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I got up, then I was by his side when he stood. "You cant miss this one. When we are done, I promise we will come bsck and be together okay? Maybe we could swing by my place." I said softly. I got dressed, and ready to go. Giving him time to do so also.
"Fine!" I yelled, watching as she left. Jesus Christ.. I mean I think she is ready to go, but we can't just stay back and hide forever. I stepped out after a while and I got in my car, and drove back. She has her car, glad we came in separate ones..
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I waited on the couch patiently, smiling at her. It's not that I didn't want the prosthetic... I was just sick of doctors and hospitals.
I watched his car leave and the tears ran down my cheeks, my blood pumping. Small bits of electricity sprung from the tips of my fingers and I stared at the current forming between my hands, hurtling it towards a tree. It left a large scorch and cut in the bark. I couldn't do this... I wasn't ready. I sunk to the ground, sobbing.
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I kissed his forehead when I camr out. "When you get this, you will be done with the doctors for a long while." I said, smiling.
I pulled over on the road and stopped, I hit the steering whell.. god.. I cant leave her there.. maybe I was being a bit unreasonable.. I groaned and turned the car around, I stopped when I saw a tree that had a big burn mark in it, then I saw her, sobbing.. I quickly got out and I mafe.my way towards her ..
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I sighed,"If you say so..."I stood and let her lead me out to the car and back towards the hospital. That dreaded hospital.
I could hear him coming and the electricity started again,"Go away,"I said, unable to look at him as I got up and began walking back towards the cabin.
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Once there, we headed to the physical therapy room and they started. I could tell he was hurting. They then out the prosthetic on him.
"No. Stop.." I said, walking after her, I reached for her hand, pausing, seeing the electricity come off.ir.in waves.
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"How does it fit?" I sighed, it was uncomfortable and painful and I shook my head,"Just take it off, please.."
"You're ready? Then be ready. I'm not. I never know when I'm going to slip into a coma or hurt someone. God, you almost killed yourself yesterday! But you're ready,"I snapped, walking into the cabin and to the kitchen.
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I sighed, seeing the look of pain in his eyes. I went to help bit the snooty doctor told me to leave it alone. "He wants it off." I repeated what he said.
"Im sorry, I shouldn't have been so selfish.. if youre not ready then I'm not ready." I said, following her. "This cant work out. Between us. If the only thing we will do is argue."
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I took it off myself and tossed it to the ground,"It hurts. It doesn't fit. Fix it,"I snapped at the doctor,"And while you're at it, find me a different doctor."
"Oh my god! We have been arguing for one day! We have been here, making love and being strong for two weeks. Look at the big fucking picture,"I growled, closing my eyes and teleporting to the bathroom and locking the door.
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The doctor glared, and walked away. Soon after, another doctor walked up, smiling. She helped us out, and fixed the prosthetic, and added memory foam where the leg stump woulduld go, hopefully making it much better.
I frowned when she teleported. I then made my way back to the cabin, I was so angry.. I tried to calm myself. Which ended in me punching a whole in the wall, cutting my ha.d open somehow.
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"Thanks,"I said quietly, nodding to her. The leg was just so... Fake.
"Mature!"I called, hearing the bang. I sighed, staring in the mirror, the years running down my cheeks.
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She then helped put it on him, I watched, hoping that it felt right. I knew he was frustrated and still ticked off. I wanted him to feel happy.
I wrapped my hand, doing so calming me down. I just headed to the second bedroom, and I locked myself in also, and I just sat there, stone faced.. so many raw emotions running through me..
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I didn't feel safe standing on it, so I used my crutch,"I'll practice with it at home..."
I sat down against the door and closed my eyes, the lights flickering. Why was he being so irrational? He wasn't thinking about my feelings or my thoughts...
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I didnt argue with him, and the doctor nodded. We then headed to my place. "Some doctor huh?" I commented once inside. I grabbed a couple beers and I handed him one. I knew he needed it.
I gave it an hour or so, my mind clouded and my powers had a chance to calm also.. I hoped that she was calm too.. I stood and I headed to the room, and I knocked on the door. "Please let me in.."
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"No thanks,"I said softly, setting he beer down,"I don't want to become one of those people that drink away their problems... It's not healthy."
"Why?"I asked, my eyes closed. I was zapping electricity between my fingers and the light, sighing.
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I sighed , and I put them back. I then sat beside him, and I kissed his cheek softly. "Are you alright?" I asked softly.
"Because. I want to see you and apologize.." I said.
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"I'm okay. I'll be better... I'm just not ready for a prostetic and I feel rushed,"I said softly, holding her close.
"Apologize for what? You seem to have your affairs in order,"I said , shaking my head.
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"I understand." I said. "They did schedule everything very close together." I said. "Forget about doctors. Im here to help you feel better too." I said, kissing his lips sweetly.
"Just open the door." I said. I just wanted to apologize.. "please.. I made a mistake.."
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I held the kiss tenderly for a moment before pulling away and nodding,"You need to be taken care of too.."
I sighed and unlocked the door, moving to the tub and sitting on the edge. I crossed my arms.
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I gazed back into his eyes and I smiled weakly. "Your important right now." I said, raising an eyebrow.
I walked in, and I got on my knees in front of her. "I shouldn't have been so asshole-ish.. im sorry.. you know that when Im angry or upset I.. turn into a different person. And I say things I dont mean. And I havent been taking you into much consideration.."
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"We are both important,"I said, shaking my head,"We are both in this relationship..."
I stared at him, sighing. Was he just telling me what I wanted to hear to calm me down?
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"Well I know that." I said, and I took his hand and laced together our fingers. "Ive just been very worried.." I added.
"I love you Carter... and, what I said was not right, and believe me when I tell you that I am sorry.." I said, slowly taking her hand, getting a litle shock
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"I know you have been.. I don't want you to be... I want you to be happy,"I said softly, squeezing her hands.
I sighed and pulled my hands from his slowly,"Lets just go home..."
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"I am happy. I really am." I said, and I looked down at our hands. I was just worried, because every night I would relive in my dream, me seeing him.. how bloody the water was..
I shook my head. "Not if youre not ready.." I said, silently. Seeing she avoided my apology.
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I leaned in and slowly kissed her neck,"I love you..."
"No... Let's just go..."I said softly, standing up and walking to the bedroom to pack my bag.
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"I love you too.." I said, glad his soft words had broken me out of the flashback, and the way his lips felt on my neck made me shiver..
"Listen." I said, taking her hand before she got into the doorway of the room. "We don't have to."
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I gave her a warm squeeze and smiled,"Lets to to the movies.."
"I don't want to be here anymore,"I said, looking up at him,"We just need to go."
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(Sorry! Took a shower.)
My eyes lit up like a little kids. "Really?" I said, looking back at him. "I mean.. are you sure?"
Soon we were both packed, and I headed to my house, knowing she had gone to hers.. I still felt like shit..
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"Absolutely,"I said with a smile, nodding.
I left my front door unlocked and sat on the couch, sighing. I felt so crappy...
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And with that I quickly got up and I got dressed into better clothes and I braided my hair into a side braid, and I was ready. Just a little TouchUp. I then walked back out. "Let's go." I stated.
A day passed , and I got up that morning, and threw some clothes on, and I drove to her house, getting flowers on the way.. I had to really apologize to her.
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I chuckled, letting her drive. I let her pick the movie and I paid, and got the popcorn. I smiled. She was happy.
The tv flicked on an off, the electricity shooting from my finger and at the set. I didn't need to... But it was fun. There was small scorch marks on the walls and ceiling.
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I got us all adjusted in the seats and the movie started. I made sure it wasnt a cheesy one. I made sure it was a good one, one both him and I could enjoy. I kissed his cheek randomly, and smiled. I loved him so much..
I knocked on the door, hesitantly.. I was not sure how this would go at all.. I missed her, I wanted her to forgive me. But, I wouldn't blame her if she didnt forgiveme..
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I wrapped my arm over her shoulders and kisses her forehead, smiling. She was so good to me, and in general. I couldn't believe she was mine...
I jumped and a spark went at the ceiling. I sighed and got up, opening the door. I sighed softly, nodding,"Hey..."
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After the movie,we got up and headed to the car, me walking slowly beside him. "I loved the movie, thanks." I said, helping him in the car, then I got in also.
"Hi.." I said softly, I reached out amd handed her the flowers. "We need to talk."
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"Of coarse, you don't need to thank me, silly,"I said with a grin, buckling my seatbelt.
I took the flowers and nodded, walking to the kitchen, leaving the door open for him to come in.
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I smiled and drove off. "I'm thanking you anyway." I teased, and I drove us back to his place. By that time it was already four or so. "Okay, youll hate me for this but we have to try your prosthetic.." I said before getting out of the car.
I closed the door behind me and I followed her. "I shouldn't have acted the way I did, I'm really sorry.. I was not taking your feelings into consideration.." I said softly.
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"Why?"I asked with a groaning sigh, shaking my head.
I set the flowers on the counter,"Don't worry about me anymore, alright? I can take care of myself..."
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"Cause." I said, and I helped him out and we walked to his door and inside. "Well.. I guess we can another time." I said.
"I'm going to worry." I said, looking at her. She kept avoiding one topic. Were we still a thing?..
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"It hurts,"I said softly, sighing.
"Why? I'm fine, you're fine, what's to worry about?"I asked, turning to raise an eyebrow at him.