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I nodded. "She sure does." I whispered. I ate another pickle. "I'm gonna go take a nap." After my nap, Jay and Ambrose were watching football. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass bowl for grapes and then suddenly I felt a sharp pain. Contractions. I dropped the bowl and it shattered on the floor. I gasped and grabbed onto the counter for support.
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"Babe?" I quickly jumped up and ran into the kitchen, holding her to help her stand. "Breathe, deep breaths.." I said.
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After the first way left, I began to count. I have to know the time between contractions. 5 minutes passed and the new wave came. About an hour of contractions came by, and then my water finally broke.
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I had her sit down on the toilet in the bathroom, seat down, just to cool her off. When her water broke I knew it was go time. Nova and I quickly helped her out to the car, he sat with her as I drove to the hospital.
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"Fuck Belle, you're breaking my hand!" Nova gasped. "You know what? Shut up!" I snapped, trying to keep my breathing normal.
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"Take it Nova." Isaid, and I pulled into the emergency parking, and I ran in and asked for help. A nurse ran out witha wheelchair and I helped her on, we immediately went to the delivery room. She got pain medication, and the nurse had me practice the breathing exercises with her. She wasnt dialated enough yet to start pushing. "It will be okay, just keep breathing." I said, brushing her hair back
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I wasn't allowed to eat or drink anything. It was torture. I got to have some ice chips though. The pain faded for a few moments and I took that time to closed my eyes and take deep breaths and then I braced myself for the next wave. "Oh god.. I'm never fucking having kids again.."
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"No, we arent." I said, wincing as she squeezed my hand. I felt Novas pain now. The nurse checked her, and she was dialated all the way. They gave her stronger medication, and then, they got her ready to push.
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"Okay Annabelle.. One, two, three.. Push!" The nurse instructed. It was so painful. I cried out lightly. "Push!" I pushed so much that I almost didn't have the strength. "One more.. Make it big.. Push!" I pushed hard, and then I felt a sudden relief. And then crying.
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"Good job Annabelle.." I said, kissing her forehead. They had me cut the chord, and I then watched as they made the baby cry, and they whipped her away for testing and bloodwork. She was beautiful..
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The nurses cleaned me up and then they let me have some more ice chips for my parched throat. I closed my eyes, breathing heavily. I was so so sore and exhausted.
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I kissed her softly. "Im so proud of you.. and I promise you, no more kids." I said, laughing lightly. After about 30 min, the nurse walked in, with our beautiful daughter. I felt my eyes tear up as she eas handed to Annabelle. "She has your nose." I said softly. Then she opened her eyes, and looked up at us. Her eyes were dark, and over time would get their color to them. Maybe she willhave my blue eyes.
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I smiled as I looked down at our beautiful child. (Newborns don't open their eyes lol) I kissed her little forehead. "She has your chin." I said with a breathy chuckle.
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(My sister did, haha. Then again shes a little weirdo.)
"Shes beautiful.. like her mommy." I said, touching the little girls forhead gently. "Autumn.. right?" I said softly, looking at Annabelle
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I nodded. "Autumn Delilah Armstrong." I answered fondly. I looked up into his eyes. "Here." I said, handing her to Jay.
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When she handed her to me, I sat down beside the bed, and I smiled down at her. "Wow.." I said softly. "Youre going to be daddy's little girl." I said softly, kissing her little forhead, watching as she grinned. Wait. Nope. Thats gas. "Wow." Isaid as the harsh smell hit my nose. "Diaper time."
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I laughed. I watched him, and then looking at him, I fell even more in love with him, if that's even possible. He's going to be such a wonderful father.
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The nurse came in and gave me a few tips on changing the diaper and she helped me change it, and I looked up as Novawalked in. "Hello, Uncle." I said with a wink, smiling as his nose wrinkled at the smell.
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"I thought you were dying or something sis." Nova teased. He grinned as he held Autumn. "Beautiful. Hey there.." He cooed. "I'm gonna be the cool uncle." Then my parents came in and they took turns holding their granddaughter. My mother was crying, and even my father let a few tears escape.
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My parents couldnt make it, but they would next month come down. I smiled, watching little Autumn get passed around. She was perfect.
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The nurse came an hour later and took Autumn to the nursery. Visiting hours were up. Family could stay though. The nurse reclined my bed. I had to stay in recovery for a few days.
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I took Annabelles hand and I kissed it softly. "Feeling better?" I asked her. "You're going to be an amazing mom." I said softly.
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I grinned. "And you're gonna be an amazing dad. And I'm just sore." I answered, looking up into his eyes.
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I grinned, and nodded. "I bet.. after that, wow.." I said, shaking my head. Pretty incredible if you ask me. "I love you." Isaid, smiling.
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I smiled. "I love you too."'I answered. I took his hand and kissed it. "You do realize the first 3 months are going to be hell right? Up all night.."
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I chuckled, and nodded. "Oh yes.. I know." I said softly. "We will take turns." I said.
( so when she grows up, how about we make another roleplay, but her parents are also still in it and I bring another guy in, so we keep it going for a while. Its pretty fun. But that's later on.)
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((Sure.))
A few days later, the baby and I got to go home. Once we were home, I showed her her beautiful nursery. I took Jay's hand. "We have to get my mother to babysit her soon.. We still have to go to the record company and talk about a possible record deal, remember?"
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I looked up and nodded. "Right." I said softly. "Maybe Nova would like to watch her too." I said. He would be a great uncle. Him and I were getting pretty close actually
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I nodded. "Yeah.." I leaned down and kissed Autumn's forehead. "It's gonna be hard parting from her." I said with a chuckle.
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"Yeah. Especially for you." I said softly, she was a good baby, she hasnt cried since we got home.