Cautious Love

Her parents car was gone. . I followed her, and I sat on her bed, and smiled up at her.

I smiled. "I guess my parents decided to go out to eat or something.."

"Yeah. I guess so." I said, smiling. We were alone. "Sooo..." I said, taking her hand, and kissing it.

I smiled and slowly sat down next to her. "Soo?..." I replied, kissing her cheek.

I slowly sat in her lap. "Youve.. helped me alot with things.. thank you.." I said.

I smiled and looked up at her. "No problem..."

I kissed her softly, my hand touching her side sweetly

I closed my eyes and kissed her back slowly, my hands resting on her hips.

My hands travled to the side of her neck, and I deepened the kiss, our tongues tangling again..

I moaned softly and squeezed her hips gently, my tongue wrapping around hers tenderly.

I slowly pushed her back into the bed, my hands resting in either side of her head, holding me up. I moaned softly in response

I was a little surprised, but I liked it. I deepened the kiss slightly, my hands resting on her sides, rubbing them slowly.

I liked this.. I liked getting a little.. frisky, and I hoped she liked it.

I slowly broke the intimate kiss for some air. "You are such an amazing kisser." I breathed.

I smiled, and I kissed her forehead softly. "So are you.." I said, and I slowly got off her, blushing like crazy.

I smiled and watched her, blushing slightly as well. I bit my bottom lip and said,"Are you hungry?"

I nodded slowly. "Yeah." I said, looking over at her. I tucked the still damp piece of hair behind my ear.

I smiled and got up, taking her hand and leading her to the kitchen. I fixed us some Ramen noodles. Quick and easy.

I leaned against the counter, and watched her do her thing, and I smiled when they were done. "My favorite." I said, smiling up at her.

I chuckled and handed her a bowl. "I'm glad." I replied, sitting at the table.

"Thanks." I said, taking the bowl and I sat at the table by her . I took several bites, and before I knew it, it was gone. I stood and I put my bowl in the sink.

I went and washed the bowls, then I put them up and turned to her. "Better?"

I nodded. "Yes. Ill be right back." I said, and I headed to the bathroom... another thing about me. Ive been lathargic for three months now.. I didnt make myself throw up all the time. Just occasionally when I think I had to.. I did my thing, and was glad I had mastered doing it very quietly. I brushed my teeth three times, hating the taste of it when it came up.. and I stepped out, and headed back into the kitchen smiling. Doing that, ive lost 30 pounds and counting.. good right?..

She looked a little pale, and I frowned. "Are you okay?" I asked, crossing my arms and raising an eyebrow.

I furrowed my brows in confusion. "Yeah, why?" I asked herx and I leaned against the counter.

"You look kinda peaky." I replied with a shrug. I got out a coke and took her hand, leading her upstairs.

I gave her hand a gentle squeeze once we got to her room. "So. What should we do?" I asked her, feeling bad that I was so boring.

I shrugged. "Anything." I replied, flopping down on my bed and stretching out like a cat.

"What aboouutt..." I thought. "Gosh im boring.. I dont know." I said, with a small laugh. My voice a little scratchy. Shit.

I looked up at her. "Um... You okay?" I asked suspiciously. She's acting and sounding weird.