School Can Be Fun Sometimes..

Annie frowned and hugged her back. "Did what? Demi?" She asked.

I pull her onto the couch and sat down, letting the tears flow onto my crossed legs. "I......fell in loved then ruined it Annie......why cant I stop being so stupid" I mutter. I was too upset for the nearing hurricane to upset me.

Annie sighed and sat down next to her. "Who did you fall in love with?" She asked softly.

I wipe my tears away "Luna.....my hot irish roommate" I mutter. My sobs were silent, but shook my whole body, no part of my cheeks ever dry

Annie gently hugged her. "But its only been one day..." she said softly, rubbing her back gently.

"Exactly.....like with Molly.....and drake" I mutter. They were the longest relationships I'd had, and they'd both ended horribly, and I didnt want that with me and luna. I rest my head in her neck hollow, my tears falling against her

Annie sighed softly and held her close. "Its ok... I think you need to talk to her.. You have to give her a chance.. dont assume that she's going to hurt you.."

I nod slightly and pull away. Wiping away my tears. I sniff "I...y.....your right....thank you" I say, barely more than a whisper. I hug her tightly as the tears slowly stop

I sat in the dorm, just listening to the storm pass by. It Was a very heavy hurricane. What did I do wrong?

I say a quick goodbye and walk back to our dorm. I knock gentky on the door. I wasnt sure if she'd want to see me, let alone talk. I probably looked a wreck, id cried a lot in the past five minutes, and was constantly fiddling with my golden locks

I got up and opened the door, surprised to see Demi standing there. "You live here, you don't have to knock." I said.

I run my fingers throguh my hair, ahaking my head slightly. I walk in and sit on my bed, crossing my legs "I....its.....I....." i try to explain, but the words wont come. I sigh softly

I just shook my head and laid on my bed, my back facing her. What is her problem?

"Im sorry" i say. Sorry didnt seem strong enough. I lean my head against the wall as tears threaten to fall again. Every burts of thunder and strike of lightening mademe flinch, and I was curled against the wall waiting for a response

I just sighed. "Whatever..." I muttered, closing my eyes. I'm tired of people treating me like dirt.

"Luna.... please" I plead. Id never pleaded someone to listen to me, she was the first, and I was desperate for her to understand

"I'm tired of people treating me this way so.. I just want to sleep.." I whispered, my voice full of hurt.

"Luna..... dont do this... you dont understand..... please talk to me" I plead. I was so different with her... the me id been before my first heartbreak, the me I pushed to the side

"Then make me understand." I said, sitting up to look at her. My eyes were full of confusion and hurt.

I stand up and warily sit on the edge of her bed "you make me feel.....different. the same way I felt with Molly....i was with molly for two years....." I say, the pain off my past flashing in my eyes. "But.... I have to stop myself before I get hurt again.... you were just comforting me, and I should know that" I say barely a whisper. My eyes glaze with more tears and I quickly wipe them away

I frowned and shook my head. "I can't believe that you think that." I muttered. I laid back down. "You're not the only one whose been hurt." I Whispered, turning away from her.

"I know.....and ive mostly moved on from them....but if you ever hurt me.... id never move on" I say, edging towards her and laying a hand on her shoulder. I was hoping she'd get the main point of what I was trying to say

I sighed softly and looked up at him. "I would never hurt you." I Whispered. I looked down. "I'm just scared of commitment."

(Her! Hehe) I move closer, shuffling because of my crosssed legs. I sit her up "dont be afraid, and I'll help you fight your fears,, ok?" I say softly with a light smile

(Oops)
I looked up at her and sighed softly, slowly nodding. "Okay...." I whispered.

I lay down next to her "im sorry for being so stupid" I mutter softly. I sigh slightly "I wasnt thinking straight"

I scooted over as she laid next to me. The bed is a single bed so we're really tight together. "Its ok..."
(Ok now Im back for good! :D)

(Yay!) I smile and kiss her neck softly. I lean my forehead against hers "thank you" I whisper holding her close

I smiled and stared at her for a moment, before closing my eyes and sighing softly.

I smile and softly kisd her forehead. I felt awkward, not knowing if she wanted me to stay or go, so I ended up staying. It would be better to be told to move then to be questioned about it.