I sighed and ran my fingers through his hair. "Well else can we go? This is the only privacy in the whole palace. And if anyone were to catch us.. That would be very bad." I whispered.
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I sighed and ran my fingers through his hair. "Well else can we go? This is the only privacy in the whole palace. And if anyone were to catch us.. That would be very bad." I whispered.
She had a point. "You're right.. No one can know." I said softly. I kissed her for head softly, then I kissed her gently on the lips. I slowly slipped my hands under her dress, and I gave her thighs a gentle squeeze.
I grabbed him by his belt and pulled him close, my lips kissing his lovingly. I slowly began to undo his belt, my hands shaking slightly. Of course I'm nervous. Almost as nervous as I was the night I married the duke. But, I love Liam. So much.
I slowly pulled away from the kiss, and I kissed her neck softly. "You don't have to be nervous. I won't hurt you, okay?" I said softly, and I pressed my lips to her jaw. I helped undo my belt, with her shaking hands looked like she was having trouble. I slowly pulled my pants down, only left in my undergarments now. "Your turn.." I said softly, and I slowly reached around and began to unbutton her dress.
I helped undo my corset after he got the outer dress off and it was like a breath of fresh air since its always so tight. I only had my petticoat on now. I blushed slightly. I was tempted to cover my chest, but that would somehow seem childish.
I smiled and I kissed her softly, my hands gently Caressing her stomach. My hands slowly went to the petticoat and tugged on that softly until it was off. I then pulled my shorts off, now completely bare. I looked into her eyes. "You sure?"
I nodded. "Yes." I whispered, looking down into his eyes. His loving gaze seemed to make my fear disappear. I want him. Even if its just for a night. I just want to be with him.
I slowly pulled off the last of her clothing and I kissed her nose, my arms wrapping around her waist, and pulling her to me. I kissed her neck softly as I pressed myself to her womanhood softly, waiting for her go ahead.
I buried my face in the crook of his neck and I took a deep breath before I pushed forward. The pain was great. I dug my nails into his shoulders, his neck muffling my cries of pain. And there was some blood. I didn't know that it would hurt this much!
I groaned as I slowly pushed into her, and stopped as soon as I saw she was in a great deal of pain. I didn't want to hurt her. "Do you want me to stop?" I asked softly, and I kissed her neck softly.
I shook my head slowly. "No." I whimpered, taking another deep breath. "Keep going." I whispered. After a few minutes the pain decreased and it was replaced by pleasure. Pleasure I've never known. And it felt amazing.
I pushed all the way in slowly, and began to thrust in and out, groaning. When she was less tense, I slowly sped up, trying to keep my pleasure noises down a bit.
I kissed him deeply to muffle both of our sounds. It was so.. Intense. In a good way. He was gentle, but passionate. He manipulated me with the slightest touch and I loved it. But at the same time he was being careful. Respectful.
I groaned once more, but it was muffled from the very passionate kiss. I felt a knot starting to form in my stomach, I was close.. Very close. My hands ran up and down her sides slowly and sweetly as my thrusts sped up a tad.
I felt him tense up slightly and I pulled him closer to me, deepening the kiss. I felt like I was close as well. I squeezed my thighs around him tighter, waiting.
I moaned quietly as I felt my release rock my body, as I emptied my load inside of her. I continued to move in and out slowly as she released herself.. When she did, I pulled put, and I kissed her gently on the forehead. I was honored to be her first, and I felt very happy, and content with life.."I love you.."
I smiled and kissed his forehead. "I love you too." For the next few weeks, we would sneak off together to make love, and it wasn't until after the first month that we began to calm down. We were dizzy with lust all the time. It was amazing. One afternoon we had just finished and were laying on the floor, his head in my lap. I slowly got up and got dressed and waited for him to do the same. We had talked about marriage, but in order to do that I would have to ask the king permission. And if he agreed, I would have to pay a huge fine and most of my land would be taken away. I wouldn't be a noble duchess anymore.
I did really want to get married, but, she would have to give up land and pay a fine, I didn't want her to go through all that. I walked up behind her after I was dressed and I kissed the back of her neck. "You're so beautiful.." I said, and I hugged her.
I smiled and closed my eyes, my hands resting on his arms that were wrapped around me. I turned around and kissed his cheek gently. "I love you." I whispered. I gently grabbed his hand and put it to my stomach. "And I must tell you that.. I am with child."
(Like, usually he would be very happy but since its Caylin, he gets mad. Not at her, but at himself because now they would have to get married or else she would be shamed for carrying a bastard child.)
(Alright.)
"And I love you.. " I said softly , kissing her nose. And when she said the last part, I was so happy. I really was.. but.. that means we would have to het married soon, I didnt want her to be shamed for having a bastard child.. my facial expression slowly went from happy, to worried..
I put my hands on either side of his face. "I expect him in Autumn. My love please don't fret.. Everything will be okay.. After we get married, I shall beg the king for forgiveness. And since he likes us, and I am the Queen's most trusted companion, maybe he'll be leaniant."
"But.. that is a big maybe.. what if he dosent?" I asked, pulling her body close to mine, looking deep into her beautiful eyes..
"Then he doesn't. I love you, Liam. And we will be happy, no matter how poor we get. You have land in Grafton. We'll be fine my love. Believe in me. Believe in us. Please." I whispered, tears forming in my eyes.
I nodded slowly, and I kissed her as soon as i saw the tears forming. "Dont cry.. I promise, everything will be okay.." I said, rubbing her back sweetly.
"I know." I whispered. The next day we traveled to Grafton, where we had a courthouse wedding. It was now a few hours after the wedding and we were at his nice house. Our first night together as husband and wife.
I picked her up , bridal style and I carried her to the bedroom, and laid her on the bed, crawling over her. "Married.. best feeling ever.." I said softly, and I kissed her gently.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back slowly. "A bed instead of the cold floor of the study room. That is the best feeling ever." I teased.
"Agreed.." I said, and I slowly began to kiss her passionately, my hands roaming HP and down her body
My hands rested on his chest, and then I slowly began to undo the buttons on his shirt as I closed my eyes and kissed him back passionately. I was giddy with love. I never thought something like this could ever happen to me. I could have been married off to a demanding husband after my Lord died. But, I lost my memories and found Liam instead. I'm glad I did.
I slowly took her dress off, and removed my clothing also, until we both were bare, I kissed her neck, and sucked softly before I gently pressed myself against her womanhood.