Childhood Friends Turn Into Sweethearts?

I jumped up as she yelled. I was.. Naked? And my head hurt so bad.. I looked on the ground, seeing a used condom and I looked at October. "Well fuck.." I said, quickly getting dressed. "Did we?.."

"I don't know..." I said, my voice audible. I got dressed and I rubbed my temples. "We.. Couldn't have..." I whispered. I ran to the bathroom and I threw up, puking out everything from last night. I brushed my teeth and then took some pain medicine. This couldn't have happened...

"We did.. Im sore, there is a used condom on the ground, and we woke up naked.." I said, rubbing my head. I grabbed some tosses and cleaned up a little, picking up the condom with a tissue. Gross. I wish would have remembered last night though..

"I don't remember a thing..." I whispered. I grimaced at the sheets and I ripped them off the bed and put them in the washer. "I can't believe this..."

"We were drunk.. We didn't know what was going on." I said. "At least we use protection.." I mumbled, running the back of my neck. I felt.. Awkward now..

"I-I have to go..." I whispered. I grabbed my stuff and shuffled out of the room, going outside. The sun hurt my eyes and I sheilded them as I walked.

The deadly silence between us lasted for a few days, I hated it.. I texted her, called her.. Nothing. Now I knew what it was like to be ignored. I mean.. I didn't mean to do what I did, we were black out drunk..

I kept taking a lot of showers, trying to wipe the feeling off. I felt disgusting and trashy. It's not him.. It's just that it happened that way. it makes me feel horrible. I sat in my living room and ate popcorn as I watched non romantic movies with no chance of sex in it.

Well, at least it was me, and not some rapist with aids. Think of it that way. I called her one more time, a little frustrated at this point.. I really was.

I jumped as my phone rang and I looked at the caller ID. Jake, again.. I sighed and answered it. "Hello?.." I mumbled.

"Finally." I said through the phone. "Are you okay? I've been worried sick." I said, clearly meaning what I said by the tone of my voice. I knew how she felt now when I had ignored her, its not fun.

I sighed and laid back, rubbing my head. "I'm fine." I mumbled, not really wanting to talk to him. It's just so awkward now.. I had sex with my best friend. It's crazy and I wish I had never gone to the club.

I sighed, the tone of her voice was annoyed, and it sounded as if she wanted nothing to do with me, so without a word I just hung up, and I grabbed my var keys, and I remembered it was at the club, well shit,

I frowned when he hung up and I sighed, putting my phone away. I already missed him, and it reminded me of our last separation. But I can't bring myself to go see him........ Will our relationship ever get out of the awkward zone?

I called the flower shop down the road, and sent flowers to her house, the card saying "movie night tonight?" The lady said that she would drive them over immediately. I thanked her, and hung up.

When I heard a knock on my door, I looked out the peep hole. A random lady? I opened the door and she handed me flowers. I looked at the card and sighed. I thanked the lady and closed the door and sat down. Do I want to go?...

It was later now, I had popcorn and everything ready. Hopefully we could just move on about our lives and forget what happened. I would never mention it again. It seemed as if she was disgusted with me though, and embarrassed.. Was I really that bad?

I went to his house in comfortable clothes and my hair in a ponytail and we talked a little bit, still pretty awkward. Then we decided to sit on the couch and put a movie on. I shifted uncomfortably as I looked at the screen.

I was trying desperately to fix things, but I was always a fuck up. Thinking about this, I got up, and walked into the hallway. Leaning against the wall, my head in my hands. I wanted to fix things, I wanted everything normal.. Nothing would ever be the same, it was always my fault, my doing.. I stood there, guilt hovering over me like a raincloud..

When he didn't come back in, I got up and walked into the hallway, frowning when I saw him standing there, looking at the floor. "Are you okay?.." I asked softly.

I didnt look at her.. I just shook my head. "I'm awful.. I've ruined everything. And there is no fixing it." I said, and I turned my head away from her. "Im sorry I'm such a fuck up, Tober.." I said. 'You're an asshole!' The words she said a couple weeks ago stinging once more as I thought of them.

His words and the way he said them stung my heart and I sighed, walking over and hugged him, his back against the wall. I closed my eyes as I tightened my hug. "Don't say that.. It takes two people to have sex after all.. You're not a fuck up, okay?.."

I hesitantly wrapped my arms around her, pulling her body to mine, my face going in the crook of her neck. I just wanted things the way they were before.. "It was my idea to go clubbing.." I mumbled, still taking the guilt for it.. I ran my nose against her skin, just glad I had her in my arms..

I squeezed him tightly and closed my eyes, smiling at the smell of his cologne. "It's not like you knew we were going to get stupid drunk.. Stop blaming yourself...." I whispered. It was dark in the hallway and we could hear the faint sound of the movie still playing.

My hands were still on her waist as I pulled away just enough to look into her eyes. I could see her looking up at me in the dim lighting. I looked down at her lips.. I wanted to kiss her, I wanted to know what it felt like ; sober.

I looked up into his eyes and I could tell what he was thinking. And I was thinking the same thing. Just then I realized how attractive he really is. It's like my eyes just opened and I'm seeing him more than I've ever had. He's not the little boy in my memories, he's a man. I leaned up and gently pressed my lips to his.

I was a little stunned as she pressed her lips to mine. I kissed her back warmly, my hand moving to the side of her neck, my thumb moving slowly in a relaxing motion. My other hand pulling her to me more firmly..

I let out a soft sigh as my body began to relax against him and I kissed him a little deeper, just enjoying the sweet kiss. I placed my hands on his chest and I closed my eyes, smiling slightly.

The kiss grew a little more passionate, and my tongue hesitantly ran along her bottom lip, practically begging for entrance. When she let me I pressed my tongue to hers softly, massaging it gently with mine. I groaned softly..

I groaned as well and I reached my hands up to tangle in his hair as the kiss became a little heated. It surprisingly felt so right...

I smiled slightly as she groaned in return, and my hand moved lower, running over her rear gently, I squeezed lightly, and I kissed her more passionately our our tongues exploring each other, eager for one another..

I shivered at his soft touch and I pressed my body more firmly to his and I tugged at his hair gently. "Mmm...."

I kissed down her neck slowly, our lips making a light pop sound when becoming separate. I kisses her neck softly, it felt familiar, but new at the same time. I groaned against her skin, letting my hot breath go down her neck.

The feeling felt familiar, but it also felt new. I guess he's thinking the same thing. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes, sighing softly. If we do end up going all the way tonight, to me, that will be our first time together. Not the bar.

I picked her up, wrapping her legs around my waist, and walking to my bedroom. I laid her on the bed swiftly, and I hovered over her, and I kissed her once more, my hand gently going under her shirt, tracing circles around her stomach.

He's so gentle, it's amazing... I kissed him gently as I ran my hands up his back to lightly tangle in his hair once more. The world seemed to disappear. It's just me and him.

A few more moments into the lustful kisses my hand went lower and lower, slipping under her shorts, my hand massaging her softly and sweetly through the fabric of her underwear. I smiled slightly when her moans escaped from our lips, I kissed her neck, sucking lightly, my hardness poking her in the upper thigh already

I slowly bucked my hips against his hand and I leaned my head back, moaning softly. I reached my hand down as well and gently rubbed his hardness through his pants.

I moved my fingertip a little faster, loving as her hips moved against my hand.. I groaned as she rubbed me through my jeans. I took my shirt off, and hers also. I undid her pants, along with mine. I kissed between her breasts sweetly. Licking along the edge of her bra.. I was hungry for her. I kissed her once more, my teeth taking her bottom lip softly and tugging playfully,

I wiggled out of my shorts so I was just in my panties and I tossed them to the side. I did the same for him and I rubbed him through his boxers. I kissed him lustfully, hungry for him, desperate for his touch.