Stop and Stare

I sighed gently and kissed her forehead,"I'm gonna go shower..."

I frowned and held her tighter. "Don't go...."

"I've got to get this stuff of me,"I said, talking about the lotion as I ran my fingers through her hair.

Whyyyy?" I whined, kissing her shoulder gently.

"Because it isn't meant to stay on very long,"I said softly, standing up.

I let her go and nodded. "Okay...."

I gave her a soft smile, walking to the bathroom. The mood was ruined.

I sighed and laid back, placing the pillow back on my face, groaning softly. I am so fucking stupid. So much.

I showered the flavored lotion off and walked back to our room, looking down at her before going into our bathroom.

I pulled the blankets over my head and sighed. I can't believe I ruined the mood.

When I came out I sighed and laid down, resting on my side.

I pulled the blanket off and wrapped an arm around her, spooning her. I kissed her ear gently. "I'm sorry.." I whispered.

I shook my head softly,"It's fine, honey..."

I sighed. "No it's not..." I mumbled. I kissed her shoulder gently.

"There will be more nights,"I said gently, running my thumb over her palm.

I sighed. "I know, bur still. I'm so pissed that I ruined it." I let go of her and laid back on my back.

I turned over so I was facing her,"Luna, honey, don't be upset..."

I turned my head to look at her. "I can't help it.. I feel really bad.."

"Well... don't,"I said gently, sighing as I turned back onto my other side.

I frowned and got up, slipping my shoes on. "I'm gonna go to the library.." I got up and walked out silently.

I sat up, watching her go. I shook my head lightly and laid back, falling asleep. I had class in the morning.

I just sat in the library and read for a long time, then I got shower and went back to the dorm, crawling in bed silently and falling asleep.

In the morning, I kissed her cheek before going to the gym. After my workout I went to class, starting off my day.

I went to school later in the day and was in a bad mood all day. I walked into the dorm at 8, yawning as I changed clothes.

"Hey honey,"I said, looking up from my homework for a moment.

I looked up as I pulled my shirt on. "Hi babe. How was your day?" I asked.

"Tiresome,"I said, yawning gently,"What about yours?"

I shrugged. "Pretty much the same." I replied. I laid in bed and looked up at the ceiling.

I looked at her over my shoulder for a moment before going back to my homework.

I turned on the TV and turned the volume to low so that it wouldn't bother Broady's concentration.

I looked at her and smiled softly,"You can turn it up, I'm used to working with a lot of noise..."

I shook my head. "No its okay babe. I can hear just fine." I said softly.

I nodded gently, sighing as I went back to my work.

After a while I started to get cold so I snuggled tighter in my blankets.

I got up and laid down, snuggling up to her softly, holding her close.

I wrapped my arms around her and buried my face in the crook of her neck.

"Are you still upset?"I asked, raising an eyebrow.

I sighed. "A little.. Not as bad" I whispered back.

I kissed her gently, sighing as I rubbed her back.

I closed my eyes and kissed her back, tightening my arms around her.