The Help

I closed my eyes and kissed him back for a few moments, before pulling away. "I do love you, you know.."

I looked back down and I nodded. "Yeah. I know." I said, looking down at our hands.

I gently brushed his hair from his eyes. "The time will come. Okay?" She kissed his cheek and then tugged him with her.

"We.. dont have too." I said gently after we walked for a little while.

I looked up at him. "I want to." I answered, looking up at the clouds as we walked,

I sighed, and nodded. I didnt say anything after, I just wanted to leave the topic alone. We made our way back to our large apartment and I sat on the couch, glad to get the fresh air.

By his body language, I could tell that he probably didn't want to talk to me for a bit, so I went up and took a shower.

It was mainly very awkward now between us. I was just condused mostly, but then hurt.. I had all of these emotions inside of me.

After my shower, I sat on the bed and brushed through my hair. Why is it so hard to be happy?

I sighed and went up to the bedroom, seeing her there. "Hey.. can.. we forget about what happened? Go back to normal."

I looked up at him and I set my brush to the side. "Yeah, of course."

I sighed, and I nodded. "Okay.." I said , and I sat beside her and gave her hand a squeeze.

I squeezed his hand back and rested my head on his shoulder, glancing out the window.

I slowly pulled her into my lap, and kissed her sweetly. I still felt bad in a way..

I closed my eyes and kissed him back slowly, a hand curling in his hair. I've missed this closeness.

I wrapped my arms around her waist , just holding her to me.. apreciating that she is still here, and not gone..

When I needed to catch my breath, I pulled back and buried my face in the crook of his neck.

I gently ran my fingers through her hair when her face was burried in my neck. It calmed me.. eased me of my little anxiety I had left. I was still thankful I have someone to hold. "Know when Jacob and Sydney will get here yet?"

"Mhmm... Tomorrow night." I answered softly, my fingers curling in his shirt in my fist.

"We will have to do something when they come. Something fun." I said, rubbing sweet circles in her back lovingly.

I nodded. "Yes.." I answered, kissing his neck lovingly.

I sighed softly and I rubbed her thighs mindlessly. "Hey.. I love you.."

I smiled and kissed his neck once more. "I love you too."

The way her soft lips felt on my neck made me shiver. I couldn't help but groan softly

I smiled and glanced up at him. "What was that?" I asked, and I nibbled on his skin softly.

"Nothing.." I said gently, chuckling, Holding another groan back.

I giggled and gently began to suckle on his neck, determined to make him make the sweet sound again.

I groaned softly again, feeling her lips curve into a smil against my skin. I knew she wanted me to make that noise again.. I sloely squeezed her thighs, and massaged them a little

I looked up into his eyes and I connected our lips passionately, my hands resting on his shoulders.

I kissed her slowly, lovingly.. I continued to rub her thighs, then I ran my hands up to her sides, running them up and down