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"She's not stupid. It's just her instinct. Plus, she's still a puppy, she doesn't know any better." I spanked Canada, but not hard enough for it to be considered animal abuse. I picked her up and kissed the top of her furry head. "Silly girl, you could have died!" I had tears running down my cheeks. "Thank god you're safe.."
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"Stupid instincts.." I mumbled and I walked them back to the car and drove back. I was so out of breath still, I was really out of shape if I was breathing this heavily.
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I scratched her ears affectionately, kissing her and telling her how much I love her. I would've been so heartbroken if something would have happened to her. When we got home, I wiped my tears and took her inside, feeding her.
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"Youre welcome." I said, heading into the kitchen and getting a glass of water. I was glad ahe was okay, but wow, that was just way to close. Im always goinf to.use a leash for now on when taking her out.
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After feeding her, I let her out into the fenced backyard. I walked to the kitchen and wrapped my arms around Jay from behind. I kissed his cheek. "Thank you. Are you okay?" I asked.
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"Yeah.. I have asthma, so its taking me a little to recuperate. And wow. She is a really fast runner..".I said, with a chuckle, and I kissed her softly. "I was going to get her no matter what though."
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I smiled and kissed him back. "You're so sweet." I whispered. I hugged him gently. "Do you need an inhaler?" I asked, looking up worriedly into his eyes.
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"I dont kn-" I began, but was cut off by me coughing, I covered my mouth, and I could feel my throat tighten. It was suddenly hard to breathe. Shit. Last I had one of these was 3rd grade. I couldn't talk, and I fell to my knees, trying to desperately get ny phone out, I did and handed it to her, hoping she got the hint.
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I grabbed his phone and frantically called 911. "This is Annabelle Parker, my boyfriend is having a severe asthma attack. Please hurry." I gave them my address and hung up, kneeling down next to him. I had no idea what to do. "Don't worry baby they're coming..."
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The coughing dyopped, and my airway was almosg completely blocked off by now, I felt ill, light headed, dizzy, I took her hand.and squeezed it. I tried to stay calm but that is virtually impossible. I watched as the paramedics walked in, and quickly got an oxygen mask on me, and I felt a sharp pinch in my arm. And my airway slowly began to open up again. My god.. that was scary. Things became clear and I looked at at the paramedic. "Are you breathing okay Sir?" I nodded, and she pulled an inhaler from her medical bag and handed it to Annabelle. "Hes stable now, and if he starts to cough like before, make sure he takes three puffs of that okay? Since he is stable, he dont have to come back with us." She checked a few more things , and they soon left, I stayed there sitting on the kitchen floor, sitting.against the wall. "God.. I hate that.." I said, my voice cracking and raspy.
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I got him a glass of water and handed it to him. "I'm sorry I couldn't help you.." I whispered, my eyes still wide from shock. I sat down on the floor next to him and placed my hand on his knee. "Today is a scary day.. I'm the only one in this house who hasn't had a near death experience today." I said with a small smile, squeezing his knee affectionately.
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I smiled and took a drink, it feeling amazing on my throat. "You did help, you called them. Im glad she gave me another inhaler. The last attack I had was 3rd grade, also the last time I had an inhaler." I said.
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"Well, I'm glad you're okay baby." I said, kissing his cheek. I rested my head on his shoulder and we just sat there, listening as it began to rain. I got up and let Canada inside.
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I was exhausted, and I slowly stood and walked to the living room and sat on the couch and put my feet up on the foot rest, and I took a deep breath and let it out. Thess are hard to get over. At least a couple hours.
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I sat next to him and watched him, concerned. "Get some rest baby.. I'll watch after you." I said, kissing his forehead.
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I felt bad, she shouldn't be under as much stress as she has been. It was just a bad coincidence that this had to happen today. I nodded and I grabbed the afgan on the side of the couch and covered up, and closed my eyes. Lungs still burned.
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I let him rest his head on my lap, my fingers running through his hair. I sang to him softly, looking out the window. The only sound was our breathing, my singing, and the sound of the rain hitting the windows.
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She really was a beautiful singer, and it helped me relax and take a nice hour nap or so. I opened my eyes, feeling much much better. I looked up at her and smiled. "Your voice. I swear.. so beautiful.." I said.
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I looked down at him and smiled. "Thank you.. I used to be really big into music before I met Dustin.. I was even going to audition to go to Julliard.."
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My brows furrowed slightly. "Why dont you now?" I asked her.
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i shrugged. "I didn't know I still had it in me.." I answered, staring vacantly out the window.
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"You do." I said. "You know, I used to be pretty good at the electric guitar. Still sort of am. Im still wanting to start a band someday."
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"You should." I said with a smile, kissing his head. "I'd like to hear you play sometime."
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"Well, when we swing by my place later I can show you." I said, smiling at her, and kissing her softly.
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I smiled and rested my hand on his cheek, closing my eyes and kissing him back gently. I began to feel butterflies in my stomach. I always get butterflies when he kisses me.
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I kissed her once more, placing my hand on the small of her back, pulling her close to me, careful of her side
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I moaned softly, my fingers running through his hair lovingly. He's so perfect..
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I groaned softly against her lips, and sat on the couch, pulling her into my lap, and pulling away slowly for some air. "That will never get old."
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I giggled and rested my forehead against his, looking into his eyes. "Never." I agreed, biting my bottom lip.
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I chuckled, and I squeezed her hip softly And I did the same back to her, groaning, and I kissed her once more.