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I looked up at him and slowly put the razor back, shutting the box. I stood up and put the box down on the coffee table. I slowly walked over to him and I grabbed his arms, uncrossing them. I gently grabbed his face and I leaned up to kiss him softly. I couldn't help it.
My eyes widened when she kissed me. I want sure what to do.. I slowly kissed back, my arms protectively wrapping around her small waist, and I pulled her form against mine.. did this mean that we were together? Or werevthey just friendly kisses..
I slowly pulled back after a few moments, and I stared up into his eyes. "I've loved you since high school.. I promise I'm not going anywhere.." I whispered, smiling gently.
I smiled down at her, and I kissed her cheek. "Good.." I said softly and I felt my cheeks get warm again. "I've liked yiu since then too.." I said softly, my gaze softening when it met hers.
I smiled and gently rested my forehead against his. "Good..." I pulled away and smiled back at him before I backed away and turned to walk to the couch
I followed her slowly, and I looked down at her as I sat. "Can I ask you something? .. how did you start cutting.. I mean.. why?" I asked and I scooped closer to her, and I wrapped my arm around her slowly.
I sighed and looked down. "So much shit happened.. The day I ran away from my abusive boyfriend my parents died.. So thats why.." I whispered.
I frowned, and I sighed, kissing her shoulder softly.. "Want to talk about it?" I asked and I looked into her eyes. I didn't want her sad, I just wanted to know what all has happened since last we saw eachother at graduation.
I sighed. "After graduation I went to college, and I met this boy named Jack.. We dated for a while, then I moved in with him. Thats when the cheating and the beatings started. It went on for a year, then I finally ran away. Then my parents died..." I began to tear up.
I felt saddened, and I kissed her cheek.. "I'm so sorRy, Tober.. he won't hurt you ever again, no one will.." I said, and I pulled her into my lap slowly, so she was straddling me. "You are a very strong girl, you know that?" I said softly.
I rested my hands on his shoulders and sighed. "I think you're stronger. Your fiance got pregnant by another man.. That's harsh." I rested my forehead against his. "I would never hurt you like that." I whispered.
"And you were with someone abusive for a year. We are pretty equal I would say.. and I know.." I said, and I kissed her slowly, my hand touching her cheek softly.
I slowly wrapped my arms around his neck and I closed my eyes, kissing him back softly. I felt sparks
I really love him
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I slowly wrapped my arms around his neck and I closed my eyes, kissing him back softly. I felt sparks
I really love him
---------- Post added at 08:59 PM ---------- Previous post was at 08:59 PM ----------
I slowly wrapped my arms around his neck and I closed my eyes, kissing him back softly. I felt sparks
I really love him
I kissed her back slowly and I squeezed her hips gently. The kiss got passionate slowly as we continued .. I groaned softly and I pulled Away, and I kissed her neck gently
I leaned my head back and closed my eyes, moaning softly. I stroked his hair gently and moved as close as I possibly could.
I kissed her neck slowly and then pulled Away. I didn't want to get us too worked up. "What should we do now?" I asked , my hands slipping in her back pockets slowly.
I blushed and looked up at him. "I don't know... Whatever you wanna do.." I whispered with a small smile.
I smiled and shrugged. There was a knock on my door, I stood slowly and I opened it, a soft familiar pair of lips pressed to mine. I was pressed to the wall soon, and she kept kissing me and I tried me best to push her Away, and soon succeeded.. it was Amy.. the lying cheating bitch. "Baby take me back.." she said, her hand now grabbing my crotch area.. I pushed her Away. "out!now!" I yelled, and when she left, I stared at the ground.. what the fuck?
I had witnessed the whole thing and I wanted to get up and punch that woman. I stood up and walked over to him, wrapping my arms around him from behind. "Well... That was.." I sighed and shook my head, having no idea what to say.
I slowly turned to look at her. "I'm.. just going to go lay down, okay?" I said softly and I kissed her forehead, and I walked down the hallway and I laid down in my bed and curled into the blankets.
I sighed and nodded, watching him walk away. "Okay.." I said softly. I stood there for a moment then I locked the door and went to my room to lay down. I'll give him his space..that must have been difficult..
I just latest there the rest of the day, I didn't eat, I just stayed. I was over her, I really was.. It's just the hurt still lingured. And I was scared for that to happen again. I loved October, just through thought of losing her like I lost Amy just terrified me
I eventually got up and walked to his room. I sat on the bed and pulled him into my arms, running my fingers through his soft hair. "Tell me what's bothering you." I whispered.
I looked up at her and sighed. I rested my head in her lap, and I looked at her. The way her fingers ran through my hair made me relax some. "It's just hard. I Mean.. I knew I was over her, and I still am, But.. the hurt came back. I know you won't do that to me,.But there's always a part of me that's hesitant.." I said softly.
I sighed and smiled down at him. "I know. And I'm hesitant as well. Even though I know you would never lay a hand on me. It's okay to be scared. And I know the hurt of what she did to you will last a while. I would never do that to you. I'll always be here by your side Paxton, because I love you." I whispered.
I smiled at her last three words, and I leaned up and kissed her softly.. "I love you too.." I said softly. "You're an amazing girl.." I said, and I laid back down, pulling her close to me.
I snuggled up into his chest and smiled. "And you are an amazing boy. If that woman ever shows up here again, I'm kicking her ugly ass..." I mumbled. I closed my eyes and sighed. How did this amazing man fall in love with a woman like that?
I chuckled softly, and shook my head. "No.. just leave her alone...remember she is pregnant.. " I said and I kissed her forehead. "I m tired.. to You're sleeping here tonight right?" I asked
I rolled my eyes. "I don't give a flying fuck, I'm not going to let her touch you again. And yeah, I'll stay in here if you want." I said softly. I kissed his neck softly and sighed.
I sighed softly and I closed my eyes, drifting off slowly, I hopefully we didn't get a repeat of last night, me waking up and finding jer in the bathroom cutting herself.. terrifying