Childhood Friends Turn Into Sweethearts?

I sat beside her, and I rubbed her back gently, and kissed her shoulder. I didn't say anything, I just wanted to comfort her the best I could..

I looked over at him and sighed shakily, looking up into his eyes. I laid my head on his shoulder as silent tears ran down my cheeks. How can I ever get over this?

I pulled her into my lap, slowly, and I just had her cry on my shoulder, I rubbed her back gently. "Its okay.." I said gently, barley a whisper..

I finally got up and sighed. "Come on..." We went to my house and I laid down on the couch and pulled him with me. "Jake... Will you just hold me please? Like you used to when we were kids..."

"Yes... Of course.." I sat on the couch, pulling her to me, so her back was to my chest, and my legs stretched past hers, I wrapped my arms around her waist, and I held onto her.. I wanted her to feel safe, and happy..

I closed my eyes as I began to warm up to his body, shivering lightly. "We used to do this all the time... I remember momma walking in and saying how cute it was when we were little... My parents loved you too, you were like the son they never had.."

I smiled at the memory.. I missed doing this with her, its just I've felt she has been pushing me away a little. "Yes.. They were very, very good people.." I said, and I chuckled softly at a memory. "And.. That one time you and I tried to bake cookies, and we just made a huge mess? We were little partners in crime." I said, smiling.

I chuckled and smiled. "Yeah, I remember.. I also remember that when we were 7 we were each other's first kiss.. Then we were grossed out because of cooties." I giggled.

I chuckled once more. "Oh yeah, we were playing house or something.. And that's how we wanted to make cookies." I said, oh memories.. "Good times.. Good times.." I said, giving her a soft squeeze.

I smiled and turned my head to look back at him. "You were always there Jake... I'm so glad that I have you in my life...." I whispered.

I grinned, and I tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "I'm glad to be apart of your life.." I said, my hand going around her waist again. "Do you want to stay in today? Watch a movie.. Play games.."

I nodded. "Yeah.." I turned on my other side so I was facing jake and I snuggled into his chest and kissed his jaw lightly without thinking.

I grinned, feeling her lips brush across my cheek, I wrapped my arms around her again. I liked this.. A lot.

I snuggled into his chest and listened to his steady heartbeat. I can't believe I was ever mad at Jake... He's always been there for me and he was just trying to protect me... "In sorry." I whispered.

"For what?" I asked, she had nothing to be sorry for. I was such a jackass to go about ignoring her the way I did, there should have been another way.

I sighed an shook my head. "You were just trying to protect me and I took it the wrong way..." I whispered.

"Don't worry about it, you're fine, there was other ways to go about it and I sadly chose the wrong way." I said. "But I'm still the same Jake. I promise I will never hurt you like that a again, okay?" I said.

"Okay.." I whispered. I smiled genty and closed my eyes, listening to his heart beat again.

I smiled, and soon I felt her breathing even out, asleep already? I let her rest, and when she woke up, I smiled down at her. "Hello.. Would you like to go to a club later?" I asked.

I blinked and yawned, nodding slowly. "Yeah, sure.." I sat up and rubbed my eyes. "I didn't mean to go to sleep.. I'm gonna go to my house for a while to get dressed and stuff.." I got up and slipped my coat on.

(Okay, so maybe at the club, they get really drunk, and accedentally have sex?)

"Okay, I'll pick you up in a couple hours." I said. And when she left, I started to get ready, I got on my nice jeans, and a button up black shirt. I sprayed my favorite cologne on me, and grabbed my car keys.

((Okay!))

I got dressed in a short, tight red dress with matching heels and I did my makeup and curled my long black hair. I put some perfume on and waited for Jake.

I pulled up in front of her house and honked. This would be fun, right? Just going as friends. This helped us get our mind off things. We just went out and partied.

I walked outside and got in the car, smiling at him. I buckled in my seatbelt and grinned. "You clean up well." I said with a laugh.

I smiled and I drove to the club. We were soon there, and already a little buzzed from some shots. We were grinding on each other, the achohol taking over now.

We did shots and even played beer pong with strangers. I guess you could say we were getting out of hand, but we were too drunk to notice. I wrapped my arms around his neck as we grinded and I kissed his neck gently.

I smiled and I kissed her on the like sloppily, groaning against her lips.. I've wanted to do that for so long,

Brb

I tangled my fingers in his hair deeply and kissed him back roughly as I pressed my body tightly to his.

I groaned against her lips, and I took her hand, leading her to the bar. "Another round.. Please." I told the bartender. He gave us a couple more shots. Then we were ready to go. I called a cab, and we were drove home. When we got inside, I gently pinned her against the wall, missing her gently.

I kissed him back deeply and closed my eyes, moaning softly. I was so drunk that my head kept spinning and everything felt like a dream. The alcohol was taking over our bodies and our minds.