Cautious Love

A few weeks passed, and Justin and I got closer and closer, pretty much best friends. Both of us haven't slipped up in a while, which was a big acomplishment. I walked into the room, and I looked up to see he wasnt back yet.. hope he was okay.

I was shaking in anger as I clutched my mother's letter in my fist. "Here.." My friend said, slipping me a syringe. I thanked him and went into the bathroom and injected for the first time in a while. In a matter of seconds, I was high and crying. I was so ashamed. I walked into the bedroom, and threw the syringe away, sitting on the floor and covering my face in my hands.

I quickly set my book down, and I knew right away what had happened.. relapse.. I saw him throw the syringe away and I quickly sat by him, and I hugged him. I wasnt angry.. I just needed to know what happened and if he was okay. "Hey.. hey... what happened.." I asked softly, and I rested my head on his shoulder, hoping he would open up..

I silently handed her the letter, my body shaking slightly. The letter said that they had taken all of the money from my account, including my life bonds, and spent it on a trip to Europe. I have nothing now.

I read the letter silently, shocked at what they had done.. what assholes! That was HIS money! I set it down, and I slowly pulled a hand from his face. "Hey.. hon, look at me." I said, he was so high.. his eyes were very dialated.. "You and I.. we can, start a shop. A tattoo shop.. work with me, and you can make money off that with me.. we can fix this, okay?"

I was trembling like crazy, and I looked into her eyes dazedly, nodding slightly. "Yeah.. Okay.." I mumbled.

I knew he was very dazed, and just not thinking all that clearly. I brushed the hair from his eyes, and I helped him up, and to sit on his bed. "Sleep it off, okay?

"Okay.." I mumbled, kissing her cheek before laying down and closing my eyes, trying to fall asleep.

I laid beside him, rubbing his back as he rested. Poor guy.. his parents are sucj bad people. No wonder he is here, its because of them.

I woke up a few hours later, and I smiled when I felt that she was still next to me, though I felt like crap. I turned and looked down at her. "Hey.. Thanks for being there.."

I opened my eyes and I looked over at him. "Hey.. no..problem..." I said, rubbing my tired eyes.

I smiled and tucked a strand of her hair behind he ear. "It's almost dinner time.. Are you hungry?"

I looked at him, and I felt my heart flutter slightly.. "Uhm.. yeah, a little." I said, sitting up, and running my hands through my hair.

I nodded. "Okay." We got up and went down to dinner where they were serving chicken.

After we ate, we headed back to our room. "Hey.. who gave you that needle anywAy? They.. shouldnt be around you."

"Anthony." I answered shortly, going into the bathroom to take a shower. Afterwards, I came out and laid down and took out a magazine.

I nodded, and I looked down at my lap while sitting on my bed. That Anthony can be trouble.. he shouldn't have given him the Heroin.

I noticed how quiet she was, and I frowned, lowering my magazine and looking up at her. "What's wrong?" I asked.

I looked up, smiling slightly, now out of my deep thought. "Oh, nothing." I said, and the look he gave me, I knew he knew I was lying. "Im just a little worried, about you. A relapse like that .. it can change people."

I sighed and looked down. "I know. I'm sorry." I answered, getting up and going to sit with her. "Thanks for worrying."

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There he is (: his name will be Angus.

---------- Post added at 10:10 PM ---------- Previous post was at 10:09 PM ----------

You start? Like where she sees him enter the classroom, and she knows right away its him.

I'm too lazy to put a pic for mine but her name will be Astoria

(alright, )

Want me to start?

(Yeah, if youd like x) )

((Ok))

It was finally senior year! WHOO! My best friend Angus moved away during Freshman year. I was awkward and pimply. But since then, I have blossomed. I have curves, my fiery red hair is long, my breasts were nice, and I have beautiful pale skin with electrifying blue eyes. I look great. I was writing notes when I heard the classroom door open. I looked up, and my jaw dropped. It's Angus, I just know it. It's really him!

I pretty much lost communication with all my friends when we moved. There was no given reason why we moved, but I was back, and that's all that mattered. But, I wasnt the same guy. I was very different, I had more of a grunge like style to me now, metal was all I listened to and I may come off as a hard ass now. But deep deep down in the same. I walked into the classroom, looking down, and I found a seat in the back. I didnt look at the confused faces around me. They knew who I was, and they probably wondered what the fuck happened to the aeropostal wearing popular kid.

I wondered about his new look, and I felt an ache deep inside of me. He changed.. Just like I did. And I don't think he'd remember me.

I looked up eventually at the staring faces, and one caught my eye...Astoria?.. I flashed her a smile, then looked bsck down, it took alot of me to flash that smile and make it look believable. She was beautiful now... very. I always thought she was, but damn.

That smile.. It's the same, but fake this time. He's really nice looking now.. I continued my work, glancing up at him occasionally. When the bell rang, I got up and walked to his desk. "Um.. Hi." I said rather awkwardly.