The truth behind LOVE.

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I nodded slowly. "Okay, thank you." I mouthed, and I hugged her tightly then let her go, then I looked into her eyes. Shes beautiful...

"You're welcome." I said softly, smiling at him. As I stared into his eyes, I had the sudden urge to kiss the mysterious mute boy. I fought the urge and leaned back, looking at the fire. He probably doesn't like me like that anyway..

I saw that look in her eyes. When she pulled back I sighed quietly, and I looked at the fireplace. Maybe she didnt like me like that.. maybe I just scared her off.

I glanced at him, and saw that he had a troubled look on his face. "What's wrong?" I asked.

I looked up at her, and I shook my head. "Nothing." I mouthed. I looked down at her lips, then back at the fireplace.

My heart pounded slightly when he looked at my lips. I looked away and blushed, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. Awkward.....

I looked back at her. I gently took her hand, and when she looked at me, I placed a soft kiss on her lips..

I was so shocked. I slowly pulled away, my eyes wide. "K-Kian.... I don't think that's a good idea.." I whispered.

I regretted it right away. I looked down, and nodded slowly.. crap.. I quickly got up, and I headed to my room, closing the door behind me. This must be what rejection feels like.

I sat there, feeling horrible. What the hell just happened??? I slowly got up and walked to his room. I knocked on the door. "Kian... Please open the door..."

I got up and cracked the door, and I just laid back on my bed, looking at the ceiling. I messed things up? What more is there to say.

I stepped in and looked at him. "Kian..." I whispered. I took a small step forwards. "Why did you do that?" I asked.

I just shook my head slowly. I looked at her. It just felt right.. but if she didnt feel the same, I understood. I mean, who wants a mute?

I sat down on the edge of the bed and looked down at him. "I'm sorry." I whispered.

I shrugged. "Its fine." I mouthed, running my hands through My hair. "I need to be alone for a little." I mouthed, and I swallowed hard..

I could tell how upset he was. "Please Kian..." I gently touched his hand. "I do like you.. A lot. I just don't deserve someone as great as you.."

I looked at her, and I furrowed my brows. I sat up slowly. Did I hear her right? "What?".. I mouthed.

I just stared at him, then I looked down. "You heard me." I mumbled.

"I dont deserve you.." I mouthed. I took her hand, and I sighed. "Let me take you on a date." I added.

I looked up into his eyes, and then to his hand. "Kian.. I would love to.. But I don't think I'm good enough for you. You are so sweet and amazing and you deserve the best.." I said, concealing my accent once more.

"You, are the best.." I mouthed and I looked back into her eyes. I really liked her. Alot.. but.. maybe we should get to know eachother a bit more too

I shook my head. "No, I'm not, unfortunantly." I leaned forwards and kissed the corner of his mouth. I got up and left, going home. I don't want to hurt him....

I sighed when she left.. I turned on my music, and actually sang along quietly. I loved singing.. it was honestly my passion.

The next few days, I didn't go see Kian. I stayed to myself. I got a job at the coffee shop. I clocked into work and began my shift.

The next few days I hated.. I didnt see her , she ignored my texts. I just lugged myself around everywhere, not really myself. We got bad news with my grandma. She has lung cancer..

The first half of my shift was very uneventful. I sat at my break, drinking coffee, and staring out snowy window. I wonder what Kian's doing and how he is..

Even a couple more days passed. I was a wreck honestly. I was just very upset with my Grandma situation. Then there was my situation with Winter. I sighed as I looked at my phone, I picked it up and texted her. I did not expect a reply. Hey... I miss talking to you. I just hope we can work this out. Cause I need someone to talk to right now. Very badly.

I was playing pool with my dad when my phone rang. I looked at the text and sighed. I feel so horrible, for leaving him in the dark. On my way. I texted back. I told my dad where I was going, then I drove to Kian's house and knocked on the door.

My grandma was in her bedroom, she was sleeping. I've had to cook for her and other things due to her being majorly depressed. The doctors only gave her two months. It was very hard for me. I stood when I heard a knock on the door, knowing who it was. I opened it, and looked up. Just seeing her made me feel just the slightest bit better. I just pulled her into a huh, my face burying in her neck. . .

I quickly hugged him back and closed my eyes. I remained silent, rubbing his back. All you could hear was the crackling of the fire and his grandmother's light snores from the other room.