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I looked up into his eyes and touched his cheek gently. "I love you too Paxton." I kissed him gently for a moment before I pulled away. "You're right.. step by step.. And I think a good place to start would be moving out of here.. My parents left me a lot of money, we can go wherever you want.. I just don't feel safe here anymore.."
I smiled and I nodded.. "Yes, how about we leave this life behind, and start a new one together? And I have the perfect location..." I said, and I kissed her cheek softly. I wanted her happy, and I would do anything to get her to smile once.
I smiled as I thought about it. A new life together.. happy.. My face lit up when he said he knows the perfect location. I grabbed his hands and looked into his eyes eagerly. "Really? Where?" I asked, excited.
"Well maybe I've been looking.. and I've maybe found a two bedroom beach house in California.. " I said, throwing the maybes in to mess with her a bit. "So Yes, I do know a good place.. I'll show you pictures." I said, taking my phone outcome and oullingbthem up, I handed it to here, smilimg as her eyes lit up.
I looked through the pictures, grinning like crazy. "Oh how beautiful!" I handed him his phone back and kissed him. "I love it."
I kissed her back softly, and I smiled when she pulled Away. "Might as Well start packing. I already have some rent on it." I said, I was thinking ahead a little. It was only a 5 hour drive also. It w was as a large, rather nice house. I was looking forward to going there.. "when should we leave?"
I smiled and got off of his lap. "Whenever you want to baby " I replied with a grin. I went to my room to figure out how I was going to pack.
"Three days?" I said, standing, and I walked to my room, I got some boxes out from the corset and began to pack some things. It's not like I had that much stuff. My house wasn't HUGE it was what I thought average was.
"Sure!" I replied. I packed a few things then I took a shower and laid down in bed, trying to keep my mind off my miscarried child.
After I had a couple boxes packed, I set them down, and headed to October's room and I laid down beside her, my chest against her back. "Hey beautiful.. " I said, kissing her neck softly.
I closed my eyes and sighed. "Hey.." I replied. I turned over so I was facing him and I kissed his nose. "I love you." I whispered.
I smiled as those words left her mouth. I would never get used time that. My hand gently rubbed her waist. "I love you too, babe.." I said, and I kissed her softly and sweetly. I wanted to do all that I could to keep her mind off of some things. I wanted my girl happy..
I closed my eyes and kissed him back softly, my hand caressing his hair. He's perfect. He's all I have left. He's everything to me
I slowly pulled Away and smiled at her.. she was perfect.. "It's late.. we should get come rest.." I said softly, kissing her forehead softly. I cared so much for her, and she had so much bad Shit happen to her all at once. I honestly was still wordiest about how she was doing emotionally..
I nodded and smiled slightly. "Okay.." I kissed his cheek. "Goodnight babe." I pulled the covers over us and snuggled close to him, closing my eyes and drifting off. I dreamnt of my parent's death, the rape, and my baby's death.
"Babe, wake up.. Shh.. I'm here.." I said, shaking shaking her slightly. She was screaming in her sleep.. tears were streaming down her face and she looked as if she was in pain. "October.. Shh.." I said as her eyes slowly opened, I sat up, and pulled her into my lap.
I woke up and looked up into Paxton's worried gaze. "I'm sorry..." I whispered. I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, sighing softly. I wiped my tears and tried to calm down.
I was relieved to see that she was awake, she really as scared me this time.. "It's okay.. " I said, and I rubbed her back softly. I laid her back down slowly, But still held her close to me.
It took me a while to fall asleep but I finally did. The next morning I woke up and took a shower then I sat on the couch, reading a hate letter from Jack about me "killing his baby".
When she was done in the shower, I took one also, when I was done I got dressed. I headed into the living room and I paused, seeing October reading a hand written letter. She looked shocked.. "Honey.. what is that?" I asked and walked over, taking a seat beside her.
I handed him the letter, my body shaking from anger. "He's blaming me. Jack is blaming me for the death of the baby." I whispered.
I was infuriated.. that Fucker.. I read the letter and I shook my head. "Dont listen to that asshole. It was no ones fault and he is lucky he is in that jail, or I would put him in the hospital.. " I said, throwing the letter down. I got a glass of water so I could cool off a bit.. these couple days were supposed to be good, not go this way.
I watched him, letting him be mad. After he calmed down a little bit, I smiled slightly. "You're so sweet Paxton.. You choose to deal with my problems with me even though you don't have to." I stood up and hugged him, kissing his cheek gently.
I hugged her softly, my face nuzzeling her neck softly. "I just don't want you hurt again.. " I said, pulling Away slightly to look into her eyes. "Shall we pack a little more?" I suggested.
I kissed him gently and smiled. "Yes." We packed some more stuff and then I went to the bank to claim my money so we could pay the rest of the new house off.
I paid some bills on the computer and soon the house was officially ours. And we still had more than enough money for other things we could want. The rest of the day was just packing. And same with the day after, untill moving day. We got a couple U - haul trucks for our things, then we were on our way, in the same truck together.
The five hour ride was long but we were so excited we couldnt sleep. We took a lot of pictures and had a great time. We made it to the house and we retrieved our keys and the deed. We spent the rest of the day unpacking.
We were almost completely unpacked. We were tired, and worn out.. I hugged October from behind as AG's looked out the windows overlooking the blue ocean and sand. It was beautiful.. much like her. I kissed her neck softly. "This is great..."
I smiled, my hands resting on the railing of the balcony. I could see surfers in the distance. I smiled, nodding in agreement. "Yes.. It is..." I replied. I turned so I was facing him, my arms circling around his neck. I rested my forehead against his and looked into his eyes. "Its perfect." I whispered.
I smiled and I kissed her softly. "I'm glad you like it.. want to go in the hot tub later?" I asked. It was an indoor one, which was great.. and let's say I had a surprise for her later..