirror. "Babe?" I asked, was she alright? She looked sad, and disappointed..
I grabbed a towel quickly and wrapped it around myself. "Sorry, I was air drying." I said softly, walking past him to the bedroom.
I slowly hooked my arms around her waist so she couldn't get by. "Hold on.. Tober.. I saw that look in your eyes.. tell me, what were you thinking?" I asked, worried. If something was bothering her, I wanted her to tell me..
I sighed and looked away, ashamed. "It's just that.. I just now realized.. What all of this has done to me.. T-to my body.." I said shakily.
I sighed sadly, the shakyness in her voice making me sad.. I took her hand. "Look at me, please.." I said, and when she did, I took a deep breath. "Listen, you, are the most breathing woman I have ever laid eyes on. And your body, I think is stunning. You know Why? Because it tells a story." I began, I took her wrist and kissed it gently. "Like these, these tell me that times were bad, But guess what? You're through that, and You're here today, strong as ever. To me, these are battle scars." I said. "And.. these." I said touching her stretch marks on her stomach. "These say that your a mother, to a son who is not here now. And guess what? You're still here.. fighting emotionally through every day and You're doing it because if him, You're staying strong, for him. You're his inspiration.. and You're also my inspiration. I love you just the way you are, and you are perfect in every single way possible."
I almost broke down in tears and I slowly hugged him, closing my eyes. "Thank you baby.. that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me.. I love you so much.." I whispered. I pulled away after a moment so I could get dressed.
"I love you too, Sweetheart.." I said softly, and I kissed her after she let go. I let her go, removing my arms from her waist. I walked over to the living room, and sat back down yawning.
I sat on the bed, thinking about what he said. I'm head over heels in love with this man.. He's perfect in every way shape or form and I'm so lucky to have him..
I was glad that I told her what I did, it needed to besaid. I waited for her to comeback to the living room so we could cuddle..
After a few minutes I walked into the living room and sat next to him on the couch, snuggling close and closing my eyes.
I smiled and I kissed her forehead. "Hello, Gorgeous.. " I said, and I rubbed her back soothingly. "You feel better?" I asked her, hoping what I had said helped her.
I smiled and nodded. "Yes.. Thank you." I whispered. I leaned up and kissed him softly, my hand resting on his cheek.
I smiled at her, and kissed her back sweetly. "You're welcome.. " I said against her lips.
I kissed him for a few moments before I slowly pulled away and looked into his eyes. "So what do you wanna do now?" I asked gently.
"Honestly.. I want to sleep, and sleep. I know It's only 3, But I'm really tired.." I said, feeling bad first being boring.