I forced myself to stay in bed so I wouldn't cut. The next morning I snuck out of bed and went to the kitchen to cook us pancakes and bacon. I want to make him happy.. And.. I want him to make me happy too.
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I forced myself to stay in bed so I wouldn't cut. The next morning I snuck out of bed and went to the kitchen to cook us pancakes and bacon. I want to make him happy.. And.. I want him to make me happy too.
I woke up in the morning, the smell of Bacon tickling at my nose. I smiled to myself and stood up and I headed to the kitchen, seeing October. I walked over to her and I wrapped my arms around her from behind, kissing her neck softly. "Smells great.." I said softly
I smiled gently and turned my head to look back at him. "Thanks.." I said softly. I fixed us both a plate and I handed him his. I sat at the table and ate silently, thinking to myself.
I smiled and took my plate gently from her. I followed and sat across from her. "You alright?" I asked and I took a bite slowly, glancing down slowly.
I glanced up at him and nodded. I finished my bite and sighed, leaning back in my seat. "Yeah, I'm alright. Are you?" I asked, taking another bite of my pancakes and sipping my orange juice.
"I'm fine." I said with a shrug. "How about in a few.. how about you
and I go for a walked and get our minds off things?" I suggested. I glanced outside, seeing it was snowing. Heh, snowball fight?
I sighed softly and nodded. "Alright.." I said softly. I washed our dishes and put them up, then I went to go get dressed in warm clothing.
I got dressed also, dark years,.and a long sleeve t shirt. I put my beanie on also. I waited by the door for Tober. Maybe this would be fun, a nice nature walk.
I walked out and smiled at him. he's so adorable. I grabbed his hand as we walked out the door. I could see my breath in the coldness and I grinned, looking up at the grey sky. I love snow..
I kissed the back of her hand as we walked and I smiled at her. The snow began to fall a little harder, the little sun that was breaking through the clouds made the white ground almost glow.. only a week until Christmas. After a while of walking I bent down and made a small ball out of snow, I looked at her, and smiled a bit evOlympic, we always had snowball fights in the winter
My eyes widened and I yanked my hand away from him, backing up. "Nooo Paxton!" I giggled and bent down to make a snow ball as well. I threw it at him and it hit him on the shoulder. I turned and ran.
I laughed as she backed up and when she threw it at me I shook my head. Standing. "Youve started a war my lady.." I said and I threw mine at her, it hitting her in the hip. I chuckled and quickly made another one, running.
We chased after each other, throwing snowballs and I eventually ran up and tackled him into the snow, hovering over him, my body straddling him. "I got ya." I said with a giggle.
I laughed, and shook my head. "This is fun.." I said, my hand touching her cheek gently and I kissed her warmly. It was rather cold now, I pulled Away slowly and smiled at her. "We should head back, I'm cold." I said with a small laugh.
I laughed and got off of him, grabbing his hand to help him up. "Alright." I replied. I wiped the snow off of us and then I took his hand, leading him back to the house. Once we got there, I started the fire and made us hot chocolate.
I sat by the fireplace, a warm blanket around me. When she came over I took my warm drink and sipped it quietly. I pulled her close to me and wrapped the blanket around her also.
I smiled and snuggled close to him as we drank our hot chocolates. I sighed as I began to get warm again. "That was fun.." I mumbled, laying my head on his shoulder as I watched the flames of the fire in the fireplace.
I glanced at her and smiled. "I liked it alot.. it was great." I said, and I kissed her cheek softly. "I have to run to the store real quick, I need to get a couple things." I said and I stood up and headed to the door putting my jacket on. "I have my phone, just ring if you need anything "I said and I was on my way
I smiled up at him. "Alright.. I'll see you soon." I watched him as he left and I wrapped the blanket tightly around myself, sipping the rest of my hot chocolate. I heard a knock, and then the door flrew open to reveal my ex boyfriend Jack.
((Wanna play Jack?))
(Can you?)
I looked around the store, searching for my pain medication, my stomach hurt very bad, for reasons I didn't want to get into, from an accident a few years ago.
I dropped my cup, it shattering on the floor. "PAXTON!" I screamed, even though he couldn't hear me. Jake grinned and pushed me down on the couch, pinning my arms above my head. "Hey whore. Who is this Paxton dude? Are you fucking him behind my back?" He punched me. Hard. Then again in the stomach. he laughed and ripped my clothes off and did horrible things, me crying the whole time. He finally left when he heard a noise and I curled up on the couch, naked, beaten, and bleeding. I was sobbing uncontrollably. I had just got raped by my ex boyfriend. Wouldn't be the first time..
When I pulled up in the driveway, the front door was wide open, which concerned me right Away, I grabbed my bag and headed inside, dropping what was in my hand, and I closed the door quickly, rushing to the living room. I paused, shocked.. October, on the couch, sobbing, pieces of clothing everywhere.. it didn't take me long to figure out what had happened.. anger boiled in me.. I had to contain it.. I quickly grabbed a blanket and I rushed over to her, end I wrapped it around her.. I didn't know what to say.. I just knew it was my fault. "Sweetheart.. what happened.. " I said, holding her in my arms.
When I felt someone grab me, I panicked and began to flail against him. "LET GO!" I screamed. I moved away from him and looked up, finally realizing it was Paxton, and not Jake. I moved back into his arms, my face in his chest as I sobbed. "He raped me Paxton.." I whispered, sobbing hysterically.
I frowned when she yelled at me, I let go of her slowly, But when she saw who I was she went b as in my arms.. I hugged her tightly to me, saddened with what happened.. I swear, if I ever see him, he will die.. I looked down at her, not sure of what to say.. "honey, did he use protection? " I asked, I had to know, if he didn't we needed to get her to the hospital.. this wasn't good, at all..
"I don't know... I couldn't see.. And it hurt too much for me to think about it.." I whispered. I clung to him tightly, my body shaking. I had a death grip on him.
I held her tightly in my arms, not letting go anytime soon. "Tomorrow we will go get you checked.. now, how about you take a warm bath, and I'll call the police.. okay?" I said, rubbing her back. "I'm here to take care of you, and I promise I would never do anything like that..." I said softly.
I sighed shakily and shook my head, moving out of his arms. I got up and went to the bathroom, removing the blanket from my body. I was bleeding and I had a lot of bruises and open wounds. I was a mess. I turned on the hot water and I sat in the bath, my arms around myself, sobbing softly.
I set some clothes out for her, and I called the police, to file a report and to have this guy arrested. He kissed me off, no on should ever, ever do that... he deserves to die for what he has done..
I stayed in the bath until the police arrived and they asked to see my injuries. I showed all of them except for the ones in my private areas. I gave them the story then they went to go arrest him. I laid down in bed and cried. How did he know where I was?
I slowly walked into the bedroom, and I sat beside her, I rubbed her side gently to let her know I was there, I didn't want to scare her. "Hey.. Hey.. Shh.." I said , I slowly got under the covers worth her, and I pulled Jeff close to me, my hands stroking her hair calmly.. I didn't like seeing her so traumatized..