The Knight.

I nodded. "Yeah.."

The next few weeks were brutal . With the chemo, I mean. Ive lost 7 pounds, lost my hair, obviously the band and herfamily knew now. I still tried to stay haopy and upbeat, and no one understood why when I had every reason not to be. Beanies were my new favorite thing, to hide my bald head. I had chemo yesterday, and today was band practice, we started to get music to the new songs I had written up. I took a break from practice for a few moments, just to resolve my headache and take a drink of water.

While the other band members fixed some notes, I played a few chords on the piano and in a kind of dream like way. "You let me down.. I lived through you.." I sang softly. It was a song I wrote, but it's not the type we do so..

I returned, and saw Annabelle, singing quietly to herself, I snuck up behind her and I hugged her softly, kissing her cheek. "You knownn we should use this." I said.

I chuckled and stopped playing, turning to look at him. "It's too soft.. And it's mainly piano." I said, leaning up to kiss him softly.

I smiled, and took her hand. "Every rock group, has a few songs that are slow like this. We could maybe add some acoustic to it. Or light drums.. "

I smiled. "Thanks." I said, smiling at him. I got up and we ran a few other songs. Afterwards, we sat around and ate pizza. "Guys, what do you think of, The Mystic's Dream?" I asked, thinking of a band name.

I wasnt hungry, I knew she would bug me about it. But i looked up at her suggestion for the band name. "I love it."

Everyone else seemed to like it so I was glad. After we ate lunch, I sighed and laid back. "I can't wait till we get this really rolling." I said excitedly

"I can start looking for gigs. What about the county fair?" I asked, it could help us get out there.

I nodded. "That would be cool. We can also play at coffee shops and bars and stuff." I said as I wrote stuff down.

"I can ask around." I said nodding. "This is going to be great.. " I said rubbing my hands together.

We hung out for a while more, then Jason and George finally left.

I sighed, and I laid back onto the couch. Ifelt so weak..

"Are you okay baby?" I asked, leaning down and kissing his forehead.

"Im fine." I said, looking up at her, smiling. "I really am." I assured her.

I nodded. "Okay.. Well I'm going to go to bed." I pecked his lips before I got up and went to our room, crawling into bed.

I took her hand and followed her. I took my beanie off and I looked into the mirror sighing.. "My hair.." I said, rouching my head softly.

"When all this is over, it'll grow back." I reassured him, holding out my hand. "Come to bed." I said softly.

I turned to her, and smiled. "Okay.." I said, and I took my shit off and did a quick outfit change before laying beside her.

I snuggled close to him. "Goodnight.." I whispered, closing my eyes and falling asleep.

"I love you.." I said softly before dozing off. I woke up in the middle of the night, puoing my guts out in the bathroom

I heard him puking and I sighed, getting up to get him water. Poor Jay..

I didnt want her to hear me, when Isaw her come in with water, I sighed. "Sorry.. thanks." I said, taking the water, and drinking it, then brushing my teeth

I rubbed his back. "Just a little longer... You'll get through it.." I whispered.

I nodded. "Yeah." I said. "Lets go back to bed.." I said softly. I took her hand and took her back to bed withme.

The next morning I got up and took a shower, and then I just ate yogurt for breakfast.

I woke in the morning and I slipped a beanie on, and headed downstairs, putting a shirt on in the process.

"Are you hungry babe?" I asked, looking up at him and smiling.

"Yes.. actually." I said. How unusual. "You should have Nova come.over with Canada." I said, im sure I was boring her.

"Maybe.." I said, going into the kitchen. "What would you like?" I asked.

"Its just I feel like ive been boring you. And... can I have Bacon?" I asked. It sounded perfect. And food normally did sound appetizing at all. So this is good..

"I'm not bored. Just worried." I reassured, getting a pan and putting bacon into it. I fixed him a plate and handed it to him. "Here you go babe."

"I know ill be okay." I said, looking up at her. Will I? I smiled once she gave me the plate of bacon. "Thank you." I said, taking a bite. Heaven onearth.

"You're welcome." I answered. I sat next to him. "Do you have chemo today?" I asked.

I Looked up and shook my head. "No, just on Mondays." I said, soon finishing up. "That should take care of the seven pounds I lost. " I said , smiling.

I smiled. "Good." I replied. "So what would you like to do today?" I asked.

I thought for a moment, biting my lip. "How about.. we go have a snowball fight." I said, the snow was perfrct for one.

I chuckled. I was not expecting him to say that. "Seriously?"

I chuckled. "Do I look like I'm kidding?" I said with a smile.