love, and a lot of hate

" you said it your self had." I said " times up." I shrugged as i looked at my phone. I began to walk away. was he serious. no he couldn't be he cheated on me he was probably lying.

"Just stop.. Dammit, please..." I begged and I grabbed her arm softly. "I said it myself because she told me what happened. I loved you.. please, Brina.. " I begged, I missed her...

" loved. as in past tense. thins changed paxs.... you changed." I said and tried to pull out of his grip my eyes were soft " please let go." I said I called him pax that was my old nick name for him... would he notice that?

I didn't let go. Instead I grabbed her hand. She called me Pax.. "I love you. and people do change, But I haven't, I'm the same Paxton. Please, Brina.. " I said, noticing how her eyes had softened..

" why were you even at that party? none of our friends were there..." I said looking down my fingers begged to me to let me close them around his hand. I sighed " the paz I knew wouldn't have even gotten that drunk..."

"She put stuff in my drink to make me black out, that Pax didn't know what was going on, and what happened , happened when he was blacked out from the stuff she put in it." I said, my eyes begging also, I was hurt, I wanted my girl back. "But.. I'll just go.." I said. "I've said what I've needed to say.." I said and let go if her hand slowly.

I grabed his hand intangling our fingers " you have the rest of this day to make it up to me." I said " by midnight ill decide if I forgive you or not." I said and sighed " this is seriously your last chance. if you screw today up im gone."

I looked at her, smiling widely, I pulled her into my arm, taking in her sweet smell I missed so much.."That's all the Time I need.." I said and I took her hand, and led her out of the mall. "My place? OK?" I asked.

I nodded " sure." I shrugged out from under his arms " you cant just expect thigns to snap back to the way they were.baby steps. treat it like its ur first date." I said and nodded yeah that's how I wanted it. I thought I was anyways. did I want things back the way they were? I wasn't sure but I thought this was a good place to start

Well we were soon enough back at my place. Baby steps? That would be hard.. "How about a movie?" I asked, looking through the ones I had. "And I'll make popcorn and all that good stuff." I said

i shrugged " i don't know its up to you. this is your chance." i said and plopped down on his couch laying down on it. i hadn't been here in so long. i looked up at the ceiling. our first date he kissed me.. would he do that this "date"? i wondered i glanced into the kitchen." do you need help making the pop corn?" i asked softly

I picked a random movie and pressed play, I quickly made the popcorn and headed back into the living room. He handed her the bowl and sat beside her and he smiled at her, happy he had this chance..

i sighed and sat up siting close to him. i put the bowel on his lap softly then took some popcorn. " what movies in?" i asked my mouth full of pop corn i swallowed " sorry..." i told him ot act like this is a first date shouldn't i act like it was too?

I chuckled as she talked with her mouth full. "Done be, and the hangover 2." I said, smiling over at her. God.. I missed her.. could've er just go back to normal?

" oh i love this movie!" i giggled and looked at him. i wanted to snuggle into his arms like i used to during movies but i made the rules i couldn't disobey them.. could i? i glanced at him then shrugged over closer to him softly.

I looked down at her, and noticed her moving closer, I didn't look at her, first date.. "Why.. can't we go back to how things were.. " I said and I looked at her.. god.. I missed her, and I just wanted her back.

" we will..." I said i looked up a him. i grabed his arm and put it around my shoulders softly " hold me?" i asked softly

I looked at her and slowly wrapped my arm around her, pulling her frame close to mine. I smiled slightly. "Like this?" I asked, and I wanted time kiss her so badly.. her lips looked tasty in the light.

I nodded " yes please." I whispered and put my head on his chest watching the movie. the pop corn forgotten about.i glanced at him he was staring at my face " do I have popcorn in my teeth?" I questioned holding in a giggle

"Some on your lip.." I said, and I went for it, end I kissed her slowly, pulling Away, as I sucked gently on her lip.. "Got it..." I said, knowing I would get smacked or something..

i looked at him. " whyd you do that?" i questioned. i watched his eyes.

I grinned. "You had popcorn on your lip.." I said, biting mine softly.

I sighed " your lucky I like you." I giggled and kissed his cheek gently. " im done with the first date stuff." I said

I chuckled, and smiled. "You sure..?" I asked, and I took her hand gently, and kissed the back of it.

I nodded " yes... I think." I laughed and playfully punched his arm " weve missed over half the movie!" I giggled then looked at him. sticking my tongue out

bump

I walked into class. I was late I sighed looking up I saw mr.____ I caught his eyes softly and looked down blushing." sorry im late.." I said and quickly rushed to my seat seting my books on my desk. I watched him stand up from his seat at his desk. mmm he was just all around perfect. his lean body clean shaven face. I sighed thinking about the perfection that was my college english class

(Mr.Stevens)

I stopped my lesson for a moment, and I took the note from her. "See me after class." I said, and I watched her closely as she walked back to her seat.. God.. She was good. The way her hips swayed when she walked. I calmed myself. "Okay class, what are the parts of a sentence?" I asked, silence in the classroom. "Guys, subject, and predicate." I repeated.

(What was her name again?)

(keller sorry)

I watched him teach. I wasn't really paying attention to what he was saying but boy was I paying attention to the way he was saying it. his lips... the way they moved with each word. I let out a deep breat hi hadn't relized I had been holding in. damn.. I was so caught up in his lips I hadn't relized he now was speaking to me. great. " can you repeat the question?" I asked the whole class burst into laughter

I chuckled and shook my head, rubbing my eyes. "Mrs.Keller I asked if you were paying attention, but that answered it." I said, and I walked up to her desk. "Name the 8 parts of speech." I said, looking into her eyes deeply. She was 19, and I was 22. The way she looked at me made me want to grab her face and kiss her right her, right now. I didn't for obvious reasons.

my eyes went wide " ummm uhh. parts of speech... all eight." I said and nodded " verb noun, pronoun, umm adjective, adverb, preposition conjection and the last one is.... ummmm interjection." I said and nodded proud of my self for remembering. I looked into his eyes. he sure was hot. I said and leaned on my hand. I knew I had this dreamy look in my eyes but at the moment I didn't exactly care.

I nodded, quite amazed. I backed away from the desk and I pointed to the white board. "Okay guys, what are all of the conflicts, Johnathan?" I asked a student who was asleep, he jumped up quickly. "Man vs. nature, man vs. Man, man vs.self and then man vs. Society!" He said, then went back to sleep. The whole class laughed and I shook my head, looking at Keller, who was looking at me with dreamy eyes."Class dismissed, Keller, stay after class."

I nodded obediently. stay after class with a hot teacher or go to my next class. I think it was obvious why I was so obedient. after every one had left I packed my stuff back up then walked oer to his desk " so why am I staying after class?" I questioned I smiled at him softly as he walked over to his desk I quickly sneaked a glance at his butt. mmm

"Your third time late in my class this quarter." I said, looking at her, and biting my lip. I had no class for the rest of the day, so I didn't have to worry about getting intterupted. "And what I would normally send them to detention for two hours after school. But. I, not going to do that, only if you accept my offer, coming over to my place after school." I said, crossing my arms, looking her up and down, the bell rang. "I'll write you an excuse note, don't worry."

my eyes widened " yo-you want me.. to co-come over to your place?" I questioned. " yes!!!" I said happily 'I mean umm yeah sure." I smiled softly be cool keller cool not like some crazy psychopath who was in love with her teacher. I sighed " I don't know where you live though." I said looking up into hs eyes I decided to look away from those so I didn't start drooling. I watched my feet instead.

I chuckled and I handed her a card, my number printed on it. "Call me after school, we will work out details." I said and I smiled at her nervous and excited she was. I wrote her an excuse note to her next class. I softly pulled her body to mine, and I moved close to her ear. "Tell no one." I said, then backed up. "See you later, Keller."

keller I blushed " ok.." I whispered through the rest of my clases I could barely concentrate thinking only of how I was going to mr stevens house after school. after what felt like forever finnaly the school day ended. as soon I as I was in my black car I dialed his number counting the rings like I always didwhenever I called someone. one..two... three. he picked up.

"Hey, Keller? Where are you? You could follow me to my place in your car. I'm in the Green mustang." I said, looking around at the cars in the parking lot, my car was kind of hard to miss. I began yo drive, and I noticed a black car following me right away, and I saw it was her. I hung up, and when we got to my large house, I got out of the car, smiling at her as she got out of hers. I walked over to her, and greeted her. I placed my hands on either side of her on her car, and I pressed her to the case softly. "Want some coffee when we get inside?" I asked, biting my lip.

i nodded " yes please mr. stevens..." i said when he moved i followed him to the front door. his house was huge my tiny apartment could fit probably inside his garage alone. i looked up at him " nice house." i whispered. he seemed nervous. he kept biting his lips. why would he be nervous i was just an average girl he was flawless

"Please, call me Paxton.." I said as we walked in. "And thanks, took years to get it." I said, and I took my tie off, and set it on the table. "Do you like sugar or cream in your coffee?" I asked as I walked to the coffee maker and started a new batch. "Please, take a seat on the couch, make yourself at home." I said and I walked back into the living room, sitting beside her