Childhood Friends Turn Into Sweethearts?

I buried my face in his chest and gripped his back. "It's not the first time... I lost my virginity to him.. And then he kept doing this.. I can never get that back.." I whispered. I wiped my tears and looked up at him.

I looked into her eyes, and I wiped them softly. "Honey.. I'm sorry this happened to you.. I shouldn't have left you here alone.. I'm so sorry..." I said kissing her forehead gently.. I gave her a soft squeeze.

I shook my head. "It's not your fault... I'm grown, I can be left alone.. We didn't know this would happen.. Don't blame yourself, please." I whispered. I leaned up and kissed his lips softly.

I sighed, and when she kissed me I relaxed some. I kissed her back slowly, and lovingly, and then pulled Away. "Get some rest.. I'll be right here when you wake up, okay?" i said, pulling her closer, so her head was now on my chest, myself on my back. Tomorrow maybe we could relax in the hot tub..

I sighed and nodded, smiling slightly. "Kay.." I snuggled close, since it was cold in the house and I closed my eyes, drifting off to sleep.

(I'll post tomorrow, goodnight!)

((Goodnight))

I woke up the next day, feeling rather Well rested. I sat up at rubbed my eyes, I looked town at October, and smiled softly. I realized I hadn't checked the mail in a day or so, so I got up and headed down the hallway, and I opened my door, and walked out to the mailbox, it was rather cold out still. I heard a loud bang, almost a gunshot like sound. My body felt numb, then the realization and pain hit me.. I looked down, seeing blood soak my stomach area.. I instantly went into shock, everything blurry, and hard to make out.. I quickly, and hastily made my way to my door, and I opened it, collapsing in the doorway. "October.." I whispered, knowing I wouldn't be heard..

I woke up from being cold and I looked around. Where did Paxton go?.. I heard a loud bang and I jumped, sitting up quickly. What the hell was that. I looked out the window to see someone running away. I got up and walked out to the living room, freezing when I saw Paxton laying in the doorway. I screamed and grabbed my phone, dialing 911. I told the ambulance to come quick and I rushed to Paxton's side, rolling him over. "Paxton? Paxton! Stay with me, please!" Tears streamed down my cheeks and I tried to stop the bleeding, pressing my hand to the wound. The ambulance soon showed up and they took him in, me riding with him.

I didn't remember much, just hearing a scream, and then me being out in an ambulance, I couldn't hear or concetrate on anything. I turned my head slightly, to see October, tears in her eyes. My heart ached, I tried to speak, But Nothing came out.. I gave her hand a weak squeeze. "We're losing him! DRIVE FASTER!" Someone yelled, I blacked out for a what felt like a few moments, But just have been days.. I woke up, everything clear, and my brain was not clouded.. I looked around the empty room, I felt weak, and a bit numb..

The doctor let me visit him and I walked in to see him finally awake. I rushed to his side and sat by his bed, grabbing his hand. "Hey Paxton.." I whispered, my voice shaky. I closed my eyes and rested my forehead on his hands. "I'm so glad you're okay.. All of these bad things keep happening to us, and I think it's my fault.. ever since I moved in.."

I looked at her, and I shook my head.. "This is not your fault.. and don't ever say it is.." I said, my voice solid. "I'm fine, and that mean everything will be okay. Don't be sad, I'll be out of here in no time.." I said, I sat up slightly, wincing as I did so.

I pushed him back down and stroked his hair gently. "Paxton.. I think we should move.. Or I should move.. It won't stop unless we do something.. " I whispered, tears stinging in my eyes.

I thought for a moment, maybe we could move.. we would be safer, her boyfriend would be out of our hair, and whoever shot me.. after a moment or two I spoke "Where should we move to?" I asked, deciding that it would be a good move. Beachouse in California maybe? I gave her hand a squeeze and kissed the back of it softly.

I looked down at him and shrugged. "I don't know.. Wherever you want to sweetie.." I said softly.

"As soon as I get out of here, we should leave.. how about L.A? I've always wanted to go there, and they have great houses.." I said, and I frowned, seeing she seemed down still.. so much Shit has been happening to her.. I gently touched her cheek and brought her lips to mine gently.

I closed my eyes and kissed him back for a few moments, before slowly pulling away. "That sounds great." I whispered, smiling gently. I leaned back and sighed. "While you were asleep the doctor examined me. He didn't use protection... Test results haven't come in yet..."

I was froze in my place.. she could be pregnant.. what would we do? Would she keep the baby? Could I support her and the baby? all of these questions.. "What will we do if You're pregnant? I mean.. I'll stick by your side with whatever you decide.." I said, kissing her hand softly.

I looked down, fear eating me alive."I can't have Jack's baby... Paxton, I just can't..." I whispered, burying my face in my hands. I wouldn't be able to handle it.. Seeing his features.. And it would be painful for Paxton to raise a baby that isn't his..

"Ssweetheart, sit with me.." I said softly, scooting over a bit. When she sat beside me I pulled her close to me, my hand gently stroking her hair. "We don't know if you are yet.. it will be okay either way.." I said, kissing her forehead.

I took a deep breath and rested my face in the crook of his neck. "Okay.." I sat back up and sighed. "You should get some rest... You lost a lot of blood..." I said softly.

"I'm fine.. I just want to be here with you.. you need me right now.. " I said softly, and I rubbed her back gently. She looked stressed and worn out, I felt bad that I was in here, that I was causing more stress..

I shook my head and kissed him softly. "Don't worry about me.. I'm fine." I mumbled against his lips. I sat up and stroked his cheek gently.

I sighed softly, and laid back, smiling at her.. she really was a strong person.. "I worry about you.. I mean.. with everything that's happened.."could said, looking down at my IV.

"I'm worried about you.. You got shot.." I whispered. I smiled and ran my fingers through his soft hair. "It'll all be over soon.."

About a week or so past, and I was now home.. we were anxiously waiting for the call from the doctor with the test results. I was still in slot of pain, But I kept that to myself so that she wouldn't worry.. now that I'm getting better It's about her, about keeping her safe and me being really for her.

I changed his bandages and laid him on the couch, his head on my lap. I stroked his hair gently. "I haven't felt sick.. That's a good sign.. Right?" I asked. I'm honestly terrified.. I'm not ready for a baby..

I looked up at her and nodded. "You would start feeling funny four days after.. and since you've felt fine, You're probably alright.. we can only hope.." I said softly, smiling up at her. "How do you feel now?"

I ran my fingertips across his forehead gently. "Alright.." I replied. I looked at the fire and sighed. "But if I am pregnant.. What would I do? Get an abortion? Live through a regretful pregnancy and give it up to adoption? What do you think?"

I looked up at her, and thought for a moment. "No mafter what you choose, I will support you one hundred percent.. I promise.. " I said, and I sat up slowly, wincing slightly.. I kissed her softly , my hand on her cheek.