The truth behind LOVE.

All the doors leading to me were locked. I was laying on my bedroom floor, looking up at the ceiling. I heard her banging on the door. She had a key. I stayed where I was.. I hurt so much..

I remembered that I had a key so I unlocked the door, walking inside. I went to his bedroom and unlocked the door, walking inside. "Kian.."

I didnt look at her, I didnt say anything. I just sat up, and I sat on rhe edge of my bed. I faced away from her.

"Kian..." I repeated, walking up behind him. I gently touched his shoulder. "What happened?"

I pulled away from her hand. "You know damn well what happened." I said through clenched teeth.

I dropped my hand, feeling hurt. "I didn't kiss him Kian." I whispered.

"Then why did I see you two lip locking?!" I said , standing, looking at her, tears stinging my eyes.

I took a step back. "He kissed me Kian!" I shot back. "And if you would have stayed for half a more second you would have seen me slap him!" Tears welled up in my eyes and I wiped them away quickly.

I stared at her for a moment.. and I could tell she was telling the truth. I felt terrible. "Sorry.. ive... been so edgy lately.. I shouldn't have just assumed.. im a fucking idiot." I groaned, sitting on my bed and I held my head in my hands.

I watched him, my heart slowly calming down. "What kind of person do you think I am Kian?" I asked, feeling very hurt.

"I said sorry, dammit.. can't you see that im still hurting?" I said, raising my voice a bit, tears coming to my eyes.

"I know that you are, but that doesn't give you the right to throw that in my face after I've been trying to help you Kian!" I said, my voice raising also.

"Just leave.." I said after a few moments. "Im not worth it." I said, looking away.

I remained where I was for a few moments. "I was going to tell you this weekend that I'm moving back to England after graduation." I whispered. "My dad told me yesterday.. I'm sorry." I said. I turned and walked outside then I walked home.

I looked at her, shocked.. when she walked out. I fell to the ground, leaning against the wall.. she promised me. She fucking promised!

Once I got home, I went straight to my room and laid down. I cried for a while, my heart hurting for him.

The next few days were hell. I didnt look at her, and sure as hell didnt talk to her. Today in science was a group project. With your partners. I didnt want to talk to her.

"I guess we can make a poster.." I said to Kian as I looked over the assignment. He's been completely ignoring me for days and it really hurt. When he didn't answer, I put down the paper. "Kian, please talk to me." I whispered.

I looked at her, pain flashing clearly in my eyes as I looked back at her. "A poster. Right. We could do the periodic chart, and a description of each element." I said, smiling falsely.

"Fine. Come over tonight so we can get started." I said, hiding the hurt on my face. The bell rang and I packed up and went to my last class.

"Shit.." I mumbled when she walked out. This woukd be hard. Later that night, I did just that. I drove to her house and I knocked on the door. I had poster paper and markers.

I let him inside and we decided to work in the living room. My dad came in and interrupted at one point. "I found an amazing house in Surrey, Winter!" He looked really excited. When he saw Kian, he smiled and patted his back. "Hello Kian. How are you? I haven't seen you in a while."

I frowned at what he said, but I quickly hid it with a fake smile I pulled off well. "Yeah, ive been good sir." I said, lies.

"I'm glad!" My dad said. He didn't know Kian's true feelings, but I did. When he walked out, I looked down. "Right.. So.. The Transition Metals..."

"Right.. " I said, softly, as I wrote them all out. "All transfer electricity, and only one I think is liquid at room temperature.." I said. I hated this.. I mean, being around her, and not hugging or kissing her. I had ro get over her. Shes moving after all.

"Y-Yeah..." I mumbled, looking through the book. I could literally taste the tension in the room. My dad left for work. "Are you thirsty? I have soda." I said without looking at him.

"Im fine. Thank you." I said, I havent eaten in a couple days or so. I just wasn't up for anything. Soon the poster was done. "Looks good.."

I nodded, looking it over. "Yeah... Great." I answered, my heart pounding nervously.

"I better get home.. but. Not like I have anything." I mumbled. Hurt was a little present in my voice

I hesitantly looked up into his eyes. I could see the hurt. "I'm sorry." I whispered.