Cautious Love

I looked up at her, and smiled. "Im glad.." she said softly. "Im.. really happy that I have you.."

(Goodnight , have to get off!)

I smiled. "I'm glad that I have you too.." I replied pecking her lips.

A few days went by and our relationship grew more an more every day. I didnt make myself puke, and I didnt cut. My arms were healed, and there was just very faint lines that were there. I sat down in my bedroom, drawing a beautiful tree, cause I had nothing else to do. I sent Constance a text asking her to come over.

I grabbed my car keys and told my parents where I was going, then I drove to Adira's house, knocking on her door.

I got up once I heard her knocking, and I hurried to the door and opened it. "Hey.." I said. I was very happy, happier than normal I had to tell her.something exciting.

I smiled and hugged her tightly. "Hey! Whats up?"

I closed the door behind her and I took her hand and I sat down on the couch with her. "So, my next volleyball tournament is in Vegas, and, they are paying for the hotel and there and back. They said I could bring someone. Do you want to go with me?" I asked her.

I grinned and squeezed her hand. "I would love to." I replied.

"Its for two weeks.." I added, and I kissed her cheek softly. "I cant wait.. a hotel room, with you. For two weeks?" I said, the idea sounds very appealing

I blushed and leaned forwards, kissing her neck slowly. "That sounds very.... Tempting."

I chuckled softly, and I gave her knee a squeeze. "We leave in two days.." I added.. I couldn't wait..

I smiled. "Alright." I replied, pecking her lips. I was so excited.

Those two days passed extremely slowly.. I was on my way now to pick her up from her house, then we would go to the airport. I was glad it was a two hour flight, not bad at all. I pulled up to her house and went to the door, knocking

I had a suitcase with me and I kissed my parents goodbye. I opened the door and grinned at Adira, kissing her cheek. "Hey!"

"Hey.." I said, and I kissed her cheek also. "Lets go." I said, taking her hand. I waved to her parents and I helped get her suitcase in the trunk, then we headed to the airport, catching our flight just on time.

I sat with her on the plane, holding her hand gently. "I'm so excited!"

"Me too!" I said . I was glad it was a short flight.. "Its supposed to be 80 degress there." I said, I couldn't wait for the warm weather..

I smiled and nodded. "Yeah." I replied, looking out the window.

I liked that there wss only two seats, and they were close together.. I slowly rested my head on her shoulder, and closed my eyes, my hand touching her thigh softly as I drivted off to sleep.

I didn't sleep, I just stared out the window, imagining that I was going back to my home country. When the plane finally landed, I shook her lightly. "Hey.. We're here.."

I moaned softly, and opened my eyes. I tried to stretch in the little airplane space I had. I hated airplanes.. thats why I jist tried to sleep on them, and pretend I wasnt there.. the plane landed, a bit more violently than I was comfortable with, and we all exited the plane, I held onto her hand tightly, not wanting to lose her in this crowd.

I led her through the crowd, and we managed to catch a taxi to the hotel. We met her team there and such, and then we went up to our rooms, which were very, very nice.

I was glad we had this hotel. The pyramid one, the Luxor. It was getting dark, and vegas looked crazy, all the lights.. I looked out the window, impressed with the view. "Wow.." I said softly.

I smiled and wrapped my arms around her from behind. "Pretty..."

I got goosebumps, feeling her arms wrap around me. I leaned back into her slightly. Her and I havent done anything sexual since about a week and a half ago. I turned, and I kissed her softly.

I gently held her hips and I kissed her back slowly, closing my eyes.

After a little while, I pulled away. And I kissed her nise softly. "How about.. you and I go have some fun on the strip?"

I smiled and nodded, kissing her cheek. "Alright." I replied.

I smiled, and I kissed her cheek softly. And I went and got dressed, I got on a nice mid length black dress that hugged my curves perfectly, and I braided my hair, and did my makeup, darker than usual. I got on my black flatsx and I was ready for vegas.

I got dressed in a short black skirt with cute leggings, and a short sleeved black tshirt. I crimped my hair and did my makeup cutely. I walked out and grinned at her. "Looking good!" I complimented, biting my lip as I checked her out.

I smiled seeing her. "You too babe.." I said, taking her hand and giving her a sweet kiss before grabbing my red bag. "Lets go, I know a good club like half a block away." I said

I chuckled. "Okay." I replied. We walked to the club and the bartender sold us drinks even though we aren't of drinking age. I was pretty much immune to alcohol since it was legal for younger people in Ireland, but nonethess, I drank it. "Wanna dance?" I asked her after we had a few drinks.

I smiled clearly a bit buzzed. "Yes." I said, and I took her hand, leading her to the dance floor. I slowly turned and grinded on her slowly, a few guys watching clearly amused.

I rested my hands on her hips and kissed her neck gently as we grinded. She reminds me so much of Madeline right now.. The clubbing atmosphere....

Ive only been clubbing once before. This same one, last year with some friends. I slowly turned after a while and kissed her slowly, the tangyness of her lips from the alcohol made it even better.

I wrapped my arms around her slender waist and I kissed her back passionately, closing my eyes.

The club was getting very hot, and hard to breathe in. I slowly pulled away and stepped outside with her, glad to get some fresh air.. I pulled out a cigarette, and lit it, leaning against the building. I don't think I mentioned that I smoked.. cant be bad right?

I rose an eyebrow and glared at her. ".... You never told me you smoked." I said softly, feeling hurt.

"I.. didnt think I had to.." I said softly, and I sighed, and took a couple more large puffs, then put it out, and I put a peice of mint gum in my mouth. I took her hand and kissed it. "Dont be mad.. please.."

I sighed and shook my head, looking away. This girl is just filled with problems isn't she?