The truth behind LOVE.

"For what." I said, looking up at her, I honestly didnt know why she was apologizing.

"For hurting you." I whispered, looking away. I blinked the tears from my eyes and I quickly stood up. "Goodnight."

"Sure you are." I said and I just walked out, and headed to my car, I then drove home and I sighed once I was in bed.

The next day, I gave up on trying to talk to him. We turned in the project and we say together in silence. I remembered the first time I walked in here and asked Kian if I could sit with him.. How nervous he looked.. How nervous I was..

I just got up, and walked out, tension too much for me to handle.

I watched him leave, and a few people looked at me curiously. I got up and followed him. "Kian!" I called, jogging to catch up with him.

I stopped. "What." I turned to her, tears welling in my eyes. "What do you want.." I said, softly

When I saw his wet eyes I felt like I could cry. I took a deep breath. "Please.. Just listen." I whispered. "It's not my fault that I'm moving. My father wanted to and I couldn't say no. I've never seen him so happy." I closed my eyes. "I'm so sorry Kian.. But maybe it's a good thing.." I opened my eyes. "You deserve better than this."

"You Still promised me.." I said softly.. and I then looked bsck at her. "Quit fucking saying that." I said, about her last sentence.. "you are who I want." I said. "But , if I cant have you, I don't want anyone."

"Don't say that Kian." I whispered, shaking my head. He can't stay alone because of me.. He'll have to move on..

"Its the truth. I dont want anyone else." I said gently. "And seeing you every day kills me little by little."

I blinked away my tears. "Then maybe I should leave early.. I don't want you to hurt anymore.."

"No.. dont." I said. "I just wish things could stay the same. I mean.. why dont you tell your dad no?.. did anything we go tht effect you at all?"

"More than you know." I whispered. I looked down. "I'm all my dad has. He needs me.."

"Then.. tell him." I said softly. I looked down, and I sighed gently.

"I'm not going to ruin this for him Kian. He misses England... And I do too.." I said, watching him carefully.

I nodded slowly. This was it.. "Bye Winter." I simply said before continuing to walk down the hall.

"Please Kian.." I whispered, but it was too late. He was gone. I sat in the hall and cried. It was over.. It was really over..

I took my school classes online the next few days, emailing my homework in. I couldn't see her.. I was so hirt

When he didn't show up to school, it worried me. So after school I went to his house and knocked on the door. When it opened, I threw my arms around him, hugging him tightly. When he struggled against me I held him tighter. "I'm not letting you go." I whispered.

I tried to push her away weakly.. but I hesitantly wrapped my arms around her, holding her body to mine. "Please.. dont let me go.." I whispered..

I closed my eyes tightly and took a deep shaky breath as I tears filled my eyes. "Come with me to England.. Please.." I whispered.

I nodded slowly.. "Okay.." I whispered.. I slowly pulled back and I looked into her eyes .

I was surprised at how quickly he decided. I looked up into his eyes, then I smiled and pulled him to me, connecting our lips passionately. It's been so long..

I then after a while pulled away and looked into her eyes. "Im sorry.. for.. being distant.." I whispered.

"You had every right to be." I whispered, resting my forehead against his. I then hugged him tightly, burying my face in his chest.

I ran my hands down to her sides, and I kissed her forehead. I missed this so much, words honestly just cant describe. "Stay.." I whsiperred. "Stay the night."

I looked up into his eyes and nodded. "Okay." I whispered.

I took her hand and I led her to the living room, and I sat down. It was dark now, about ten oclock. And it was Friday, no school, thay itself made me happy also. When we sat down I pulled her into my lap, and I kissed her forehead genty.

I looked up into his eyes and gently touched his cheek. "I'm sorry I broke my promise." I whispered.