I got up and opened the door, surprised to see Demi standing there. "You live here, you don't have to knock." I said.
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I got up and opened the door, surprised to see Demi standing there. "You live here, you don't have to knock." I said.
I run my fingers throguh my hair, ahaking my head slightly. I walk in and sit on my bed, crossing my legs "I....its.....I....." i try to explain, but the words wont come. I sigh softly
I just shook my head and laid on my bed, my back facing her. What is her problem?
"Im sorry" i say. Sorry didnt seem strong enough. I lean my head against the wall as tears threaten to fall again. Every burts of thunder and strike of lightening mademe flinch, and I was curled against the wall waiting for a response
I just sighed. "Whatever..." I muttered, closing my eyes. I'm tired of people treating me like dirt.
"Luna.... please" I plead. Id never pleaded someone to listen to me, she was the first, and I was desperate for her to understand
"I'm tired of people treating me this way so.. I just want to sleep.." I whispered, my voice full of hurt.
"Luna..... dont do this... you dont understand..... please talk to me" I plead. I was so different with her... the me id been before my first heartbreak, the me I pushed to the side
"Then make me understand." I said, sitting up to look at her. My eyes were full of confusion and hurt.
I stand up and warily sit on the edge of her bed "you make me feel.....different. the same way I felt with Molly....i was with molly for two years....." I say, the pain off my past flashing in my eyes. "But.... I have to stop myself before I get hurt again.... you were just comforting me, and I should know that" I say barely a whisper. My eyes glaze with more tears and I quickly wipe them away
I frowned and shook my head. "I can't believe that you think that." I muttered. I laid back down. "You're not the only one whose been hurt." I Whispered, turning away from her.
"I know.....and ive mostly moved on from them....but if you ever hurt me.... id never move on" I say, edging towards her and laying a hand on her shoulder. I was hoping she'd get the main point of what I was trying to say
I sighed softly and looked up at him. "I would never hurt you." I Whispered. I looked down. "I'm just scared of commitment."
(Her! Hehe) I move closer, shuffling because of my crosssed legs. I sit her up "dont be afraid, and I'll help you fight your fears,, ok?" I say softly with a light smile
(Oops)
I looked up at her and sighed softly, slowly nodding. "Okay...." I whispered.
I lay down next to her "im sorry for being so stupid" I mutter softly. I sigh slightly "I wasnt thinking straight"
I scooted over as she laid next to me. The bed is a single bed so we're really tight together. "Its ok..."
(Ok now Im back for good! :D)
(Yay!) I smile and kiss her neck softly. I lean my forehead against hers "thank you" I whisper holding her close
I smiled and stared at her for a moment, before closing my eyes and sighing softly.
I smile and softly kisd her forehead. I felt awkward, not knowing if she wanted me to stay or go, so I ended up staying. It would be better to be told to move then to be questioned about it.
I sighed and opened my eyes, looking up at her. "I have feelings for you but.... I'm scared " I whispered.
I gently rub her back "dont be....I wont do anything bad, I promise you" I whimoer slightly as lightening flashes right beside the window "shit" I mutter, cuddling closer
I sighed and wrapped my arms around her and held her close, rubbing her back. "Shh... It's okay." I whispered.
In one of the gaps of silence I look up at her "I feel like such a baby" I mutter with a frown. I hated feeling weak, weak meant vulnerable. I did feel the way I said, like, a baby during a storm, seeking her mothers reassurance
I smiled. "You're not a baby.. Everyone is scared of something." I whispered, kissing her cheek.
I look up at her, the ghost of a smile showing "then what are you scared of" I ask. I curl into her, her arms made me feel safe. Took my mind off the hurricane, anything, I forgot about everything but us here an now
I smiled slightly. "Thats a secret...." I said softly, kissing her neck gently.
I stick my bottom lip out in an adorable pout "pwease" I say cutely. She knew my biggest fear already.
I shook my head. "Maybe it'll be revealed someday, but I will never tell." I said, a serious look on my face.
I frown and nod. I lay my head against her neck and close my eyes, trying to sleep despite the noise. If I could barely sleep here I'd have no chance in my own bed.
I tilted her head up and looked into her scared eyes. I took a deep breath. "I love you." I whispered. I leaned in to kiss her lips softly.
I smile "I love you too" I whisper. I softly kiss her. The fear drains from my eyes and they warm with love
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I smile "I love you too" I whisper. I softly kiss her. The fear drains from my eyes and they warm with love
I smiled and closed my eyes, wrapping my arms around her waist and kissing her back gently. She loves me too. That makes me so happy.
My hands slide to the back of her neck as my eyes close. She loved me.... Actual love. Not fake like with the rest
I pulled back and smiled at her, resting my forehead against hers. "Wow......." I whispered.
I smile and kiss her nose "wow?" I question quietly
I just shook my head and smiled, kissing her forehead. Now the hurricane was completely on us. We could hear things flying and hitting our building and the rain, lightening, and thunder was horrible.
I frown and nestle into her "Luna..." I whimper. Shaking again I close my eyes and try to calm my breaths.
I tightened my arms around her. "It's okay sweetheart.. You're okay.. I'm okay... We're okay...." I whispered, looking out the window. I gently pushed her off of me and got up, putting something in front of the window so we couldn't see the flashes of lightening. The power had went out so it was pitch black now. I felt my way around the room until I made it to my drawer. I lit some candles all over the room until it was dim.
I glance up at her with a small smile. I grab my blanket and extra and lay back down. I pull her back down next to me and nestle close. I pull all three covers over us and close my eyes, attempting to sleep