The Knight.

"Well, I did now." I answered, rinsing out my hair. I'm just trying to take a peaceful bath..

"Okay.." I said, walking out, closing the door behind me. Glad shes doing just dandy..

I sighed and slapped my hand over my eyes, leaning back. God I'm so aggravated. I got out and put a robe on. I grabbed his phone and walked out, finding him in the living room. "You left this." I said, handing it to him before turning around and going to our bedroom.

"Now hold on." I said, standing. "Did you read my messages?" I asked, a bit angrily, following

I took my robe off and began to change. "Yes, I did." I said calmly. No need to lie. I turned around and grabbed my brush. "So?"

"Why exactly?" I asked, crossing my arms. "I thought you trusted me." I said.

I ran my brush through my hair. "I do trust you." I sighed. "You keep running off and hiding to talk to someone, and I heard you talking in the bathroom, and you wouldn't tell me. It sounded suspicious so I looked." I said with a shrug. It's honestly not a big deal.

I sighed, and ran my hand through my hair. "You could have just talked to me." I said. My phone rang again. "Here. Its my Mom. Answer it if you want." I said, throwing it on the bed before walking out of the room.

I just let the phone ring. I sighed and shook my head, sitting on the bed. Funny.. Cuz I tried to talk to him but he said,"It's no one." He doesn't have to be an ass about it. He'll get over it.

I guess I was under a bit of stress, I mean, we had a wedding coming up, and we were going to tell her family about the engagement. What if they didnt like it? Just sguff like that was on my mind. I know I over reacted up there, I just had to get my head together and go apologize soon.

I went downstairs and went to the kitchen. I made some burgers and waffle fries for lunch.

I walked into the kitchen, hugging her from behind. "Im sorry." I said softly, kissing her neck. "I just thought that you would accuse me of cheating if I told you about Melissa." I said softly.

I sighed as I flipped a burger. "Well obviously I wouldn't consider it cheating if you told me she was your ex, now would I?" I turned to look at him.

"I. . Wasn't sure if youd believe me. Seeing how much shes called and texted." I said, looking up into her eyes. "I really didnt mean for it to come off the way it did."

I sighed and pecked his lips. "It's okay." I finished the burgers and fries and handed him a plate.

I smiled and took the plate, I kissed her cheek. "Thanks.. love you." I said before heading over to the bar onthe other side of the counter where she was. I took a seat, and watched her. She was so beautiful . My soon to be wife.

I made myself a plate and I glanced up at him. "What are you staring at?" I asked with a chuckle, setting my plate on the counter and leaning against it, facing him.

"My beautiful Fiancè." I said, raising an eyebrow. I took a bit of my burger. Wow.. amazing.. "This is great.." I said , glancing up at her.

I smiled warmly at him. "Thank you." I answered, taking a bite. After I was done, I cleaned up and sat on the couch to watch TV.

I looked down at my phone. Seeing I had a missed call from the doctor. Odd. I called back. "Jay Armstrong? We have some bad news. It turns out the reason behind you not being able to have kids is because it looks like youve been showing signs of prostate cancer. We caught it early, and it can be treated." I was frozen. Cancer? I dropped my phone, and I watched as the screen shattered and the screen went black. Panic. .. panic attack. My inhaler.

I saw that he started to hyperventilate, so I ran to the bedroom and retrieved his inhaler. I ran back to him and gave it to him. I rubbed his back gently. "Baby, what happened?" I asked, panicked.

I quickly took three puffs, and I looked up at her. "I have prostate cancer." I said, looking down. "They caught it early, so.. I could be okay.. thats only if I start chemo this week."

I put my hands over my mouth, shaking my head. "No..." I hugged him tightly. "Oh god no..." I whispered.

I hugged her tightly. "Its okay.. I will be fine.. I can start chemo as early as tomorrow.." I said, kissing her neck softly. "And I promise you, we will still have our wedding after all of this.."

I bit my lip, trying not to cry. I can't be selfish.. If anyone should cry, it's him... I kissed the top of his head. "I love you Jay.. So much.." I whispered.

"I love you too.." I said.. "listen to me.. I dont want anyone to know for a while.. I want to pretend I don't have it.. I want it ro be normal.. we are doing so well right now, we cant let this bring us down.."

I nodded. "Okay.." I whispered. I picked up his broken phone. "You might need a new one..."

I nodded.. "I needed a new number anyway.." Isaid softly. "Ill pick up a new one after my appointment tomorrow." I said.

I nodded. "Okay.." I whispered. I pecked his lips. "Do you still wanna do the band?" I asked.

I nodded. "Of course." I said, leaning against the counter. This was crazy, way to crazy.

"Anything I can do for you?" I asked, running my fingers through his hair. I feel so bad for him..

I shook my head. I took her hand, and looked her in the eyes. "I need you.. to stay by my side, and stay strong dor.me.. "

I blinked hard and slowly nodded. "Yeah, of course.." I said a little shakily, squeezing his hand.

"Come on.." I said, taking her hand and walking to the couch, I grabbed some blankets and I sat down, putting my feet up on the footrest, and I pulld her into my lap, wrapping us both up. "You can cry.. okay? Crying is okay.." ibsaid, I knew she was holding it in.

I shook my head and buried my face in the crook of his neck. "No.. I promised myself I wouldn't.." I whispered, holding him tightly. What if I lost him? I'd just die..

I sighed, and I just held her close to me, cuddling with her. "Okay.." I said. I rubbed her back softly, I was so drained, si done.. but I wanted to keeo going, fight through it. For her.

We were silent, but it was comfortable. I could sense he was dozing off, so I got off of him and kissed his forehead. "You can sleep babe.."

Ihad let my eyes close, just for what felt like a moment, then it turned into dream land . I felt the covers come over me again, and I just kept sleeping.. it was peaceful.. ibwas nervous for tomorrow.

I cleaned the house for a while, and then I went to go take a nap as well.

I woke up after a while, wondering where Annabelle was, I stood, and looked around, seeing she was in bed. I smiled, and I quietly walked in, and covered her up,and then headed out. I called my mom and told her about the news