The Help

I watched as he left, and I rolled my eyes. He is really getting annoying. I went to my room and went straight to bed.

(I have to get off...... sorry...)

((Um.. Ok...))

(Sorry.. back.... )

I hated avoiding the topic. She wanted to know, but I can't tell her. She may not feel the same way. I headed to my room also.

The weekend soon came up and I decided to go to Jacob's party. I was very pleased to see that Eric wasnt there.

I walked into the room, seeing everyone partying. I decided to obviously go.

I sat with Sydney and Jacob and I sipped my soda which wasnt spiked this time.

I didny want any soda. I walked over to the three and smiled. "Hey." I said.

"Hi." I answered, and we moved over so he could sit down. I looked away and sipped my soda, still a little irritated for us. "Okay everyone! We're gonna play spin the bottle!" Kalob said.

"Shit." I mumbled. We all sat in a circle, I sat across from Aurora, and the bottle spun. Who would it land on?

People landed on different people and Jacob kissed me once but it was weird because he's almost gay. Then I spun the bottle and it landed on... John.

I looked up, seeing her.. we have to get this done and over with.. I slowly leaned over, waiting for her to do thr same

I sat up on my hands and knees, and I leaned over, gently resting my hand on his cheek. I glanced up into his eyes, then his lips, then I closed my eyes and gently kissed him.

I kissed her back sweetly, and after a moment I pulled away.. slowly sitting down. Wow..

I was blushing like crazy when I sat back down. The game went on for a while, but the bottle never landed on me again. I could hardly take my eyes off of John. He's really handsome..

Both her and I kept making eye contact I even winked once and made a duck face to make her laugh.. I loved her laugh..

I laughed when he made the duck face and I winked back at him. When that game was over, we went back to socializing. I slowly walked up to John. "Hey.."

"Hey.." I said, leaning against the wall. "Whats up?" I said. I loved how her lips felt on mine.. it was so familiar from last time.

"Just chillin.. How about you?" I asked. I was feeling extremely shy at the moment.. I blushed and looked down at my feet.

I chuckled. "Youre shy." I said. "Aww." I said, and poked her side jokingly.

I blushed even redder and I looked up at him, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. "Don't tease me.." I chuckled and sipped my drink. I couldn't stop thinking about that damn kiss!

"Teassee." I poked her arm. She was blushiNg like mad. It was rather cute, im not going to lie. "What are you doing tomorrow?"

"Nothing." I answered, glancing up at him.

I smiled and nodded. "Oh, alright.. maybe.. we could. Hang?" I said, now a bit nervous myself.

I blushed and looked up into his eyes. "Sure." I answered, smiling gently.

I smiled. "Alright." I said, nodding. Maybe there was a chance of us starting over. After all, I still felt extremely guilty for things I've done. I mean.. she dont even know my name..

I smiled and leaned up, gently kissing his cheek. I turned and left the party, walking to my room.

Woah.. I thought as she left. The party soon ended and I went back to my room, and to bed.

The next day I woke up and yawned, taking a quick shower. I got ready for the day and then went down for breakfast.

I also got ready, and I went down for breakfast. When I got my small amount of food and I sat beside her, smiling. "Hey."