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And with that; we were pretty soon both bare. I kissed her neck before entering her slowly, and gently, then I started to thrust my hips slow
"Oh god.." I groaned against her skin, nibbling her neck gently. I kissed her passionately , moving my hips a little faster.
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It hurt at first, seeing as I a- well WAS, a virgin. But it started to feel good after a little while. "Mm..." I moaned, leaning my head back. It feels so wonderful.. We are each other's first time. I am his and he is mine.
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I kissed her neck, and groaned also, my hands softly held her hips in place as I warmly made love to her, I moved my hips faster, loving the feel of us so close.. "Oh god.."
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I leaned my head back and closed my eyes, loving the feeling he is giving me. "Oh Jake..." I moaned, tangling my fingers on his hair. I wrapped my legs around his waist, moaning louder.
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After about an hour, of just loving each other and being in one anothers arms, I held her close to me, breathing heavily. I was happy, happy to have her in my life. No words can really describe how I felt for her. I loved her, and words can't go into how much I do. I kissed her forehead. "I love you.." I whispered softly.
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I looked up into his eyes and smiled gently. "I love you too Jake." I whispered. I nuzzled my cheek in his neck and closed my eyes.
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I smiled, and I felt my eyes slowly drift shut. I fell asleep, happy and very content. I woke up in the morning, and I stretched out my arms, and rubbed my eyes, opening them. Shit. I forgot to go to the store. I looked at October, who was sleeping peacefully. I stood, and got dressed. I bent down beside her and I kissed her forehead. "Honey, I'm going to run to the store and get some food.. Okay?" I said, and I kissed her gently. I headed out the door, grabbing my car keys. I got in my car and drove off, pulling out onto the freeway. I looked at the car by me, a large black escalade. the windows were very dark, and I couldn't see who was in them. They rammed into the side of my car, causing me to flip and roll a few times, then I blacked out.
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I had woken up, taken a shower, and gotten dressed, and was just about to make me some breakfast when I got a phone call. "Is this October?" A woman asked. "Yes." I answered, raising an eyebrow. "Jake just got into a severe car cras-" Before she could finish I dropped my phone and grabbed my car keys, getting into my car and rushing to the hospital. I tried to get in the room but they wouldn't let me. I had to wait for endless hours, my face in my hands as I cried my eyes out. He could be dead. And I haven't even gotten to see him one last time. I was fucking asleep. Why didn't I wake up? Why didn't I stop him from leaving?
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"Jake? Jake can you hear me?" I heard a woman voice say. I opened my eyes, groaning in pain, I looked down to see my leg bandaged up and a cast on my shoulder and arm. My face hurt too.. I looked at the nurse.. Wait, nurse? "What happened.." I mumbled, almost inaudible. "Jake, you were in a severe car crash, you dislocated your shoulder and broke your arm. Your leg needed stitches , it got a good cut on it.. And you may have a small concussion." I groaned again, pain getting worse. "I'll get you some pain medicine." She said, and began to walk away. "Wait.. Get... Get.. October.." I said, the words hurt to say, if that made any sense.. The anestecia from the surgery must be causing my words to sound funny. I wanted October with me.. I wanted to feel her hand in mine..
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The nurse came in and gave me a report on him and she allowed me to go in. I sat by his bed and grabbed his unbandaged hand, looking down at him. "It's me baby... I'm so glad you're okay.." I whispered, tears in my eyes. The nurse had told me that it is truly a miracle that he is alive.
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(Whoop, this is good (: sorry I've been slow lately, its the first week of the last quarter at school and I wanted to be on my a-game. Ill be on all weekend though.)
I looked as October walked in, her facial expression killing me.. I didn't want her to see me like this. I knew she was scared, but I didn't want her to be.. I looked up into her eyes, smiling weakly. "Hey Baby... I'm fine.. I promise.." I said, giving her hand a small squeeze. "Don't cry.." I said, seeing how watery her eyes were.
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((It's okay!))
I sighed shakily and rested my forehead against the side of his bed, trying to compose myself. "The nurse said it's a miracle that you're alive... You know, I think you were made for me.. Knowing you my whole life... But you've been saved, and I owe my life to that.." I whispered, looking up at him. "Where were you going to go?"
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I smiled softly at her words, and I looked up at her. "I would never leave you.. Ever.." I said softly, and I gave her hand another squeeze. "Well, you were kinda asleep when I told you.." I said, and I sat up more. "Ah.." I said, that hurt a lot. "..Well, I was going to go to the store to get some food." I said. "Hey, sit down.." I said, pointing to the chair beside my bed, she looked tired, and her cheeks were red. Maybe from crying. I still held onto her hand. Where was that nurse with my pain medication?
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I pulled up a chair and soon the nurse came in when medication. She gave it to him then she left to leave us alone. I kissed his hand gently. "I thought I lost you... After we had made up from that awful fight and last night......." I looked up at him. "I couldn't stop crying.. I wish I had woken up so I could have maybe prevented that.. What happened anyway? How did the wreck happen?"
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"I know.. But no one could have prevented it, it is what it is.." I said, and I touched her cheek softly, wiping away a tear that was sitting there, I took her hand again, and I thought for a moment. Thinking about the car with the tinted windows. "I was.. Run off the road.. A car ,rammed into me. And.. Then I blacked out.." This was then first time I've ever really thought about it..
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I laid him back and kissed his forehead gently. "I love you.. You should get some sleep baby.. You must be tired.." I whispered.
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"Okay.. Can you call Lia and let her know what's going on, please?" I asked her. The pain medicine kicked in, but it also made me loopy, and tired.. I closed my eyes, and my breathing evened out, I wasn't really asleep. I was just relaxing, well so it felt like it. I could still feel her hand in mine. I wondered how Lia was doing..
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I squeezed his hand lightly before I stood up and walked out of the room, taking my phone out and dialing Lia's number. "Hi Lia.... Jake got in a severe car accident today.. Yeah he's fine.... Okay.. Bye." I hung up and sighed, rubbing my temples.
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Jake;
I watched as she walked out of the room, I saw the nurse walk in, and I smiled at her. "How are you feeling? We will probably keep you overnight, and release you tomorrow afternoon." She said. "Okay.. And I feel fine, just my shoulder hurts.."
Lia;
I hung up my phone.. And I looked over at Ash. "We need to go to the hospital, Jake got in a car crash.." I told him. I stood up, and I looked in the mirror, making sure I looked okay. I was worried.. I had just got done getting ready, which is great, so I can run over and see him. "Want to go?" I asked Ash,
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October:
I walked back in the room and sat back down, grabbing his hand. "Your sister is on her way.." I whispered, sighing softly.
Ash:
I nodded. "Yeah, let's go." We decided to run, because it's faster. When we got there we were led to Jake's room.
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Jake;
"Okay.. Good.. Thank you." I said, and I looked into her eyes. How lucky was I to get such a beautiful and awesome girl like her? At times I thought I didn't deserve her.. But I was just so in love, and here she was, by my side with me right now.
Lia;
I found his room, Ash and I hand in hand, I took a deep breath, and stepped in with Ash. I felt my heart clench, he was bandaged up, a couple bruises and cuts were clear on his face. "Hey.." I said softly, pulling two chairs up to the bed. "Are you alright?" I asked him, worried..
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October:
I looked up at Ash and Lia and smiled softly as they walked in. I squeezed his hand gently and I stood up. "Come on Ash. Let's go check out the cafeteria." I said. "Okay.." He said as he followed me out the door.
Ash:
"Why did you want me to come with you?" I asked October as we walked down the hallway. She smiled at me warmly. "I want them to have some alone time every once in a while. Family bonding."
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Jake;
I smiled as she walked out, and I looked at Lia. "Hey sis.." I said, her and I just talked about how we were doing, since we haven't talked for a while. I looked up after a while, seeing Ash and October walk back in, October had a tray of food.
Lia;
I talked about how Ash and I were doing, and he told me how him and October were doing. I was glad he was okay.. He was all I had left of my family, really. I looked up also as Ash and October walked in, I smiled at them, winking at Ash.
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October:
I set the tray of food down on his lap and sat down. "We got you the food that looks the best..." I said softly.
Ash:
I smiled and sat down, grabbing Lia's hand. "I'm glad youre okay Jake." I said softly.
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(Want to skip to the day he gets out of the hospital?)
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Jake;
I had just got released from the hospital, we were now at the house. I opened the door to it, and looked around, it was good to be home.. My left arm still hurt a little, but I had gotten a cast on it, a white one actually, so people could sign it, yeah.. Sign it. I closed the door behind October, and I smiled at her. I hugged her softly and I kissed her neck. "I love you.." I said.
Lia;
I woke up in the morning, feeling drained and tired still. Must be time for me to eat.. I had to go hunting. I felt weak also.. I looked at Ash, I would wait until he woke up to go.
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October:
I hugged him back carefully and pecked his lips softly. "I love you too Jake. I'm so glad you're okay. I don't know what I would have done if I lost you.." I whispered.
Ash:
I woke up in the morning and looked up at Lia who looks really drained. I do too. I sighed and sat up, kissing her cheek gently. "Come on. Let's go hunt."
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Jake;
"I will never leave you.. I will always be by your side, no matter what.." I said, and I kissed her softly. "Did you see the counselor yesterday?" I asked her, she had to see her at least for three weeks, every Friday. I wanted her to get better also, we both needed each other to do so.
Lia;
"Okay.." I said, and I got dressed, and put my hair in a ponytail. "I'll race you.." I saiod, bolting out the door.
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October:
I nodded. "yeah for like an hour.." I answered softly, looking down. I hate my counselor. He's creepy and he doesn't even try hard enough. He always talks about other things.
Ash:
I laughed and quickly got dressed and brushed my hair and I bolted after her. She won, since she got a headstart. I hugged her from behind and laughed.
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Jake;
I noticed the disturbed look on her face. "You alright?" I asked and I kissed her forehead. "You don't like it, huh?" I asked looking at her, I just wanted her better. The whole thing must have been a little traumatic for her.
Lia;
I chuckled and I turned in his arms, kissing him. I pulled away and stuck my tounge out at him. "Beat you." I teased playfully.
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October:
I sighed and shook my head. "I hate him..." I mumbled. I sat down on the couch and looked outside. It began to rain.
Ash:
I smiled and kissed her back. "Come on. Lets hunt." I said. I found a couple of large deer to satisfy me.
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Jake;
I sighed, and I sat down beside her, and I took her hand with my free one. "Well.. Maybe you don't need one." I said, and I looked outside also, seeing the rain. I honestly loved rain. I grabbed the remote, and turned the TV on, channel surfing.
Lia;
I had also got a couple deer, not huge, but a good size still. "Okay, race home?" I said, standing, and looking at him, a mischievous grin on my face.
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October:
I glanced at him and sighed, resting my head on his shoulder. "I love you.." I mumbled.
Ash:
I grinned and said,"you're on." Then I took off. I ran really fast and I beat her this time. When she caught up, I wrapped my arms around her.
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(Want to do a little time skip? Like when Jake is all healed?)
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(Okay. I'm staying home today. Don't feel well at all...)
Jake;
Over the past month or so, things were good, me and October were better than ever.. And I thought that it was soon the perfect time to ask a special question. I had gotten my cast off and I was all healed. Now, we were heading to a special restaurant I had to make a reservation for. When we were done eating, I took her for a walk, and we watched the sunset. I looked at her, and smiled, I took her hands. "You know I love you.. Right?" I asked, looking into her eyes.
Lia;
Ash and I were doing great, we would hunt every week, and joke around with each other. Now, we were watching a movie together, huddled on the couch. I looked up at him, and kissed his jaw, smiling.
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((I'm sorry D:))
October:
I smiled and looked up at him. "Of course. And I love you too." I said, squeezing his hands and kissing him sweetly on the cheek.
Ash:
I looked down at her and smiled, leaning down to kiss her lips softly. "I love you." I mumbled.
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(Oops, I fell asleep: p)
Jake;
"Okay.. Good.." I said, smiling at her. I slowly got down on one knee, and I took the small box out of my pocket, I opened it, and I took her hand again. "October.. I've known you for almost all my life.. You've helped me through so much.. And I'm head over heels in love with you.. Will you marry me?" I asked, looking into her eyes.
Lia;
I smiled, and I looked up at him.. "I love you too.." I said, and kissed him back sweetly.
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October:
I had tears in my eyes and I nodded, unable to speak."yes." I whispered. I let him put the ring on my finger then I pulled him to his feet and kissed him deeply.
Ash:
I smiled and we kissed for a while, then I pulled back. "I will make it official someday. I promise."