Childhood Friends Turn Into Sweethearts?

"Yes.. I'm sorry.. Maybe you could stay sometime next week when I'm feeling better.." I couched, making it sound like I was getting sick. "I'm okay though." I said, my fangs came in, and my skim turned cold and pale..

I sighed softly. "Alright.. Feel better..." I turned and went to the couch and grabbed my jacket. I slipped it on and walked out, walking back towards my house.

I felt bad.. Awful.. I would have to ignore her until I felt better.. I packed some stuff, and my phone, and I grabbed a stack of ,money, and I left a note on the door. Sorry.. was all it said, and I headed to the nearest hotel, and I stayed there for a couple of days, every day worrying about October..

When I read the note on his door, I rose an eyebrow. I knocked on the door. Nothing. I grabbed my phone and texted him. 'What the hell is going on?' I sent.

I got the text, but I didn't reply.. Guilt hitting me like a slap to the face.. My thirst was getting better, and around people I was used to it now, maybe this would be a piece of cake.. After another week or so, I'll go home.,

I tried to contact him every day, but he never answered. I started to get really worried and depression hit me harder than ever. I stayed home, and cut. My best friend is supposed to be there for me, but he just left without talking to me...

A week had passed, and I thought I had gotten much better, a lady cut her finger when she broke a glass,amend it didn't phase me. I headed back home, and I saw the note was gone. October.. I walked in, and closed the door behind me, I had to go over , and tell her.. I grabbed ,y var keys again, and drover to her house. I knocked on the door, waiting anxiously..

I heard a knock and I got up and slipped my jacket on. I walked to the door and opened it, looking up at Jake. I stared at him for a moment before I rolled my eyes and slammed the door in his face.

"October.. please.." I said, and the door was slammed in my face. I didn't hear the door lock, so I opened it slowly, and stepped in. "Please.. Let me explain myself.. Just let me.." I said, her blood scent hit me, but didn't phase me.. I was scared to see how much she had cut though.. I looked into her eyes as they started to water. "please.."

"Get out of my house, you asshole. You can't just leave without saying anything and then just expect to waltz right back into my life whenever you want!" I turned and walked away from him, going to my room and laying down on my side.

You Asshole. those words repeated a few times. "October, I'm Sorryy.. Just let me explain.." When she walked away, I groaned, and I just left, smelling the door, I felt awful.. But I honestly knew what I did was right, I was protecting her! I was a fucking monster now, I just wanted her safe as I got used to what I was..

After he left I just broke down crying and I wrapped my arms around myself. I can't just forgive him.. Best friends don't do that to each other.. They just don't.

(Wtf, I just noticed my typo, haha instead of slamming the door, I put "smelling the door" my bad, hahaha. )

I was sitting on the porch steps still.. I couldnt find a way to walk away from this.. I decided to walk back inside, prepared to have every curse word thrown at me, I walked to her room, and leaned in the doorway. "Tober... Can I just talk?" I asked. I saw the anger, and hurt in her eyes. She probably would never forgive me..

"Don't Tober me.." I spat, glaring up at him. I turned my back to him. "What the hell happened to you? You left a stupid note just saying Sorry? You couldn't even call me to say bye?! That was a bitch move right there."

"I know.. I know.. I fell awful.. Okay? The reason why I did what I did.. Was.." I began, rubbing my face. "I got turned into a.. Vampire.. Your blood was too strong for me to handle, so.. To protect you I had to go away for a little, and get used to the monster I am.." I said. She would probably still call me an asshole, and tell me to get the fuck out. I waited for her answer, my eyes watering slightly..

I sighed and sat up, looking over at him. "Bullshit. Get the fuck out Jake. Just leave me alone!" I threw a pillow at him, my voice hard and my eyes unforgiving.

Called it. "Explain this." I said, I've figure out how to change back and forth from vampire to human. My skin went pale, my eyes bright red, and my fangs going in. "But fine.. I'll leave!" I said, heading out, closing her door, and then slamming the front one. I really couldn't do much now.. I started to hear down the road, frustration boiling in my veins.

I stared after him, then I got up quickly and locked all of the doors and windows. I can't be around that! I laid in bed, terrified. What just happened? I began to cry. I can't be around him anymore.. Ever.

I felt like my whole life was turned upside down, I had absolutely no one, my best friend hated me and thought I was some sort of killer, and I was so lost and alone right now. The days passed solely, and very, very painfully. I waited for texts, calls, anything! I was desperate.. I've gone into a major depression, something I will probably never recover from.

A few weeks later I decided to get dressed and go to the park. It was snowing and I walked to the park and sat down on the bench. I had huge bags under my eyes and I just didn't look as bright and healthy.

I was walking down a path, snow was everywhere, I looked up, seeing someone on a bench, I stopped. And took a couple steps back, realizing it was October.. Our eyes caught each others gaze for a moment, and I turned, and walked back the way I came. She thinks I'm a monster. She never wants to see me again, she hates me.. I'm an asshole.. I scolded myself.

I watched him walk away and I couldn't say anything. Nothing. I was speechless. I choked back the tears that threatened to fall and I wrapped my coat tighter around myself. I sighed and stood up, walking the opposite direction.

I was ashamed, and being pushed over the edge, I looked back, seeing her get up and walk away. She was scared of me. "I miss you, Tober.." I said quietly, watching her walk away. I knew there was nothing I could do now to save our friendship.. It was gone, and there was no way I knew to fix it.. I hated hurting people.. I already hated what I was, and to have people scared of me.. Made me feel dreadful. I wanted to end it.. I mean, she would be happy right? One less jackass in her life.

I walked to my house and changed into pajamas. I collapsed on the floor and cried my eyes out. Why did I have to see him? His pained expression? The sadness that passed between us? He thinks I hate him... But it's exactly the opposite.

When I got home, I sat on the couch, and stared at my phone.. I wanted to text her, but what would I send? I grabbed it, and I typed what I felt was right. "Hey, Tober.. Can we please talk things out? If you want to, meet me here in a few.. If not, I understand." I sent, eyeing my phone, it felt like years and years waiting for a reply..

I looked down at my phone and sighed. 'Fine." I sent. I turned my phone off after that and I got up and got my coat, walking in the snow to his apartment and I slowly knocked on the door, taking a step back. I looked down the hallway. Maybe I should just run?.. No. I have to do this.

My heart jumped in my throat when I heard a knock.. I stood, and I answered it. I was in my human form now, so.. I hoped that I wouldn't scare her.. I looked at her, guilt clear on my face still. "Come in.." I said, stepping aside for her, when she, very hesitantly, did so. I closed the for. "I just want to start off by saying I am sorry for ignoring you.. But.. I had a good reason, I wanted you safe.. " I began. Myt eyes began to water, but no tears fell. "I miss you.. I want you in my life again, and experiencing you without being apart of it, I feel lost, and alone.." I said, sincereness I'm my voice..

I looked up at him, tears in my eyes as well. "I-I.." My voice was hoarse so I cleared my throat. "I don't know what to do Jake.." I whispered. I sat down on the floor, my legs feeling weak. I miss him too, but we can never be the same again..

"Hey.. Hey.." I said I'm a soft voice. I knelt beside, her, and I touched her cheek softly, catching a tear, and wiping it away. "Look at me.. I am still the same Jake.. The same Jake you played tag with in kindergarten, the same Jake who was here for you when your parents died.. I'm sorry that I scared you the way I did with our last confrontation.. You're someone I need in my life.." I said, my heart was pounding, and I felt my face burn a little. I was that nervous

I looked up into his eyes and saw his eyes water as well. I gently placed a hand on his cheek also and closed my eyes, sighing softly. "No matter what we can't fix the damage Jake.. We can never be how we were..." I whispered, my voice cracking.