I nodded and looked up at him. "I know.." I whispered. I leaned in and pressed my lips to his, only for a moment, then I pulled away and smiled gently.
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I nodded and looked up at him. "I know.." I whispered. I leaned in and pressed my lips to his, only for a moment, then I pulled away and smiled gently.
I grinned when she pulled away from the sweet kiss. "How do you feel otherwise?' I asked
I shrugged. "I'm fine." I said softly. I rested a hand on his cheek and I stroked it gently. For some reason I feel very... Sentimental?Towards him right now.. I don't want to ever lose him..
"well okay." I said, and I pulled her into my lap, so she was laying sideways, and leaning against my chest. I pulled a thin blanket around us, and turned on a random movie.
I rested against him as we watched the movie. When the movie was over, I looked up at him and sighed. "I love you." I said softly.
I looked down at her, and smiled. "I love you too.." I said softly. The phone rang, and I picked it up, answering. It was the doctor, with results. (What should be wrong with her?)
((I don't know...))
(Well.. I have nothing ._.)
((Me neither..))
(Well.. Okay..)
My eyes widened at what the doctor said.. I dropped the phone, and I looked at October. "C..cancer.." I barley said..
I shook my head. "No. You're lying.... It's not true..." I whispered. I got up and walked to my bedroom. I sunk to the floor and put my hands on my face as I cried. I don't want to die...
I stood, and I followed her, tears filling my eyes as well. When she slumped to the ground, I sat beside her, and pulled her to me. I cried also.. The doctor said she had a trace of cancer in her abdomen, and that they could possibly remove it.. But still.
I wiped away my tears and I pulled away from him and walked to the window, looking out. "I don't want treatment. I hear that's the worst part of having cancer. If I'm going to die... Then I want it peaceful..."
I frowned when she walked away.. "They.. Said that they could remove it.. Its in your abdomen.." I said, my voice dripping with sadness. I was scared.. I couldn't lose another person in my life.
I sighed and turned to look at him. "Something will go wrong with the surgery. I can feel it. I don't want to risk being crippled forever Jake.. It's better this way.." I said softly.
I shook my head, and stood. "I'm not just going to stand around, and watch the girl I truly love, die a long death. When I know something could be dome about it. I honestly can't take the thought of losing you, another person I hold close to my heart." I said, a couple tears rolling down my cheeks.
I walked over and took his hands, walking him over to the bed, sitting him down with me. "There's something you can do Jake..." I whispered. I looked down at our hands and kissed his gently. "You can change me."
I swallowed hard.. I couldn't.. I looked at her, then down.. Could I? "Well.. I.. " this was an awkward position for me. I honestly wouldn't wish that join her to be a vampire.. But if it meant saving her life.. "Okay.." I said.
I stroked his cheek gently and I looked down as some tears fell from my eyes. "Will it hurt?.." I asked softly, truly terrified. But I don't want to grow old while he stays young. There really isn't any choice if he truly doesn't want to lose me.
I looked into her eyes, seeing how scared she was.. I nodded. "Only for about 5 minuets.. Then.. It goes away.." I said, I took her hand and squeezed it, I wiped away her tears with the other hand. "But.. I need you to trust me." I said. My eyes sent bright red, and my skin went pale, and my fangs were not present.
I looked up into his red eyes, fear clearly in my eyes. "I do trust you but.. You never changed anyone before.. Do you.. Know how to?" I asked softly.
"I know how.." I said, I didn't like the fear in her eyes. "Hey.. Please, don't be scared.." I said. "Just tell me when you're ready." I said, wiping another tear away from her.,
I leaned in and kissed him, not caring of his scary appearance. I pulled back and laid back on the bed, closing my eyes. "I'm ready." I said softly.
I sighed, and I hovered over her, my fangs sinking into her neck, I let my venom flow into her neck, and I pulled back. I looked at her. I knew that now, she was in a great deal of pain..
The pain became overwhelming and I knew that I was dying. I screamed and I gripped the sheets tightly, tears streaming down my cheeks. It hurts so bad. My heart started to pound like crazy then finally, it stopped. The pain slowly faded. I could feel fangs poking my lip. I didn't dare open my eyes. What would I see?
I held her in my arms, and she fought against me and yelled.. I hated seeing this.. But when it stopped, I looked at her.. Waiting for her to open her eyes.. "Tober?" I asked softly, touching her cheek.
His voice sounded different, but in a pleasant way. More clear. I slowly opened my eyes and I blinked, looking around. Everything so clear... I slowly sat up and I looked across the room at the mirror. My face was very pale, my hair darker, my eyes red, and I had fangs. I gasped and covered my mouth, looking up at Jake.
I stood, and I followed her. My skin turned normal, now human again. When your hunger was satisfied , you turn human, but when you're thirsty, you're a vampire. "You okay?" I asked. I wanted her to drink from me, so she wasn't dying of thirst
I looked up at him, my eyes wide. "My throat is burning.." I whispered. I sat down on the bed again and looked at my arms and legs. No bruises..
I pulled out my pocket knife. And I slit my wrist. It would heal. "Go ahead." I said, holding my wrist out to her. She looked hesitant.
I looked up at him and I slowly took his wrist in my hand. I brought it to my lips and I drank gently, trying to concentrate on not taking too much from him.
"Don't hesitate, take as much as you need." I said. Honestly, blood loss didn't effect me.
I shook my head. I only took a little and I pulled away, looking away from him. The burning in my throat is still intense. Jake's blood isn't enough..
"Follow me.." I said, taking her hand, and leading her to the bathroom. I opened up under the sink, and I grabbed a blood bag, and I handed it to her. "That will work." I said.
I grimanced at the sight but when I smelled the blood I ripped it open and sucked it dry. I looked in the mirror and my fangs sank in and I looked human. My eyes still a little red though. I look a little different. More attractive..
"You look beautiful.." I said, and I hugged her from behind. Being a vampire helps alot, you appear healthier, and your facial features are more defined because of the pale skin. And you just overall look a little better.
I looked at both of us in the mirror and I smiled gently. "Thanks.." I said softly. I turned my head to look at him over my shoulder and I sighed, kissing his cheek gently.
"I love you.." I said softly. All of that sadness I had, It was gone. It was only us that mattered right now.. "Hey.. For the next week or so, you need to stay indoors, you couldn't stand being around people.
I sighed and nodded. "Okay." I whispered. I turned in his arms and I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Everything is going to be okay now Jake. We won't get sick. We won't have to worry about getting old.. I love you too." I smiled slightly and rested my forehead against his.
I smiled, and I gave her a soft squeeze. "Together forever.." I said softly, kissing her passionately.