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I flipped my hair to trhw side, looking back at her smiling as I moved my hips a little more, pressing a bit harder against her.. Her hands were so he the and soft, the way they roamed my body made me get goosebumps

I smiled back at her and I gently cupped her breasts in my hands, squeezing them softly. She's so hot. I've never met anyone like her.

I gasped softly, her move very bold, and pretty hot.. Guys were staring and they looked to be very jealous. They liked the show. I bit my lip and arched against her, the bass getting louder

I kept one hand on her breast, while I moved the other one down her body to the hem of her dress. Then I decided I should stop there, and I rested that hand on her stomach. I don't want to scare her off.

I got nervous, feeling where her hand was going, but when she stopped I was relieved. "Let's.. Go get a shot." I said, facing her, smiling, and o took her hand and walked through the crowd to the bar.

I smiled. "Okay.." I followed her and we got tequila shots. I took 2, then I stopped and sat down, smiling at her.

I only took one, it taking just that one to make me pretty drunk, I was somewhat thinking clearly but I was just clumsy. "Should we dance again? Or what should we do?" I asked

I shrugged. "Whatever you wanna do." I answered, my words a bit slurred as I stared at this beautiful goddess.

"Maybe we should go home, don't want to hurt ourselves out there." I said, smiling. I took her hand before she could debate and walked outside with her, me almost tripping on a flat surface. "See what I mean.." I said, and I called us a cab

I had a friend go get my car for me and once we were home, I kicked off my heels and fell onto the bed. "That was fun.."

"Yeah it was." I said, and I got some PJs on, a sports bra, and some shorts, and I sat at the foot of her bed, rubbing my eyes. I was really drunk., holy crap

I smiled and sat up, resting a hand on the small of her back. "You okay?" I asked.

"Yeah.." I said softly. "Parents are just on my mind." I said. "Do you really want to hear what happened to them?" I asked her..

"I don't know if I'll remember it in the morning, but if you need to talk about it, we can." I said, and I changed into shorts and a tank top. I sat back down next to her and smiled.

"I need to tell someone.. I've only told the police at the time, and that's it.." I said softly. "I don't care if you dont remember, I just need to feel some relief.." I said softly, tears filling my eyes.

I quickly wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my lap. I soothingly rubbed her back. "Okay.. Go on, tell me.."

Her lap was comfortable, and I knew with my light frame it didn't bug her much.. I rested my temple on her shoulder, and I played mindlessly with her strands of hair. "I was 15.. My dad and mom were tteaching me how to drive... I was doing pretty well. I thought... And so did he.. So he took me on a more busy road, and... A car came out of nowhere..." I said, and I began to shake.. "I got the pedals mixed up.. I pressed the gas instead of the brake.. They didn't have seatbelts on.. And I killed them. I fucking killed them..." I said, crying softly into her neck.. I felt awful..

I hugged her tightly and I stroked her hair gently. "Shh.. Marzia it's okay.. Shh.. It wasnt your fault.. It was that stupid car. And you were a new driver.. I got the pedals mixed up sometimes too.. It's okay.. I know they wouldn't blame you.."

"I haven't.. Driven a car since.." I said, trying to calm myself, her soothing words soon working, and I got my breathing regular again. "I just feel so bad.." I said gently, wiping my eyes and looking up at her.

I gently touched her cheek. "I know.. It's natural to feel bad, but you have to forgive yourself.."

I looked back at her and nodded. "I'll work on it.." I said softly, looking over at my bed. "I should get some rest, thank you for listening.." I said, having trouble keeping my eyes open.

I nodded. "Okay.." I kissed her cheek gently and watched as she went to bed. I laid down and curled up, turning off the lights.

I wanted nothing more than to stay in that bed with her and cuddle, but I dragged myself to me bed, going into am alcohol induced sleep

The next morning, I woke up with a crazy migrant. I took some medicine and got into the shower.

I groaned in pain , my head was killing me. I hardly remembered last night. It was all a blur, some of it. I sat up and took some medicine and just laid back down, waiting until she was done with the bathroom.

I came out and said,"I'm getting frapaccinos from Starbucks.. Want one?" I asked.

"Sure, sounds amazing " I said, smiling tiredly over at her. "Hey. What did I tell you last night? I don't remember exactly." I said.

"You told me about your parents." I said, and I left and got us java chocolate chip frapaccinos. I came back and handed one to her.

I just sat there when she said that, and I didn't get a chance to say anything more once she took off. "Thank you." I said once she was back. "And for last night." I said

I smiled at her. "Anytime." I replied. I sat down and took a sip, closing my eyes. "I could marry this coffee.."