Childhood Friends Turn Into Sweethearts?

I took a deep breath and rested my face in the crook of his neck. "Okay.." I sat back up and sighed. "You should get some rest... You lost a lot of blood..." I said softly.

"I'm fine.. I just want to be here with you.. you need me right now.. " I said softly, and I rubbed her back gently. She looked stressed and worn out, I felt bad that I was in here, that I was causing more stress..

I shook my head and kissed him softly. "Don't worry about me.. I'm fine." I mumbled against his lips. I sat up and stroked his cheek gently.

I sighed softly, and laid back, smiling at her.. she really was a strong person.. "I worry about you.. I mean.. with everything that's happened.."could said, looking down at my IV.

"I'm worried about you.. You got shot.." I whispered. I smiled and ran my fingers through his soft hair. "It'll all be over soon.."

About a week or so past, and I was now home.. we were anxiously waiting for the call from the doctor with the test results. I was still in slot of pain, But I kept that to myself so that she wouldn't worry.. now that I'm getting better It's about her, about keeping her safe and me being really for her.

I changed his bandages and laid him on the couch, his head on my lap. I stroked his hair gently. "I haven't felt sick.. That's a good sign.. Right?" I asked. I'm honestly terrified.. I'm not ready for a baby..

I looked up at her and nodded. "You would start feeling funny four days after.. and since you've felt fine, You're probably alright.. we can only hope.." I said softly, smiling up at her. "How do you feel now?"

I ran my fingertips across his forehead gently. "Alright.." I replied. I looked at the fire and sighed. "But if I am pregnant.. What would I do? Get an abortion? Live through a regretful pregnancy and give it up to adoption? What do you think?"

I looked up at her, and thought for a moment. "No mafter what you choose, I will support you one hundred percent.. I promise.. " I said, and I sat up slowly, wincing slightly.. I kissed her softly , my hand on her cheek.

I gently rested my hand on his wound, as if to take away the pain and I kissed him back gently. "Thank you.." I whispered after I pulled away. I looked into his loving eyes and smiled, kissing him again.

I smiled softly behind the sift kiss, and I slowly kissed her back, my hand running down her arm and taking her and in mine. I slowly opulled Away from the sweet kiss and I looking into her eyes.. she was so beautiful..

I smiled sweetly at him and kissed his forehead gently. "So.. What now?" I asked when I pulled away.

"Well.. we cou-" I was cut off my my cell phone ringing. It was the doctor.. I picked it up slowly. And handed it to her.. he has the results now. This is when we find out..

((What should the results be?))

(Maybe she is pregnant, But the stress gives her a miscarriage? )

((Good idea!))

I grabbed the phone and listened to the doctor. I hung my head in despair and sighed. "Thank you, doctor.." I hung up and looked up at Paxton, tears in my eyes. "That bastard knocked me up."

I didn't know what to say. She was a mother, But this situation was something I didn't know how to handle.. just one day at a time.. I slowly pulled her into my arms, and I kissed her forehead.. "It will be okay.. I promise.." I said softly..

I buried my face in his chest, tears streaming down my cheeks. "I hope so.." I whispered, my hand going to my stomach.

A couple months went by, we were taking it day by day. She was getting a very slight bump, and the morning sickness was bad for her now.. I got a job, so that I could bring in a little extra money for us both.

I smiled when Paxton came home from work and I kissed him softly. I was so glad that he healed and is there for me.

I kissed her back, by hands softly on her hips. "How do you feel, babe?" I asked softly and I kissed here cheek gently. "You look a bit pale.. maybe ty outsshould lay down.." I said, concerned.

I looked up at him and sighed. "Jack is so lucky that he's in prison.. I would have killed him by now.." I mumbled.

"I would have too.." I said and I took her hand, and led her to the couch. "But really , how do you feel?" I asked and I got her a glass if water, and handed it to her and sat beside her.

I sat with him and sipped my water. "Sick as usual. But.no biggie. How was work?" I asked with a weak smile.

"Well.. the office was very busy, and I had to organize a shitload of files.." I said, rubbing by forehead, the headache from earlier returning slowly just thinking about it. I pulled her into my lap and smiled.

I smiled and wrapped my arms around him, holding him close. "You look exhausted baby.." I whispered.

I chuckled softly, and nodded. "Because I am.." I said. "It's the weekend now, and Monday I have the day off." I said, happy. She looked a little better since she drank the water. My hands rubbed her back slowly, she seemed so stressed and worn out also.

I snuggled into his lap and closed my eyes."maybe you should get some rest Paxton.." I said softly
I suddenly got very sick and I ran to the bathroom to puke in the toilet, sharp pains in my stomach.

I frowned to see her get up, But I slowly followed and when she puked, I held her hair back, my free hand rubbing her back. "You okay?" I asked when she finished. The way she clenched her stomach really concerned me..

I groaned when the pain became intense and I felt like I was going to pass out from the unbearable pain."No.. I'm not.. I need a doctor..."

"Hold on.. I'm calling 911." I said and I took my phone from my pocket and dialed the number quickly. The aambulance was soon on It's way and I held her in my arms. "Baby hold on.. they are almost here.. stay with me.. please" I said, very worried now.

I curled my fingers in his shirt, my face in his neck so I could muffle my screams and cries. "I dont know whats happening! " I said, my voice panicked.

I didn't know what to do.. I was terrified my self.. "It's okay.. it will all be okay.. stay calm honey.." I said, and my voice calm. Then soon enough the medics got her on a stretcher and we were both soon on the ambulance.

They rushed me to the hospital and they tried to figure out what was wrong. They gave me painkillers and the pain slowly went away. The doctor came in a few hours later. "I have bad news.. I'm sorry.. But, you lost the baby.."

I squeezed her hand as the doctor said what needed to be said.. I didn't know what to say.. I just looked at her to sad what emotions she felt.. it was more of an unreadable blank stare..

I stared at the doctor for a moment before I looked down and noticed there was not a baby bump. They already removed it. I closed my eyes and sighed. "When can I go home?" "Whenever you're ready. I'm sorry." He said as he left.

I stood up slowly. "Should we go now then?" I asked.. my voice soft. I kissed her forehead, worried that this would damage her even more.. I mean, it must be hard to not get a little attached to a baby..

I nodded. "Yeah.. Lets go." I whispered, my voice cracking. We went home and I sat on the couch. "I wasn't going to keep the baby.. But.. I got so used to feeling it there.. Like no matter what someone will always be there.."

I sat down beside her, and slowly pulled her in my lap.. I was terrified when waiting in the waiting room, I thought that she wouldn't make it.. ideas glad to have her here in my arms.. "I know that You're feelings empty, and maybe even a little sad.. maybe one day along the road, a few years from now, you and I could have a child of our own..But as of now, we just need to take it day by day, and heal.. I'm here for your and.. I love you..."