Stop and Stare

"You don't need to worry about that,"I said, throwing my water bottle into the trash,"Forget it,"I said, reaching into my pocket,"Here's the fucking pill he gave me, by the way."I said, tossing it onto the side walk. She really didn't trust me? Sure, anyone at that party would say I took the pills, and yeah, I put them in my mouth and acted like I swallowed them. She never even gave me a chance to explain, she just assumed I took them. I sighed, wtching the pill bounce on the ground before settling into a crack on the ground. I turned, beginning to walk.

I grabbed her hand and made her face me. "I'm sorry Broady.. I didn't know...." I said softly, giving her hand a gentle squeeze. How the hell was I supposed to know she didn't take the damn pill? I'm not some mind reader!

"You didn't even ask,"I said, my eyes stinging with tears,"You just took what some stranger said and made assumptions, about me, Luna, your girlfriend,"I said, pulling my hand away. I sighed gently and looked down, bilnking away my tears,"I'm tired, okay? I'm just gonna go."

"Please don't be this way Broady..." I whispered. My head is pounding with a crazy headache and seeing those tears in her eyes is breaking my heart. "I do trust you baby..... I know I should've asked.. I just freaked out..."

"I know, I know, I understand,"I said softly, looking up at her with the best smile I could muster,"This, uh, corset is killing me. It's all good, alright? I'm not mad."

I could tell that she is upset. I took her hand and kissed it gently. "Let's just go home.. Okay?" I whispered.

"Okay,"I said softly, nodding and turning down the sidewalk with her, sliding my hands into my pocket, watching the space infront of me.

When we got home, I changed clothes and took some pain killers for my headache, then I sat in bed silently and sipped water, running my fingers through my hair continually.

I took off my corset and pulled on a hoodie, sitting down at my desk. I rested my head onto my arms, taking a deep breath.

I got up and walked out to go take a shower. I was alone in there. I stood there and let the water hit my back as I stared at the ground and watched the water go down the drain.

I took a slow deep breath and walked to the bathroom. Everyone was at the party, so I locked the door and undressed. I stepped into her stall and wrapped my arms around her, kissing her neck.

I jumped in surprise and turned to look at her. I sighed and wrapped my arms around her neck, pulling her close.

I held her gently, resting my face into her neck.

I stroked the back of her neck gently and kissed the side of her head gently. "I'm sorry.." I whispered.

"Just don't talk, okay?"I asked, kissing her lips gently.

I closed my eyes and kissed her back gently, resting my hands on her shoulders. It was a sweet, apologetic kiss.

I gently pulled away and sighed, giving her a small, weak smile. I began to wash, shower.

I sighed and did the same, doing my hair first and then my body.

When I was done, I stepped out and dried off, pulling my clothes back on. I walked back to our room, laying down on my side of the bed.

I stayed in there for a few more minutes before putting my clothes on and going to the dorm. I blow dried my hair and then laid down, pulling the covers over us.

I was tired, and emotionally drained. I sighed softly and watched the wall, shaking my head.

I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep, but my head was still killing me, and I'm still upset.

I didn't sleep very well, hardly at all. And when I woke up, I turned the tv on, chewing my lip.

I woke up and silently got up and grabbed my towel and clothes, making my way to the showers.

When she left without a word, I sighed gently, sitting up a bit.

I stayed in the shower for a long time, just thinking. When I got out I dried off and got dressed, then I went back to the dorm.

I smiled at her gently when she came in,"Hey, you..."

I smiled back at her. "Hi." I replied. I did my hair and makeup then I sat at the desk, looking over my homework and making sure everything is correct.

I sighed gently and laid back down on my side of the bed, closing my eyes. It was Saturday, nowhere to go, no where to be.

After I made a few changes to my homework, I looked at the TV and sighed gently.