Stop and Stare

I chuckled at her gently, shaking my head. Why was she fighting it?

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "What are you chuckling at?" I asked.

"You, my lovely girlfriend,"I said as I ran my fingers through my hair.

"Why?" I asked with a soft chuckle, sparing a glance at her.

"Because I can,"I said, sticking my tongue out at her, looking in the mirror.

"Well then." I smiled and placed a pillow on my face, sighing softly

"Why are you being like this?"I asked, raising an eyebrow as I turned to her.

"Being like what?" I asked, my voice muffled by the pillow.

I grabbed the pillow off her face and sighed,"Like this,"I said, motioning to all of her,"You want to play, and then you act like I'm not trying m hardest to seduce you. It's frustrating."

I frowned and sat up,wrapping my arms around her. "You are seducing me baby... I was just testing myself.. I'm sorry."

I sighed gently and kissed her forehead,"I'm gonna go shower..."

I frowned and held her tighter. "Don't go...."

"I've got to get this stuff of me,"I said, talking about the lotion as I ran my fingers through her hair.

Whyyyy?" I whined, kissing her shoulder gently.

"Because it isn't meant to stay on very long,"I said softly, standing up.

I let her go and nodded. "Okay...."

I gave her a soft smile, walking to the bathroom. The mood was ruined.

I sighed and laid back, placing the pillow back on my face, groaning softly. I am so fucking stupid. So much.

I showered the flavored lotion off and walked back to our room, looking down at her before going into our bathroom.

I pulled the blankets over my head and sighed. I can't believe I ruined the mood.

When I came out I sighed and laid down, resting on my side.

I pulled the blanket off and wrapped an arm around her, spooning her. I kissed her ear gently. "I'm sorry.." I whispered.

I shook my head softly,"It's fine, honey..."

I sighed. "No it's not..." I mumbled. I kissed her shoulder gently.

"There will be more nights,"I said gently, running my thumb over her palm.

I sighed. "I know, bur still. I'm so pissed that I ruined it." I let go of her and laid back on my back.

I turned over so I was facing her,"Luna, honey, don't be upset..."

I turned my head to look at her. "I can't help it.. I feel really bad.."

"Well... don't,"I said gently, sighing as I turned back onto my other side.

I frowned and got up, slipping my shoes on. "I'm gonna go to the library.." I got up and walked out silently.