The Knight.

I looked around frantically, I was having a major anxiety attack. I ripped the oxygen mask off of me, fighting with the doctors who were trying to put it back on. I felt a stab on my wrist. Medicine to make me calm down. I slowly relaxed, and then I closed my eyes, trying to calm my breathing.

"Babe please, calm down." I said, watching as she oushed everyone away, when the stuck the needle in her arm, I flinched, and looked away.. when she calmed down, she was put into a normal hospital room, and they let.me go in after the doctors were done with her. I sat beside her in a chair.. "Are you okay?.."

I looked up at him, nodding slowly. "Yeah... I'm fine...." I whispered hoarsley. I took a long gulp of my water. I flinched when I reached to put the cup down. "Ouch..." I looked up at him. "Are you okay? You look like you've been crying.."

"Careful." I said softly, as I helped set the cup down. And I looked up at her. "Its cause I have been.." I said, looking down.

I grabbed his hand and kissed it gently. "I'm okay now.. really.." I whispered. "What happened to Dustin and your uncle?" I asked.

I nodded. "I.. shot them." I said. "My uncle died.. Dustin.. critical Condition.." I said. I hated my uncle.. but I still felt guilt for killing him.. he usedto be a good person

I stared at him,my mouth open slightly. I squeezed his hand sympathetically. "Everything is going to be okay.." I sighed. "Baby... You can walk away if you want, I'd understand........"

"Im not going to walk away.. I never will." I said, and I kissed her hand. "I just hate myself so much. I mean.. I shouldn't have opened that door. It was my job to protect you.."

"It was my fault... I didn't let you handle it... I wanted to handle it myself..." I whispered, closing my eyes and sighing, a tear running down my cheek.

I sat up and kissed her tear away. "It was just an unfortunate thing that had to happen.." I said. "And I killed my own uncle.." I said, running my hand thriugh my hair. Im a killer.

"For a good reason Jay. No matter what he was biologically to you, he wouldn't have given you a second glance. Please don't feel guilty..." I looked into his eyes. "When I'm out of the hospital.. Let's run away to Canada or something.."

I nodded slowly, but I knew the guilt would linger for a while.. and I nodded at her words. "Yes.. can we go to the San Juans first?" I asked.

I smiled. "We can go anywhere baby.." I yawned and closed my eyes.. "I'm tired.." I quickly fell asleep. After a few days I got to go home, a large bandage on my side.

We went to her house, and everything was cleanrd up, I stared at the spot where my uncle died. I snapped out of it as Canada licked my hand

I wrapped my arms around him from behind, kissing his neck. "You okay?" I asked softly, looking up at the side of his face.

I swallowed and nodded. "Yeah.. im fine." I said and I turned in her arms before kissing her softly. "Lets get you packed."

I smiled and pulled away, going to my room. I began to pack the big things, and then the important things. We weren't planning to move until my side healed, so I only packed the things I wouldn't be needing.

I helped her, and then Isat on her bedroom floor and I brushed out Canada, seeing she had came to me with her dog brush. Smart dog.

I smiled and sat next to him. "Canada loves you." I whispered. I scratched behind her ears. "She sure is a great judge of character.."

"Yeah, I love her too." I said. And I looked over at her and I kissed her forehead. "And I love you." I said.

I smiled at him. "I love you too." I leaned in and pecked his lips softly. "Remember when your friend tried to hit on me in Olive Garden?" I asked with a laugh.

"Oh god. Yeah, hes gone now. Dont know where he went." I said, and I pulled hern into my lap

I smiled and snuggled comfortably into his lap, looking up into his eyes. I gently ran my fingertips down his arm, listening to our steady breathing.

"Its been a long day.." I said, and I kissed her lips softly. I glanced at Canada. "With my girls."

I nodded. "Most definitely." I replied with a grin. I got off of his lap and stood up. "I'm gonna go take a shower. Wanna join?" I asked.

I Nodded. "Of course." I said, and I Got up and followed her to the bathroom.

I smiled and led him by the hand, closing the door behind us. I turned the warm water on, then I turned and ran my hands up his shirt, feeling his abs. I kissed the side of his neck gently.

I grinned and I slowly removed my shirt and I kissed her softly, And I slowly took all my clothes off ans stepped in the shower.

I stepped in with him and sighed contently when the warm water hit my body. I had no bruises now, and only a few scars. It's been a while since I've felt like this.

I pulled her back to my chest, and I kissed her neck, and Rubbed her normal side softly. "So beautiful.."

(Sorry took forever."