The Knight.

I put the book down and glared at him. I held the book though, just in case I needed to throw something at him again.

I knew her too well to know what she would do with that book. "Put the damn book down and listen. I'll quit smoking alright? You win, you and your little temper tantrums.." I said, Adorable temper tantrums..

I seriously wanted to punch him at that moment. I threw the book down and got up, going out to the balcony. Fresh air. I held in my tears, my hands clenching.

I gave her a moment, then followed her. "I'll quit, I promise.. Okay?" I said softly. "I don't want you mad at me.. I'm sorry.." I said, and I took her hand, squeezing it lightlyt, trying to get her fist to relax.

I pulled my hand away and crossed my arms tightly over my chest. "I fucking care about you Charnley. You're my best friend." I said tensely, my teeth gritted.

"Well, you reallyknow how to show it then, dont you?" I said, sighing. "Ive said what ive needed to say.." I said, and I walked away. "I'd be such a terrible boyfriend, no wonder I'm friendzoned." I whispered very quietly to myself as I walked out.

As soon as he walked away, I closed my eyes and let the tears fall. Doesn't he realize by now that me being do angry is a sign that I do care?

Hours ticked by, and we both were just in our rooms. We did whatever, then it was night time.. I took a shower, and I laid down in the guest bedrooms bed, and I sighed.. I wanted to be in bed with her..

I changed clothes and I laid in bed, staring up at the ceiling. My heart hurt, thinking about all of this.. He's so difficult... You can't save everyone..

I closed my eyes, debating whether or not to join her, to stop her from her bad, horrible nightmares she normally got, even after not watching a scary movie.

I clutched my favorite pillow to my chest, afraid to fall asleep. My nightmares are extremely vivid. It's rare that I don't wake up screaming.. My parents tried to get me medication, but nothing ever works. Except for Charnley. He's the ultimate medicine..

I couldn't just leave her there.. I got up, and slowly walked into her room. I turned the light off and I crawled in the bed beside her, and I pulled her back to my chest, and I kissed her neck softly. I loved her.. So much.

My back was against his chest, and our legs were bent in a spooning way. Our bodies fit perfectly. I closed my eyes and sighed, the skin tingling where he kissed me. Why did he do that?..

I was soon fast asleep, and very happy she was even letting me in the bed with her at the moment. I hope that tomorrow she will forgive me.. I did feel very bad.

I hardly slept, but when I woke up, my head was on his chest, as usual. I sighed and got up, walking to the bathroom to get dressed.

I stayed in bed after she got up. I was not a morning person at all. She had to practically jump on me to wake me up.

I walked in and grabbed the book from last night, throwing it so it hit his leg. Not enough to hurt him. "Get up..."

"Nooo .." I groaned, and I sighed and sat up. "Whhhaaaht." I whined, rubbing my eyes. I looked at her, my eyes slowly closing again.

I sighed. He's so adorable on the morni- Wait. What? No. Stop. I walked downstairs to make a bowl of cereal.

I got up, before any more books were thrown at me. I slowly walked down the steps and into the kitchen. I made myself some waffles with nutella.

I glanced at him, and then quickly looked away. "It's gonna be hard to quit." I said softly.

"I know.." I said. "But I'm willing to try.." I said, and I looked up, as our eyes met. "I'll just need your help." I said. "Just try to stay on top of me, and if I get stubborn, just remind me that I said this." I said.

I nodded slowly and I finished my cereal before rinsing my bowl out. It was still awkward and a lot of tension, but at least we weren't screaming at each other like last night.

When she rinsed her bowl out, I took her hand."Hey..." I whispered. I hated this tension so much. I looked back at her, deeply into her eyes.. she was just so goddamn beautiful.. "Listen. I know you care about me. Its just when im angry, or upset.. I say things I dont mean. Im very sorry Lilah.." I said gently.

I sighed and squeezed his hand softly. "It's okay. " I whispered. "I'm sorry for attacking you. "

"Its okay.." I said. I really couldnt hold myself back anymore.. I pulled her to me. My arms wrapping around her waist, and I pressed my forehead to hers, and then I pressed our lips together sweetly... it was even better than I imagined..

I was so shocked that I didn't know how to react. But it was so sweet.. I closed my eyes and rested my hands on his shoulders, kissing him back gently.

I kissed her once more, glad that she had responded the way I hoped. My hand gently touched her cheek, then I pulled away slowly. "I.. I... shit. Sorry.." I said, and I quickly let go of her.

"I um.." I looked down, trying not to blush. What the hell? I walked out of the room and went upstairs. I just kissed my best friend.

"Fuck.." Imumbled once she was upstairs. Did I just mess rhings up again?.. was she angry with me? I walked into thr living room, and I laid on the couch.. what just happened..