The Help

People landed on different people and Jacob kissed me once but it was weird because he's almost gay. Then I spun the bottle and it landed on... John.

I looked up, seeing her.. we have to get this done and over with.. I slowly leaned over, waiting for her to do thr same

I sat up on my hands and knees, and I leaned over, gently resting my hand on his cheek. I glanced up into his eyes, then his lips, then I closed my eyes and gently kissed him.

I kissed her back sweetly, and after a moment I pulled away.. slowly sitting down. Wow..

I was blushing like crazy when I sat back down. The game went on for a while, but the bottle never landed on me again. I could hardly take my eyes off of John. He's really handsome..

Both her and I kept making eye contact I even winked once and made a duck face to make her laugh.. I loved her laugh..

I laughed when he made the duck face and I winked back at him. When that game was over, we went back to socializing. I slowly walked up to John. "Hey.."

"Hey.." I said, leaning against the wall. "Whats up?" I said. I loved how her lips felt on mine.. it was so familiar from last time.

"Just chillin.. How about you?" I asked. I was feeling extremely shy at the moment.. I blushed and looked down at my feet.

I chuckled. "Youre shy." I said. "Aww." I said, and poked her side jokingly.

I blushed even redder and I looked up at him, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. "Don't tease me.." I chuckled and sipped my drink. I couldn't stop thinking about that damn kiss!

"Teassee." I poked her arm. She was blushiNg like mad. It was rather cute, im not going to lie. "What are you doing tomorrow?"

"Nothing." I answered, glancing up at him.

I smiled and nodded. "Oh, alright.. maybe.. we could. Hang?" I said, now a bit nervous myself.

I blushed and looked up into his eyes. "Sure." I answered, smiling gently.

I smiled. "Alright." I said, nodding. Maybe there was a chance of us starting over. After all, I still felt extremely guilty for things I've done. I mean.. she dont even know my name..

I smiled and leaned up, gently kissing his cheek. I turned and left the party, walking to my room.

Woah.. I thought as she left. The party soon ended and I went back to my room, and to bed.

The next day I woke up and yawned, taking a quick shower. I got ready for the day and then went down for breakfast.

I also got ready, and I went down for breakfast. When I got my small amount of food and I sat beside her, smiling. "Hey."

I smiled back. "Hello." I answered, sipping my orange juice.

"After breakfast, I need to tell you something." I said, drinking my juice.

I nodded and smiled. "Okay." I ate my small sasuage.

After a while of eating I got up and pulled her aside outside. "Theres something you should know.. and. Its that.. John is not my real name.. Not even close.."

I frowned, surprised. "What is it?" I asked.

"Slade... Slade Charnley." I said, and I looked down, and I sighed.. "When I got here.. I didnt want to trust, anyone.. so. I used a fake name.."

I looked into his eyes and I stared at him for a long moment, then I smiled gently and said,"Slade. I like that name."

I smiled, and nodded. "Thank you. Sorry ive.. lied to you. And. The other things ive done, I'm really sorry for that also."

I smiled. "It's okay.. Really." I answered. "I understand." I leaned against the wall and looked down.

I nodded. "Okay, good." I said. "Ill see you later, I have to go." I said, smiling, and turning and heading to my room.

I stayed where I was for a while, just thinking, then I went to my room to read.

I headed out of my room, glad that I had gotten some research done on my parents.

I was outside a few hours later, just taking a walk. It was slightly breezy, so I let my hair down and I kicked rocks as I walked, sighing softly.

I headed outside and I sat on one of the benches. She has to be here somewhere.

I sat by the little pond and watched the ducks. I thought about my parents.. How everything happened... I felt a few tears roll down my cheeks and I wiped them away quickly.

I walked down the path, and I saw her by the pond and I moticed that she was crying. . . I slowly made.my way over yo her. "Hey.."

I looked up, and quickly regained my composure, plastering a smile onto my face. "Hi." I answered.

"Whats wrong.." I asked, knowing that little smile was fake that she put on. I sat down beside her and looked at her, a bit worried.

I shook my head. "I'm fine. Really.." I answered, throwing a rock into the pond.

"Well okay.." I said, and I decided to leave it at that. "What are you up to?" I asked her.