The Knight.

I felt like I was going to pass out. After a while, I finally went downstairs and approached him on the couch. "Why did you do that? " I demanded.

Crap. I looked up at her, then sat up. "I.." I began, taking a deep breath. "It felt right.." I said, then looked down. "Im sorry.." I said, running my hands through my hair.

I slowly sat down and stared at the ground, my face twisted in confusion. What? Why? How? I felt like my head would explode.

I looked at her, and I tilted her chin up. "Let me be completely honest with you.. ever since last year, ive felt differently about you.. a good different.. and just recently ive figured out what it was.. and. I think im in love with you.." I said, and I waited for her reaction.. "That was so cheesy I cant even."

I looked into his eyes and I almost cried at his words. I gently touched his wrist. "I don't know how I feel yet." I whispered.

"Cause im friendzoned... I get it." I said softly, standing. "Im going home.. call me or text me when you want me to come back.." I said, ill just give her some time..

I stood up and grabbed his hand. "Wait, please.. Don't leave.." I said. I hated the look in his eyes..

I looked at her, and I sighed.. "Okay.. " I said softly, looking down at her hand. I did feel a little hurt, but I tried my best to not show it. I sat back down on the couch..

I sat next to him and frowned."please don't look so sad.." I whispered.

"Sorry.. I'm going to go feed Canada." I said, smiling, and standing. Dont look sad, Dont look sad.. I walked into the dog room theu had made for Canada and I filled her water and food dish. I sat down by her and smiled when she crawled into my lap. A sweet dog.

I sighed. I kept to myself for a while, going to the bedroom to clean up my mess and gather laundry.

I stroked Canada fur, then I noticed.. she wasnt breathing. I shook her lightly. I got up carefully and I checked if her heart was beating. It wasnt.. "Autumn!"

((NOOOO!!!!))

I ran downstairs and gasped when I realized what was going on. "No!" I cried, covering my mouth.

(Shes like 18 years old, lol.. )

I was shocked, this couldnt be happening.. "Autumn.." I said touching her shoulder. "She had a great life.." I said softly, looking down..

"Shut up!" I snapped, tears stinging my eyes. I saw the look of hurt in his eyes and I sighed and wiped my eyes. "I'm sorry.." I whispered.

"Its okay.." I said, and I hugged her softly. "We should let your Mom and Jay know." I said, and I wiped her tears with my thumb.

I sniffled and nodded, grabbing my phone. "Hey mom.. Um.. You might wanna sit down........ Canada died.." I said. My mom started crying, which made me cry harder.

I heard her mom, and I sighed, my eyes even tearing up a bit. I took her hand and lead her to the couch I sat her down, and I handed her a tissue.

I took the tissue and wiped my eyes. I'm not a messy crier. I hung up after a few minutes and I rested my forehead on his shoulder, crying silently.

"It will be okay.. " I said softly, hugging her. . What a great start to the day. "We have to go burry her.."

I shook my head. "My mom and dad are on their way. They were still in town. They'll have to leave right after though."

I nodded. "Okay.." I said, and I hugged her tightly before standing and getting myself a glass of water.

I've never seen my mother cry so much when she saw Canada. We had a little funeral for her. It was so sad. My dad was really comforting. I want a love like that..

They were soon on the road again, and we said our goodbyes. It was very very sad.. I sat on the couch and held my head in my hands. "This sucks.. so much."

I nodded. I had finally stopped crying. My eyes were red and puffy though. I gently hugged him, rested my cheek against the side of his head.

I slowly pulled her down to sit beside me, and I kissed the side of her head softly. I was reallllly dying for a cigarette right now. It felt like my skin was crawling.

I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, sighing softly. I took his hand and ran my thumb over the top of his hand.

I took a deep breath.. I know whwre some cigarettes are. No. No. No. "You okay?" I asked her , scratchinf my arm uncomfortablely.

I nodded. "Yeah...." I looked up at him. "Are you okay? What's wrong?" I asked, noticing how fidgety he was.

"Nothing. I just. Really want a cigarette. But I cant." I said, running my hands through my hair. "Its fine."