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I sighed and put the towel away, washing my hands. Damn it... I waited for a few minutes, then I went to the bedroom. I got on my knees in front of him and pulled his hands away. "They have nothing against you personally. I promise. It's more against me. They don't want me to screw up and leave them again. They just got me back and after finding out what Dustin used to do to me I don't blame them for feeling that way. It's not you okay?" I kissed his hands gently.
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I looked at her, and nodded. "Youre right.. sorry. I just really hate being compared to him." I said. "Sorry.. im being selfish." I said shaking my head, I took her hand and pulled her onto my lap. I kissed her softly, and looked into her eyes. "I love you, you know that right?" I said softly.
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I nodded and cupped his cheek in my hand. "Of course. And I love you." I said softly, smiling at him sweetly.
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I smiled, and I kissed her nose. "Good.." I said, and I hugged her. I glanced at my phone, seeing I had a few texts, and ten missed calls from Melissa.. shit.
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I glanced down and frowned slightly. "Who is Melissa?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
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I sat her beside me and grabbed my phone, slipping it in my pocket. "No one, its no one." I said, quickly leaving the room. Shit shit shit.
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I frowned and rolled my eyes. "Whatever." I mumbled. I changed clothes and combed my hair out. I made the bed and went to go feed Canada.
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"Listen. You have to stop calling me, this is getting old." I told Melissa on the phone as I was outside. "We are done, okay? We were never together. Im engaged and this needs to stop." I said, raising my voice, I quickly hung up. She wss crazy. We went on one date a week befoew I met Annabelle. she got the idea we were still together, she didntget themessage..
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"That's my pretty girl.." I whispered to Canada as I petted her. I stood up and grabbed my car keys. I walked outside to Jay. "Ready to go shopping?" I asked.
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I looked over at her, and smiled. "Yeah, lets go." I said, and I slipped my phone in my pocket and I kissed her forhead before taking her hand and heading to the car.
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"I'll drive. Since I know where everything is." I said, getting in the drivers side. I drove to the nearest home good store, Kirksland. I love it here.
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I buckled in, and soon we were there. "Lets go shopping." I said, getting out of the car, and taking her hand and heading inside
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I squeezed his hand as we walked through the shop. I saw so many things I loved, and I have the money, but I promised myself I wouldn't go overboard. "Oh, look!" I said. It was a huge painting of music notes and records and stuff. "That could be a cool decoration for the music room. With those curtains." The curtains were white with black music notes.
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I nodded. "Yeah, they would actually look really nice. Huh?" Isaid, and I picked up the picture , and set it in the cart, along with the curtains.
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I loved the way the store always smelled. Like cinnamon. "Do you see anything you like?" I asked, looking over at him.
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"Look at that." I said. Pointing at the jimi hendrix picture across the isle. "This is cool." I said.
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"Ooh 60s." I said with a smile, picking up the picture and putting it on the cart. I also got a few lamps and tablecloths and different kitchen supplies.
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We got A few other things , just to fill some space in the house, I was looking forward to setting it up.
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We bought everything and then we went for ice cream. Once we got home, we began to set stuff up. "That was fun."
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I smiled over at her, and I Nodded, agreeing. "It really was." Isaid, and I finished up my ice cream.
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I finished putting up the curtains and I sat on the couch, exhausted. I closed my eyes and sighed.
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I glanced at my phone. "Fucking a.." I said as I answered , locking the door to the bathroom. "You need to stop.. im done with you, with us. we are done. Actually, we were never going.."
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I was listening behind the door. Who the hell is he talking to? An ex? Why won't he tell me about it? I frowned and shook my head, walking away to the bedroom.
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I hung up, and watched as the texts flowed in. I love you still.. even though youre there cheating on me.A message read, I left my phone as I walked out of the bathroom. I didnt want to tell Annabelle, worry her. Make her jealous. I wanted us happy.
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I flipped through the channels boredly and I looked up as Jay walked in. "About time." I said, picking up my clothes. "I'm gonna go take a shower." I said, walking out. I locked the door and was about to undress when I saw Jay's phone. Should I? I know I should trust him, I DO trust him.. But I need to know. I grabbed his phone and read through his texts. Cheating on her? Who the hell is this girl? I put his phone down and sighed angrily. I got in the bath instead and sat there, looking out the window. It was on the second floor so no one would see me.
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"Oh, okay." I said, watching her. Someone was pissy. I heard her angry sigh after a while and I knocked onthe doorn "Hey, you okay?" I asked through the door.
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"Fine!" I answered grabbing the soap and scrubbing my body furiously, so that my skin turned pink from scrubbing. Next time I will confront him...
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"Dont sound fine." I said, leaning against the door. "Im coming in.." I said, turning the doorknob, seeing it stopped. She never locked the door.
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I smirked to myself after hearing his confused silence. Hah.. Too bad it's locked. I dipped my head under for a moment, then I rose back up, grabbing my shampoo and cleaning my hair.
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I picked at the lock , and opened it. "You never lock the door." I mumbled, leaning against the door.