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It was the night of that festival thing or whatever, and I was so nervous, but excited. My brother and some of his friends were gonna come watch. My mom had a performance somewhere else, and my dad had to work. I sat at my vanity in the bedroom, getting my hair and makeup done. My heart was pounding, and I tried to steady my hand as I put on my eyeliner.
(This is her outfit)
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I started to get ready, I put on black jeans, red vans, a black button down shirt and a red tie. Green day style. I slipped on a black beanie and I tuned my guitar, had to stay focused and driven. I had chemo yesterday, lets see how this goes, and me singing.
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I kissed his cheek when I saw him downstairs. "If it gets too much, just say something. Don't push yourself so hard okay?"
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I looked up at her and nodded. "Wow.. you look so.. beautiful.. " I said, standing and kissing her. "Should we get going now? Get all set up."
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I smiled and nodded. "Thanks." I took his hand and led him outside. I had some small things packed in my car, and George had a large van, so he has most of the equipment. I drove us to the place where the festival was held at, and no one was there, of course. We were there 3 hours early. To set up, to go over the song order, and to rehearse and work with lights and sound.
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After we had gone over all the songs and rehearsed, things looked great, bu that time people were slowly starting to show up. I was ready to blow them away with our music. Rhe guitar solos I put in would definitely get their attention. I looked around at everyone and nodded at them to see when they were ready , I then started the beginning chords, watching as people stopped and watched with curios eyes.
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I felt like I could faint right there. I started to sing the first song. It was a little nervous and shaky at first, but after I got used to it,my singing became stronger and I actually started to enjoy it a lot.
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The next few songs were amazing, and the crowd loved it! It was a great atmosphere, and I was very happy. After a while it came to my song, then we were done. The crowd wanted another song. "Sweet child of mine?" I asked the band
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We all nodded and we launched into the song. After it was over, I was sweating and panting, but so happy. I got off of the stage to get water.
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We all walked off stage, the crowd going crazy, I felt dizzy and very sick, I ran into the bathrooms and puked, and after I felt a little better. I put a handful of mints in my mouth and walked out, being greeted by peoole whp wanted pictures, sk I gladly posed with several people
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I took a few pictures with people, mostly teenage boys. It was adorable though. My brother ran up and picked me up, spinning me around. "That was awesome!"
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I searched and searched for Annabelle. And when I found her I smiled, and hugged her after her brother. "You did great " I said.
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"So did you." I whispered, burying my face in his neck. I kissed his jaw. "How are you feeling?" I asked.
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"I feel okay." I said softly. My head hurt, along with my stomach , I didnt want to kill the happy vibe by saying something.
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I pecked his lips softly. "Okay." I grabbed his hand as we made our way through the crowd. George suddenly ran to us excitedly. "A manager from Aron Records liked us! He wants to talk about a possible record deal!"
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My eyes widened. That company has made a lot of bands big today. "Really? Let's do it!" I said, very excited
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"With caution though." I warned. "Management can fuck up people really bad." I said. My brother brought me a snow cone and I thanked him.
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"This record company got Green Day big, along with The All American Rejects, they have done great." I said, shrugging. "We have to try."
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"I didn't mean career wise.. Social wise." I answered, kissing his cheek. "But yeah, we can try." I said with a smile.
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I shrugged, and nodded. "Its worth a shot, tell him we are in." I nodded to him, smiling.
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George nodded and called him back. I sat on a bench and finished up my snow cone, looking around the crowd.
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"When, will we head home? Im sore all over." I said, looking down , and sitting beside her. Ive been sore all day honestly.
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"Whenever you want." I replied, throwing away my cup. "You hungry?" I asked.
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"Nah." I said, with a shrug. "I did eat this morning though." I added.
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"Good." I answered. I stood up. "Okay, let's go." I drove us home, and then I went to go take a shower.
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I walked inside, and once she was in the shower I made my way to the kitchen, and then.. I blacked out, fainted. Blackness came over me and a tremendous amount of pain
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I got out of the shower soon after and the house was strangely quiet. "Jay?" I called. No answer. I walked to the kitchen and screamed when I saw him laying there. I immediately called the ambulance.
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I woke up in the hospital, I looked around, the room was empty, but I saw Annabelles things on the chair beside me. Why was I here? What happened? I groaned, my body hurt.. my head was killing me. I felt so weak and terrible. I pressed the nurse button and one came running in. "Okay, you've been out for a week, and I'm going to give your some pain meds okay? You have chemo in a little bit.."
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I grabbed his hand, tears in my eyes. "Thank god you're awake.. I thought that you were in a coma..."
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I gave her hand a squeeze, and kissed the back of it. "Hey.. hey, dont cry, please?" I said softly, and I pulled her gently so she was sitting on the bed beside me. "This is just a bump in the road, I will win this. I will be okay.." I said.
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I wiped my tears quickly and nodded, forcing a smile. "I believe you." I whispered, kissing his forehead.
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"I love you.." I said softly. I glanced at the food menu by my bed. "A burger sounds so good right now." I said with a chuckle.
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I smiled. "I love you too. I'll get you a burger." I said, standing up and going to the cafeteria to get him a burger.
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When she came back I smiled. "Thank you.. do you want some of my fries?" I asked , seeing that she didnt get anything.
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I shook my head. "No thank you. I'm not hungry." I replied, sitting next to him.
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I shrugged. "Alright." I said. The next few days were painfull, and hard. But, I was done with chemo, and each day I felt better and better. It was going well
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When he finally got out of the hospital, we took it easy. We mainly laid around and watched movies.
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When the movie finished, I pulled her into my lap. I kissed her softly, something I missed. Her body against mine, our lips locked sweetly.
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I smiled and rested my hands on his shoulders, kissing him back lovingly. God, I missed this...
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Pretty much the whole three months I was on chemo, we hadnt done anything like this, at all. I groaned softly, gripping her hips gently. I was still weak, but I would give it my all.. I loved her, so much. I had to show her.
(What if she gets pregnant? And she finds out a day before the wedding? )