Cautious Love

"Shit-" I said, and was immediately by her side, pulling her hair back to look at her, then putting my arm around her holding her steady. "Shit babe... Are you okay?" I asked, and I carefully picked her up and set her on the counter.

The pain passed and I opened my eyes, looking down at him. "Yeah, I'm fine.."

"Babe no, you're not fine, that was a freaking pineapple.. And it caused you that much pain. Promise you'll see a doctor?.. That was unusual." I said softly, rubbing her leg gently.

"It was just a stomach cramp. I'll be fine. If it happens again I'll go, okay?" I took his hand and squeezed it gently.

I looked at her, and nodded after a moment. "Okay.. Sorry, that was just scary to watch." I said, and kissed her forehead softly. "I got the groceries, go sit.." I said softly
, lifting her down, and pecking her lips

I kissed him back softly, then I pulled away and smiled. "Okay." I pecked his lips one more time before going to the living room to sit down on the couch.

After unpacking groceries, I walked into the living room, and sat on the couch, pulling her into my lap, watching as she cringed in pain again.

It hurt, but I didn't want to worry Angus. I snuggled into his arms and closed my eyes, sighing softly.

"Sorry.." I said softly, and I hugged her to me, being more careful, but at the same time firm. I pressed my lips to the top of her head. "I love you." I said softly

I looked up into his eyes and smiled. "I love you too.." I answered, taking his hand and squeezing it.

I Grinned slightly, and squeezed her hand right back. "Have you been feeling okay?" I asked her. "The past few days there just is something different .." I said.

I sighed. "It’s nothing.. Im fine, really." I answered, sliding off of his lap.

I wasn't going to push. I just shrugged and said alright. I then got up and kissed her jaw before walking down the hall and too my room.

I sighed and got up, wincing slightly. Ouch. I went to my room and laid down, holding my lower stomach in pain.

I heard her go upstairs and I just browser on my computer and played some music quietly. Rammstein, favorite band.

The pain was becoming intensely worse. I began to sob quietly. My phone was downstairs and I was in too much pain to call out.

After a while of that, I decided to go check on Astoria, and I walked up the stairs and I could hair faint sobbing. Shit. I quickly walked into her room seeing her there curled up. "Hey hey.." I said trying not to panic. "Whats wrong? What should I do?" I asked her

I squeezed my eyes shut, my body trembling. "Get me to the hospital.." I said between sobs.

I tried to not , but that is near impossible for me. "Okay okay.." I said quickly and scooped her into my arms swiftly. Ldeep breaths babe.." I said and I walked down the stairs and out to the car quickly, strapping her in and speeding to the hospital

Once i was in the hospital, I was rushed to the emergency room and passed out from the medication.

I was forced to start back for a while.. I was told they wetter just running tests.. but on what ? I was getting no information !

They took blood and did a lot of tests. They soon let Angus in. I took his hand and squeezed it, smiling dopely.

I was worried.. so worried.. what if this thing was really serious? What if it was not treatable? Just all these things giving me anxiety at the moment.. I kissed her hand and I looked down, pressing her hand to my forehead. "I hope everything works out babe.."

I looked up into his eyes. ”Im sure i will be fine." I whispered but my eyes betrayed me. Im terrified.

I took a deep shaky breath. Her eyes were filled with doubt and it scared me.. alot..

A few hours later, the doctors came back and showed us x-rays. He said a lot of stuff that didn't make sense, but my heart stopped when he mentioned a tumor. "What does this mean, doctor?" I asked, sitting up and wincing in pain. "It means you have ovarian cancer."

I had gone to get us some food, so I had missed the news. I watched the doctors walk out as I was by the doorway. I walked in and handed her a yogurt and opened mine, handing her a spoon. "What did they say?.."

((Should he find out yet?))

(I guess so. She can tell him now, and he will propose soon then.)

I looked up at him and I set my yogurt down with trembling hands. "I.." I took a deep breath and felt fresh tears running down my cheeks. "I have cancer in the ovaries.."