The Knight.

"I know but.. I don't know.." I whispered. I got up and walked out of the room, going up to my room. I laid in bed and wiped my tears. What am I going to do?

I waited for a while before following her. "We have time." I said softly.

I looked up into his eyes. "I don't know." I whispered.

I laid her down onto the bed, and I pulled her to me and I closed my eyes.

I snuggled close to him and closed my eyes. "If you want out.. I'll understand.."

"No.. absolutely not.." I said, and I kissed her neck gently. "Im not going anywhere."

I smiled and looked up into his loving eyes. "Thank you." I whispered.

"Your welcome.." I said gently. "I love you.." I whispered.

"I love you too.." I answered, and I leaned up to kiss him gently.

The next few days were a bit tense and she was a bit distant. I understood.. I mean.. things she is going through

The paparazzi followed me everywhere. It sometimes sucks being the only child of famous parents and grandmother. They all knew what was going on and there were even polls asking what I should do.

I told the paparazzi to basically fuck off, then they all went home. When she walked in side the house I closed the door.

I wrapped my arms around him and took a deep, shaky breath. "I hate this.."

"You will be okay.." I whispered, and I took her hand and sat her on the couch, and I pulled her onto my lap

I sighed and rested my forehead against his. "I hope you're right.."

"I am." I said, and I kissed her sweetly. "Together we will do this? Okay?"

I nodded. "Okay." I whispered, kissing him back. I slowly pulled away after a few minutes. "I still have no idea what I'm going to do without the baby."

"Adoption.." I whispered. Looking up into her eyes. "Or. We could keep it.." I said.

I shook my head quickly. "No. Definently not. I don't want his baby Charnley. I have college. So do you."

"Well I dont know Autumn." I said, looking, away. This was very hard..

I got off of his lap. "I hate this.."

"You know.. theres a shot.. you can get. And... it stops the baby growing.." I whispered.

I looked up. "Isn't that basically an abortion?" I asked.

"It. Its hard to explain. But. Your body gets rid of it itself." I said.

"An induced miscarriage.." I whispered, thinking.

"Yes." I said. "Like I said.. the.. baby dont have a heartbeat now. So.. if we arex this is the time to do it.."

I sighed and took a deep breath. "Okay." I whispered. The press would never know. They'll just think I had a miscarriage. It's not technically an abortion.. I won't be called a baby killer.. I won't ruin my parents' reputation or mine...

"We can go now.." I said gently, looking down at my lap. I just wanted this solved. But it wasnt yet. There was still the emotional mental part about it that was present ..

I nodded slowly, my hand on my stomach. "Okay.." I grabbed my car keys. I was so scared and so guilty.

"I'll drive." I said once i was up and at her side. I slowly took the keys and I kissed her jawline softly, and I lead her out to the car.

The car ride was silent, sad. I felt like I was about to do something terrible.

Once we got there, I discretely told the doctor what we wabted to do, then we went in the back room, and I held her hand as they gave her a show in her stomach.. ouch..

It hurt pretty badly, but once it was over, she was relived.

She would get really sick the next couple days, then its all over. I took her hand as we walked out, and stopped her before the car. "Are you okay?" I asked her.

I looked away, taking a deep breath. I nodded slowly. "Yeah.. I guess."

"You guess?" I mumbled, and I just quietly got into the car

I got in and silently stared out the window. I tried not to feel guilty, but it was hard.

"You have nothing to feel guilty about sweetheart.." I whispered.

I looked at him and nodded vaguely. "Yeah.. I know.."

When we got to the house, she was still fairly quiet. I knew this was a lot for her. I sat on the couch, and I took her hands and I looked up at her. "You know I would never hurt you, right?.." I whispered.