College Life

I grinned. "Thanks, so do you." It was awkward for a moment. "So.. Are you hungry? We can go grab a bite to eat, if you want."

"Sure! I bet you are starving!"I said with a chuckle, looking around,"Where ever you want to go."

I chuckled. "Let's meet at Swensons again. I have to stop by my dorm first. See you there!" I grinned before going out to my car and driving to my dorm. I fixed how I looked and I put the flowers in a vase and I grabbed the Phantom of the Opera DVD and then I drove to Swensons.

I got us seated at the same table as before, and smiled when she came in,"Hey!"

I smiled and sat with her. "Hi." I slid the DVD over to her. "There ya go!"

I grinned,"I'll watch it as soon as I get home,"I smiled,"So, how are you?"

I smiled. "I've been.... Okay. Most importantly, how have you been?" I asked, concern on my face. I ordered a coca cola when the waitress came.

"I've been okay, just sitting around the house a lot, really. My parents finally started going back to work, so I've been spending a lot of time alone,"I said with a shrug.

"Speaking of.. I was kind of really rude to your mom when I met her the day of the accident, I mean, she was rude to me first but it was wrong of me to be disrespectful so I'm sorry for that... And I like your dad, he let me visit you once when your mom wasn't there.." I said softly, not meeting her eyes.

"My mother was rude?"I asked, laughing softly,"Never!" My mother was no angel, so her being rude wasn't a surprise.

I chuckled lightly along with her, but I wasn't very amused. When the waitress came back I just ordered what I did last time.

I got a salad and watched her, I could see the look in her eyes and I sighed,"If you don't want me to come around I understand.."

I looked up and quickly shook my head. "Oh no honey it's not that." I said, immediately feeling bad. She must be really down.. Not remembering anything and being pregnant..

"I know it can't be easy for you, losing me and all... I don't want to hurt you,"I said as I sat back.

I looked down and sipped my drink. "It's fine. I'm.. Fine.." I cleared my throat. "Can we.. Change the subject?"

I sighed and sat back, looking around. I nodded slowly, my jaw locked in place,"Okay."

I looked down and played with my French fry. "So.. Did you tell your parents about.. The pregnancy?" I asked.

"Yeah, I kind of had to so they could tell the lawyer,"I said with a nod,"If we can do a paternal test we can determine which man's child it is and then he can be pinned for the rape for sure."

I nodded. "Yeah.." I took a bite of my burger and looked around, there wasnt many people here, thank god.

I sighed and watched her,"So, you act? Your'e an actress?Like, that's what you want to do with your life?"

I nodded. "Yeah.. I want to be on broadway, and movies, and stuff like that." I said, looking up at her.

"That's amazing,"I said with a slow nod,"I bet your name will be in lights within years."

I smiled at her. "I'm glad you think so." I replied. I took another bite of my burger. I am so bad at this.. I'm so scared I'm going to say something to upset her..

"Did you have any idea what I wanted to do?"I asked, looking up at her.

"I didn't know exactly, but I figured it must involved cooking. You're really good at it." I said, sitting back and sipping my coke.

"I was, anyways,"I said with a shrug,"I don't really cook nowadays..."

I frowned and looked up at her. "Why not?"

"Don't have the skills, or resources.. I don't know. No desire, I guess,"I shrugged and poked at my salad mindlessly, not really hungry.

"Maybe one day you'll find your inspiration again." I said softly. I finished my food, then I paid for us since I offered to go out to eat.

I got my salad boxed since I didn't really eat, I wasn't very hungry... I wanted to talk about us, our past and how she wanted to move on... But she wouldn't talk about it.